Video Star

Today it was a few days before Thanksgiving and I was filming but I was up in my room because I had no idea what to wear so I thought I’d ask my viewers, they knew me better than I knew myself sometimes. But anyway, I just brought up my tripod and camera and set it up on my vanity making sure that I could get my entire body in the frame then I turned it on

‘Hey guys! This is going to be a different video and sorry if the lighting is off I'm actually up in my room because I need help! Now since I can't make it back home to spend the holiday with my family I've been invited to spend it with M. Shadows and his friends and family and I have no fucking clue what to wear and I'm freaking out’ I said as I moved my hands a bit ‘so, I'm going to put something’s together and I really would love your guys opinion because I have no fucking clue what’s going on so, I'm gonna change and I’ll be right back’ I said then I stopped the camera and decided I’d probably put a song or fade or stand by picture when I edited it.

I changed into a knee length red dress with all lace black sleeves and black peep toe pumps with a little bow on top then I turned the camera back on ‘ok guys this is the first one, now the jackets going to be the same regardless of what I wear so don’t ask that and I have no idea how I'm going to do my hair or makeup either but here’s the first outfit’ I said then I stepped back a bit and showed the camera then turned and showed the back. Did one big turn then faced front again ‘ok, that’s the first one’ I said then turned the camera off and repeated this process three more times with two more dresses and black skinny jeans with a nice top and boots

‘Ok guys, now you're going to have to help me pick, just put your pick in the comments and I’ll read them tomorrow so I can get myself together and I’ll definitely post a picture on what I decide to wear, I might not even wear any of the outfits I just showed you but, maybe so go ahead and pick anyway. Bye guys!’ I said then waved and shut the camera off and dressed back into my PJ’s, edited everything then uploaded it.

Ok so I'm still freaking about what to wear tonight. I just woke up and had my coffee, smoke and food and now I'm just getting out of the shower and putting my robe on after drying off then I threw my hair up in a bun for now and walked out. I was headed to the kitchen but my doorbell rang so I walked over and opened it to see Brian ‘you uh’ he stuttered and I blushed a little and nodded ‘yeah, um, come in’ I said and he nodded then walked in and I shut the door behind him ‘what's up?’ I asked and he shrugged a little as we sat on the couch ‘Just thought I’d come hangout before dinner because I don’t have anything else to do’ ‘oh ok, would you like some lunch?’ I asked and he nodded a bit then followed me into the kitchen.

He sat at the bar and I walked over to my panty and grabbed a box of healthy tomato soup and set it on the counter. I got some bread and sharp cheddar cheese out of the fridge and set it next to the soup then I went in the bottom cabinet next to the sink and pulled out a frying pan, sprayed it and set it on the stove turning it on low. I grabbed some bowls and poured the soup then put both bowls in the microwave because I'm a wizard and I started cutting some slices of cheese.

Brian was just watching me with a little smile on his face which made me smile as I buttered the bread and started making the grilled cheese ‘I'm not making you anything else if you don’t like it’ I laughed, he did also and nodded ‘I'm sure it’s amazing’ ‘of course it is’ I giggled, he laughed and watched as I skillfully flipped both sandwiches over then got the very hot bowls out of the microwave and set them on the counter ‘Can you grab me two plates?’ I asked and he nodded then got up and walked around the bar behind me and went to the cabinet I got the bowls out of then set them next to me on the counter ‘Thanks babe’ I smiled, he smiled back and I finished up then turned the pan off, grabbed the bowls and set them in the middle of the plates, cut the sandwiches diagonal like their supposed to be cut then I set them on the plates, grabbed spoons and set Brian’s food in front of him with a smile ‘mmm’ he moaned and I laughed then sat next to him at the bar and we ate and talked.

Once we finished that he helped me put everything in the dishwasher then we went out on the back porch and had a smoke ‘when should we head over?’ I asked as we walked back into the living room ‘Val said dinners at 6:00 because the kids have to be in bed by 8’ ‘ok, I’ll start getting ready at 4ish then’ I said as we sat on the couch, he nodded and we just watched tv until I decided to get ready ‘I’ll wait here’ ‘Ok, I’ll try not to be too long’ I laughed, he did and I got up and walked into my room and bathroom and sighed a little. I blew my hair out then did some loose curls and pinned my bangs back so I could do my makeup.

I grabbed my makeup bag out of my purse and set it on the counter and decided to take the time and do it nicely so I put on my NYX Nude Eye shadow Base all over my lids with my finger so it would spread better then I pulled out my eye shadow brush and opened up the Naked Basics pallet and decided to put on the fourth color in from the left on first, That was called naked 2 so I put that all over on both eyes then I put on the darker one next to it called faint and blended everything together and decided to add the black which was called crave. I loved all these names they were so cool but anyway, I put that just on the outer part and blended it really well and I had a really nice brown and black smoky eye.

I wiped my brush off a bit then put it back and cleaned up some of the black that fell on my face and put on my face lotion. I dug around in my bag and put on my NYX Face Primer then foundation, with my hands of course then powder with a brush. I put on my black eyeliner on the waterline and black mascara on the top lashes and a little on the bottom, I decided against lip stick but I did put some chap stick on then I took my bangs out and walked into my room to get dressed into a black thong and bra and I pulled on the red dress with the black lace sleeves but different heels, these were just plain black pumps with a strap around the ankle.

I pulled on a nice black collar, changed my purse over to a clutch and made sure I grabbed my phone, and I changed the case by the way, to an all-black one. Grabbed my keys and a jacket then checked myself over quickly when I noticed it was already 5pm. I shut all the lights off in my room and the hallway then walked into the living room and saw that Brian was still on the couch watching tv so he couldn’t see me because the couch faced away from the hallway I was coming from, anyway, I walked more into the room and he looked over at me, his eyes getting a little wide so I just bit my lip ‘wow’ he whispered and I blushed and kicked my foot a little as he stood up and walked over to me ‘ready?’ I asked and he nodded then shut my tv off and we walked out the front door after I made sure everything was off and locked then we headed over to his car, he helped me in then we drove over to Matt and Val’s place.

When we got there Brian and I walked in with his hand on my lower back which of course made me smile because of how sweet he was, we walked into the kitchen and said hi to Val and the girls then then grabbed some drinks and Val shooed us out of the kitchen which made me laugh and we walked into the living room where everyone else was standing around and talking and River was watching A Charlie Brown Thanksgiving so I sat next to him on the couch and smiled

‘Hi!’ he said happily, I laughed a little and set my cup on the table ‘Hi! Can I watch with you?’ I asked and he nodded then cuddled into my side so I wrapped my arm around him and crossed my legs as we finished up the movie, I had caught it in the middle and that made me a little sad but it was still great and Val had perfect timing because just as the movie finished she called us all in for dinner so River and I got up and he grabbed my hand then pulled me into the dining room making me laugh a little and we all sat down, Brian next to me and River next to Matt so he could help him when he needed it.

Once we were stuffed full of dinner she stuffed us full of desert and coffee then we all went back into the living room to talk and relax but River cuddled back up to me and another Thanksgiving movie came on so I watched it with him until he fell asleep across my lap ‘uh Matthew’ I said and he looked over at me then down at my lap and laughed. He picked River up slowly and he and Val headed upstairs to put him and the baby to sleep then Brian sat next to me on the couch ‘thought you didn’t have a man in your life’ he said and I laughed and nodded ‘sorry, I didn’t think little ones counted’

‘Hmm, well I guess that’s ok’ he said with a smile, I smiled back and nodded and we started talking a little while we drank our coffee. I glanced over as I was listening to Brian and saw Zack wink at me making me roll my eyes and focus back on what Brian was talking about ‘when do you wanna go home?’ ‘Oh, I don’t know really’ ‘ok then’ he nodded and I nodded back then we both looked over when Matt and Val came back ‘The child has requested you’ Val said to me, I laughed and nodded then stood and asked where his room was. She told me and I walked up there then peeked in the door to see that he was all cuddled into the blankets and waiting for me so I walked over to his bed and sat on the side of it ‘yes sir?’ I asked and he giggled a little ‘will you sing to me?’ he asked cutely and I smiled ‘why didn’t you ask your daddy?’ ‘He doesn’t know twinkle twinkle’ ‘awww ok, but you gotta go to sleep after ok?’ I said and he nodded then closed his eyes and listened as I sang softly to him.

Once I knew he was asleep I stood up and creped out of his room and shut the door a little then walked back downstairs and was instantly handed a beer but I put my hand up ‘I don’t drink too much’ I said and Lacey nodded then walked back over to Johnny and I walked over to Brian, who was now standing and talking to Zack ‘hey’ I said and they both smiled at me then Zack walked away and over to his girlfriend ‘wanna head out?’

‘I don’t wanna pull you away from your friends’ ‘it’s ok, I don’t really wanna drink tonight’ ‘well I’d hope not considering you're my ride’ ‘true, let’s go’ he said and I nodded then we went around and hugged everyone and headed back out to the car and he took me back to his place ‘I know you don’t think you're getting lucky’ I said and he laughed shaking his head ‘nah, I thought since I saw your place you’d wanna see mine’ ‘oh ok great I’d love to’ I said and he nodded then we got out and walked into his beautiful house after he unlocked it of course.

‘Whoa’ ‘thanks’ ‘you're welcome, but I've got to get out of these shoes’ I said and he nodded a little, I set my bag on the table by the door then leaned on him as I undid the buckle on both and stepped out of them ‘you shrank’ he smiled, I glared playfully and he just smiled all big and cheesy at me then decided to show me around. The last stop was his room so I sat on the bed and bounced on it a little ‘This is nice!’ I said happily as I looked up at him, he laughed and nodded then sat next to me ‘you like it?’ ‘Mhm, very much’ ‘good’ he smiled, I smiled back then bit my lip a little and looked down at my swinging legs ‘you look very beautiful tonight’ he whispered softly making me blush and bite my lip harder. I looked over at him and he was looking at his hands ‘well you look very handsome tonight’ I whispered back just as softly and I saw the smile on his face then he looked over at me and started leaning in slowly so I leaned in also and we kissed softly and it was amazing.

I felt as he set his hand on the back of my neck and pushed more into the kiss like I did then he tried pushing me back onto the bed but I pushed on his chest and pulled away ‘sorry’ he whispered, I nodded a little ‘it’s ok’ I whispered sadly, he looked a little confused ‘what's wrong?’ he whispered again, I just bit my lip and tried not to cry, I really didn’t want to tell him what happened to me ‘Hey hey, its ok, you don’t have to tell me’ he said gently and wrapped his arms around me tightly as I rested my head on his chest. He rubbed my arm slowly and I took deep breaths so I didn’t cry and we actually stayed like that for a while. ‘Want me to take you home?’ he asked and I nodded a little, he nodded back and we walked back downstairs. I pulled my jacket on but didn’t put my shoes on so I just grabbed them and my purse and we headed out and back to my house.

He parked in the drive way and I looked over at him ‘I promise I’ll tell you when I'm ready’ I whispered and looked over at him, he nodded a bit and I leaned over and kissed him. He kissed back then smiled softly at me, I smiled back then got outta the car and walked into the house, he left when he knew I was inside and I went right to my room, washed the makeup off my face then got undressed for bed and crawled in after plugging my phone in.

Notes

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