Video Star

Well I'm finally home from the hospital after a week and I'm not a loud to wear tight clothes or bend or climb the stairs or anything like that so right now Brian had Owen and was helping me to the couch and I sat on it slowly. The guys and girls were also following us from the hospital so they had just walked through the door as Brian set the car seat on the coffee table then got a fussy Owen out and handed him to me once I was comfortable ‘oh what's wrong’ I said softly as I ran my hand over his head slowly ‘he’s probably hungry’ Val said and I nodded a little ‘can you get me that blanket?’ I asked and she nodded then got up and handed it to me then sat next to me ‘are you breast feeding?’ ‘I haven't decided, probably’ I nodded and she nodded back a little then looked at the guys ‘ok well, we’ll be in the kitchen’ Brian said, I laughed and nodded then watched as they all got up and left. Once they were gone Val showed me what to do then fixed the blanket over me some so the guys could come back.

When they did Brian sat next to me and peeked under the blanket some making me laugh ‘so, what am I allowed to do?’ I asked as I pointed to the papers in the diaper bag, Val got them and opened them up ‘uh, well you can only take the pain pills that the doctor gave you, only lifting the baby for eight weeks then you can lift a little more but not until the doctor says it’s ok. Walk around some every day and don’t over eat’ she said as she flipped through the pages, I nodded then peeked at Owen to see he was done so I fixed myself and was handed a towel so I could burp him and I was very careful about it and once he was done I handed him over to Brian and he just held him for a bit then tried to hand him back when he started crying ‘nuh uh you have to go change him I can't go upstairs’ I said and he pouted then looked over at Matt, who rolled his eyes and they both went upstairs and after a few minutes I heard yelling which made me laughed a little ‘boys will be boys’ Val said and I laughed a little more and nodded.

‘I need a shower’ I pouted and Val laughed some ‘once Owen passes out Brian will have to help you upstairs and to shower’ she said just as the guys walked back in, I was handed the baby back and he fell asleep shortly so Brian took him carefully and put him upstairs then came back for me ‘alright, call us if you need us’ Matt said and I nodded and they all hugged me while I was still sitting. Once they left Brian helped me up and I sighed a little then shuffled over to the steps ‘ready?’ he asked and I looked up at all the steps ‘no but I need to shower’ I said and he nodded then we walked up the steps slowly, to our room then into the bathroom ‘you want to shower or take a bath?’ ‘Um, shower would probably be better’ I said and he nodded then turned on the water and helped me undress, he undressed also then helped me in once the water was ready. He did everything for me being careful not to push on my scar then he showered and helped me out and wrapped me in a towel so he could dry off and dress then get me clothes

‘What do you want?’ ‘Just a night dress’ I said and he nodded then walked out of the bathroom and came back with a bra, panties and a black night dress. He dried me off then dressed me and dried my hair and put it up. I smiled and turned around to looked up at him, he wrapped his arms around me gently and kissed me, I kissed back and set my hands on his arms ‘I love you’ ‘I love you too, are you sure you don’t mind helping me?’ ‘Of course not baby, I did this to you so I should help’ he said and I smiled more and nodded then we heard crying so we both walked into the nursery and over to the basinet and I could pick him up out of this because it wasn’t a lot of bending ‘what's wrong baby boy’ I whispered as I cradled him, he wasn’t wet and I just fed him so I didn’t know what was wrong ‘maybe he’s just cold?’ ‘Maybe, can you grab the blanket?’ I asked and he nodded then grabbed it off the crib, I laid Owen back in the basinet after Brian placed the blanket in and I just quickly wrapped him like a burrito and he was instantly asleep.

Brian chuckled a little then we headed back into the room and he helped me up onto the bed ‘can you grab my laptop, it’s kinda Monday’ I said and he nodded then headed downstairs realizing it was the day I filmed. When he came back he had my computer and phone ‘do you want your camera?’ ‘No I’ll just use the web cam and explain that I won’t be able to use the real camera for a while’ ‘ok, I’m gonna go grab us some food and fill your pain pills’ ‘ok, I love you’ ‘I love you too’ he said softly then kissed me and headed out. I opened my computer, checked all my sites because everyone’s been wondering where I've been then I opened the camera and started recording. ‘Hey guys, sorry I was out for a week but I finally had baby’ I smiled as I picked some lint of my dress

‘I had to have a C- Section so I'm going to be out of commission for six to eight weeks which means I can't lift anything heavier than the baby, I can't bend or shower by myself so, that means I’ll be using the web cam on my computer until I can be up and moving by myself. This also means there won’t be any music because I can’t lift my instruments, I've even been thinking about taking a break from YouTube just for the next month so I can focus on getting better and taking care of the baby but I want to know if you guys will be ok with it so let me know in the comments. Bye guys’ I said and waved a bit then hit the stop button, saved it and uploaded it because I didn’t need to edit it. ‘Ok I'm back’ Brian said as he walked through the door with some Wal-Mart bags, I smiled and closed my laptop and set it on the nightstand then put my phone on top of it ‘I missed you’ I said and he chuckled a little and sat next to me ‘I missed you too, did he cry?’

‘Nah it’s still out’ I said he nodded then started unpacking the bags onto the bed ‘I know you wanted chocolate so I got you these’ he said as he handed me over some Reese’s sticks, I smiled and opened them as I watched him pull out some healthy snack and drinks I could have when I was hungry and he also pulled out my drugs ‘do you need one?’ he asked and I nodded a little, he nodded back then handed me the bottle and left to grab me a cold drink. I read the bottle then took one out and took it when Brian came back with some chocolate milk ‘what do you wanna do now?’ he asked and I shrugged a bit ‘I can't really do anything so maybe we should start a new tv show on Netflix’

‘That sounds good’ he nodded then got up and turned on the tv and ps3 and set everything up then handed me the remotes when Owen started crying again. I flipped through and picked House M.D but I didn’t start it until Brian came back with the baby and handed him to me, I smiled and just laid him on my chest as he continued sleeping ‘I'm guessing you changed him?’ I asked and Brian nodded then got in bed next to me and we started watching House.

So it’s finally been eight weeks which means I'm all healed and can do basically whatever I want, I've stopped bleeding, thank god and Owen is sleeping through the night which is amazing because I've been working on the wedding plans but it wasn’t really a big deal because it was going to be small, just our friends and we’d be having it outside even though it was November, it was still warm enough here and we’d be having it about mid-morning ‘hey baby’ ‘hey, how was the boys day out?’ I asked as Brian walked into the living room with Owen passed out in his car seat ‘yeah, he’ll be sleeping good tonight’ ‘good’ I laughed and he did to then sat next to me after putting the car seat on the coffee table. We kissed a few times then he looked over what I was writing down ‘last things?’ ‘Mhm, then we’ll be set and I ordered him something’ I said as I pulled out my phone and showed him the little onesie that looked like a tux ‘aww’ ‘yeah I know, it should be here in a few days’

‘Good because we only have a month left’ ‘yeah I know, are you excited?’ ‘Of course I am baby’ he said which made me smile and we started kissing then making out some and yes we’ve been able to have sex, not a lot but some, at least once a week but right now we were interrupted by the baby alarm ‘ohhh it’s ok’ I said as I pulled Owen out of the car seat and rocked him as I walked into the kitchen with Brian following ‘when did you feed him?’ I asked and he looked at his watch ‘a few hours ago’ ‘ok’ I nodded then pulled out a bottle from the fridge and heated it up some and this baby I swear, he eats so much but his doctor said it was fine so I just do what the little guy wants. Once his bottle was ready I gave it to him and we walked back into the living room to sit ‘I swear we’re going to be sending him to school in a few weeks’ I laughed, Brian did to and wrapped his arm around my shoulders and we just watched some tv as I feed the baby then burped him and put him upstairs.

::Wedding::

My little boy was already three months so I'm very happy that this onesie I ordered him for the wedding fit because today was a day and I couldn’t get him anything else but it was fine. I had just finished changing him and was getting him dressed then I put him on my hip and walked into Brian and I’s room, I set Owen on the bed then did my hair and makeup and got dressed, I pulled my heels on then heard a knock on the door ‘yeah?’ I asked and in walked Matt ‘you look so beautiful’ he said and I blushed a little as he walked over to me and kissed my head ‘are you ready?’ ‘Yeah’ I nodded with a smile, he smiled back and I picked up Owen, set him back on my hip then Matt and I walked out of the room and headed over to the door.

I fixed Owen so he was facing forward then set my hand on Matt’s arm since he was going to be walking me down. Once the music started we walked out and everyone stood, he got me to Brian then kissed my cheek and took the baby then went and sat next to Val. ‘Wow’ ‘you to’ I smiled, he smiled back and we held hands as we said our stuff then we finally kissed and everyone cheered as we walked back into the house and had food, drinks and laughs. ‘I love you so much’ I whispered as we were in our room later that night ‘I love you so much too’ Brian whispered back as he wrapped his arms around me, I did the same and we started making out a bit ‘are you feeling up to it tonight?’ Brian asked, he’s been so sweet after Owen was born but I nodded and we made love the rest of the night.

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