After All That We've Been Through

Kady's POV
That was it, I couldn't take it anymore! I just screamed my brains out and the fans loved it but I was so torn up inside. I knew we still had two more songs to perform before the end of our set but I needed to get out of there and away from Marley. His sideways glances were full of intention, questions, and lust. I wasn't ready for this and I knew that if I told him that I could destroy the whole band. Marley was going to start asking questions I didn't have the answer to and that terrified me. What was going to happen to us?

"Kady, what the hell?" Caleb called after after I kicked over the mic and left the stage. I didn't look back and I couldn't. I would claim food poisoning later. They would carry on without me like they had when had been sick in the past. Fuck it, Gunnar could sing.

I ran down through the back stage area, feeling slightly tipsy from the beer I shot gunned on stage. Where are my fucking cigarets and how do I get out of here? I searched my pockets but fuck, why would a designer leather jacket actually have pockets?

Pushing through the heavy double doors, I found myself once again face-to-face with Brian. Just who I wanted to see, the other source of my problems. I threw my arms up in the air in defeat and slid down the wall, the smell of his cigaret filling my nostrils. It smelled so damn good I could taste it.

"You do realize you're on the wrong side of the area, right red," Brian chuckled, handing me his cigaret. How did he know?

"Sue me," I spat, taking in a slow drag before letting out just as slowly. Ahh there is that sweet nicotine relief.

Brian laughed and took a seat next to me on the floor. "Well people have definitely been shot for less," he said with a shrug as I put my head in my hands.

I sat there slowly rocking back and forth as I smoked the rest of Brian's cigaret. I was surprised how quiet he was, almost like he was waiting for me to open up. This wasn't what I expected from him at all. Maybe I had misjudged him as a playboy?

"I like your new look," he finally said as my band finished the last song. "But you don't seem...comfortable." I chuckled at his thoughtful use of words.

"I just feel insane every single time I'm asked to compromise who I am," I finally burst as he pulled out another cigaret and lighter. "I don't know, maybe I'm just afraid and stuck in my way. But damn it that's they way I want to stay!"

Brian remained quiet and looked extremely deep in thought. I sighed before leaning my head back against the wall. "Does that make me insane?"

"No, don't lose sight of who you are, as easy as that is to do out on the road," he said, his voice and eyes a little distant. It was then that he reached for the piece of paper and pen next to him.

"What the hell? Are you writing a novel about what I just said. Glad I can be someone's source of entertainment," I sighed, letting my head hit the wall a little to hard.

Brian chuckled again. "Relax and enjoy the smoke. You just inspired some lyrics. Don't worry ill credit you if it's a hit," he teased with a playful elbow. "But really, what happened up there? That's not your normal sound."

Great so now he was a fucking expert on my band now? Just what I needed another person with expectations. I slowly started to stand up and his dark brown eyes met mine with a quizzical look.

"Look, thanks for the smoke, but I don't need another person wanting something from me," I said, flicking ashes. Maybe I could go lock myself in a bathroom for a while.

"Expectations? What are you talking about. I just wanted to make sure you were okay. You seem tense."

Suddenly I felt a pair of hands on my shoulders and I stiffened. It was then that he started to massage my shoulder, turning me into mere putty. Damn, the man was good with his fingers. I would give him that. I wonder what else they were good at...no Kady get your brain out of the gutter.

"Listen, I don't expect anything from you. If you want to talk, I'll listen. Seems like you could use a friend." He said, his breath ticking my ear and making my hair stand on end. No one had ever talked to me like that and it turned me on. Maybe a friend was what i needed to relieve some pressure and tension in my life.

I slowly turned around and his hands fell to my hips. Our eyes locked and I suddenly felt weak in the knees. There was just something about him that entranced me. "I don't want to talk...." I breathed as a wicked smile came over my face. "But I do need a friend..." I wanted to forget the day and Brian could help me.

Brian bit his lip and smiled at me in the most intoxicating way possible. "Now you are speaking my language...friend."

Brian's lips crashed into mine as he back me up against the wall in the small alcove. Our pent up sexual tension explode as our lips feverishly moved against each other, hands roaming each other's bodies. As I allowed his tongue access to my mouth, I felt his hard member press against my leg. I moaned, my hands finding his hair and giving it a light tug.

He moaned against my lips before moving his kisses to the nape of my neck, his hands grabbing my ass and lifting me into the air. I moaned softy with each kiss as his member pressed against all the right spots on my leather pants.

"We need to keep this a secret and between us," I breathed into his ear between moans. He slowly made his way back up to my lips before pulling away for a moment, his eyes meeting mine.

"Deal," he breathed before my hands instantly went to belt and my lips to his neck. It was Brian's turn to feel the electricity we were creating. It was euphoric.

Brian's hand quickly moved down to my pants and I kissed him, working the tight leather down over my skin. I blushed lightly when he realized that I wasn't wearing any panties with them. But then again, how could I?

"You are so fucking sexy," he moaned, lifting me back up and pressing me against the wall. Suddenly his fingers were inside me and a gasped with delight. "Oh you're all wet for me you naughty girl....you tell me how you like it?" He breathed in my ear as I moaned his name, his finger speed increasing. Damn his fingers were amazing at this too!

"Hard and fast," I breathed, too taken by the whole situation to be worried about banging in the middle of the corridor. Anyone could walk down the hall at any given time and I didn't care.

It was then that my body was racked with a hard orgasm and I bite Brian's neck to keep from screaming out in delight. Before I even finished, I felt his large hard throbbing member press into me. This time I couldn't help but let out a scream.

"Oh god," I cried as I held on to him, ridding his cock.

"Oh you're so fucking tight, Kady," Brian moaned as i moved with him. I felt like ever nerve ending was on fire as he moved. I couldn't even handle the pleasure I felt. All I could do was moan his name between kisses. "Oh damn it, you're getting me close...."

"Me too, I'm so close," I cried, unable to stand the build up of pressure. The next thing I knew, I felt like I was floating on a weightless cloud full of bliss and all my problems had gone away.

Brian's arms held me close as we both fought to catch our breath. We were still connect when his gorgeous brown eyes met mine. "Damn red," he said with a small smile. His hand slowly moved up and whipped some makeup from under my eyes. Brian's hand then moved to my hair and pushed a strand behind my ear.

As he touched me, I felt small burst of electricity from his finger, each touch taking my breath away.
"I really am here to listen if you need me to," he said softly as he set me back down on the ground. The cool cement felt good on my achy feet. I must have lost my stilettos in the process. "But don't worry, our secret is safe."

"Yo Haner, are you ready? We go on in ten," Zacky's voice called down the hall.

Brian shielded me in the small alcove and quickly buttoned his pants. "Yeah, just finished the set list. Let me finish my smoke and I'll be right in."

"Awesome, I have a good feeling about tonight! We are all gonna get lucky."

It bit my lip and tried not to laugh at the conversation. They honestly had no idea that I was here or what we had just done. I was relieved.

"Hell yeah," Brian yelled back. "See you in a minute."

Brian turned back to face me with a small smile on his face, his eyes bright and happy. He really wasn't a bad guy and I was intrigued.

"You better go," I said, fixing the collar of his shirt. Brian smiled before gently kissing my lips.

"Yeah, see you around...friend." He flashed me his signature cocky grin before turning down the corridor.

"Hey," I called after him. "Thanks...."

Notes

Happy two chapter Tuesday! And just what you've all been waiting for...smut!

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