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It’s a boy! We found out a few weeks ago and I was so excited because I really wanted a boy and so did Brian but we would have been happy either way but anyways, today is the baby shower and I'm about eight months, I also had Brian and the guys do the baby room since I couldn’t be around the paint and they just finished this weekend and they even put all the furniture together but since I've been nesting I've made them move everything around a few times so I definitely put them to work. Let’s see what else, oh, Val was helping me to the food for the shower right now and everyone else would be coming in a few hours but since I didn’t really have any friends it was just the guys and girls and yes my YouTube viewers knew I was pregnant when I was 14 weeks because I finally told them and they were all quiet excited for me. Today I was wearing a black tube top shirt and black pants but no shoes since we weren’t going anywhere so I didn’t have to worry about that

‘Will you stop’ I whined as I pushed on the baby’s foot that was sticking in my side; Val laughed and looked over at me ‘kicker?’ ‘Oh yeah’ ‘so was River’ she said and I pouted a little ‘when did you stop feeling fat?’ ‘Ha!’ ‘That doesn’t sound good’ ‘yeah, give it like six months after he’s here’ she said and I fake cried which made her laugh ‘are you making my baby mamma cry?’ I heard Brian ask as he walked into the kitchen with Matt ‘she told me I wouldn’t stop feeling fat until six months after his out’ I pouted; he just chuckled a little and hugged me tight. I hugged back and he kissed my head a few times then looked down at me ‘what else would you like us to do?’ he asked and I sighed a little ‘I think you're done’ ‘woohoo!’ they both said and I laughed a little then went back to making sandwiches with Val as the boys went and did whatever they wanted. ‘So, are you excited for today?’ ‘Yeah but it’s a little scary to considering I only have a month left’

‘Yeah, why’d you wait so long to have the shower?’ she asked and I sighed a little and looked over at her ‘when I was with my ex he made me miscarry twice and I just wanted to wait to make sure nothing happened’ I explained, she nodded and rubbed my arm a little ‘well, you have a great man now so you don’t have to worry about anything’ she said and I smiled and hugged her then we brought the sandwiches and fruit into the living room and put them on the coffee table then we went to get drinks and we did the same thing just as the bell rang. Everyone came in when Brian opened the door and we gave hugs and kisses and walked into the living room and talked for a bit then decided to open presents and I loved everything they got me. I got diapers, wipes, four pacifiers and three of them said something. One was mute button, the other was pull to sound alarm, the other was a volume meter and the last one just had a skull and cross bones on it.

I also got a diaper bag that was black on the outside and red on the inside, I got two bibs, Johnson’s baby wash, lotion, oil, and powder. Um a little sucky thing for noses and a thermometer, a little can of baby formula, 11 onesies plus I had ordered some from amazon that should be here in a few days and the last thing I got was a Jack plushie and it was so cute! ‘Aww you guys, I love everything’ I smiled, they all smiled back then helped me off the couch and hugged me, I hugged back and they all stayed for a bit then headed out so Brian and I could put everything away and by Brian and I, I mean Brian. I packed my bag and brought it into the room then Brian and I just relaxed in bed ‘baby?’ Brian asked and I looked over at him ‘yeah?’ ‘I love you’ he said and I smiled and leaned over the best I could and kissed him, he kissed back then I pulled away ‘I love you too’ I smiled, he smiled back then reached over and grabbed something. When he turned back around he set a box on my tummy,

I rose an eyebrow and looked over at him ‘open it’ ‘ok weirdo’ I smiled, he smiled back and I picked up the box and opened it slowly then gasped ‘Brian’ I whispered as I looked over at him while in tears ‘you wanna marry me some day?’ he asked and I nodded as I really started crying so he wrapped his arms around me and rubbed my back some ‘don’t cry’ he whispered, I laughed a little and pulled away ‘their happy tears, don’t worry’ I smiled, he smiled back and kissed me and slipped the ring n my finger slowly, I smiled and we finally went to bed around 10ish.

‘Damn you got big’ I heard as I walked into the living room, I just laughed at Matt and nodded some then walked into the kitchen in my little shorts, black and gray shirt and black slippers. I grabbed some OJ outta the fridge and poured it but before I could drink it I got a pain in my back causing me to bend over and grip the counter. It was so bad I started crying, which made me panic ‘Brian’ I whispered but I knew he couldn’t hear me ‘BRIAN!’ I yelled loud and I heard him come running in with Matt behind him ‘what happened?’ ‘I don’t know, it just hurts’ I cried, he nodded and asked Matt to get the car ‘come on, were going to the hospital’ he said and I nodded then stood up the best I could, I made sure he had my bag then he and Matt helped me out to the car and Matt sped to the hospital calling Val on the way so she could tell everyone. They rushed me back into a room with Brian and realized my water broke ‘why does it hurt so badly?’ I cried and they hurried to get me an ultra sound

‘I don’t know but we’ll give you something ok?’ the nurse said and I nodded a little looked up at Brian after he kissed my head. They gave me the drugs shortly and I was fine within minutes ‘is everyone here yet?’ ‘I’ll go check, I’ll be back’ he said and I nodded then watched as he walked out the door and he was only gone for about 20 minutes and when he came back he had everyone with me ‘thank god you're ok’ Matt said as he rushed over to me, I laughed and nodded then hugged everyone. ‘Ok I'm sorry guys but only the father’ the doctor said as he walked in, they nodded then kissed my face anywhere they could and headed out. the doctor checked me and sighed some ‘what?’ I asked a little scared ‘you’ve stopped dilating all together, if it doesn’t change in an hour were gonna have to do a C-section’ he explained and I nodded then looked over at Brian, he smiled and we kissed a few times then just talked about little man until the hour was up

‘Ok let’s check again’ he said as he walked in putting his gloves on, we nodded then waited for him to say something ‘ok, looks like were having a C-section’ ‘great how long is that gonna keep me outta commission?’ ‘About six weeks and you can't lift anything but the baby and even then you should have someone hand him to you’ he said and I just nodded a little ‘when are we going?’ Brian asked and the doctor looked at the clock ‘give me 20 minutes and we’ll go back’ he said and Brian and I nodded then I asked him to text everyone because I didn’t want him leaving me so he did as I asked then smiled at me and rubbed his hand over my face ‘don’t worry, everything will be fine’ he said and I nodded then leaned up to kiss him as he leaned down.

‘I love you’ I whispered, his eyes turned a little sad but he smiled ‘I love you too but I promise, nothing’s going to happen to you or him’ he said, I just nodded again and we both looked over when the doctor came back with a few nurses and they got me ready then we all headed over to the room and Brian got the whole thing on his phone and I smiled when I heard the baby cry. He was put on my chest shortly and was the most beautiful thing I've seen in a while ‘what his name?’ the nurse asked and I looked up at Brian ‘Owen’ he said and I smiled and nodded then looked over at the nurse, she nodded and wrote it down.

Brian kissed me and took our picture once we were finally back in my room and everyone got to come see me after a few hours. ‘Now what?’ I asked Brian, he shrugged then smiled ‘now we get married and live happy’ he said softly as he ran his hand over Owen’s little head ‘sounds like a plan’ I smiled, he smiled back then kissed me, I kissed back and I knew I was going to be happy now.

Notes

Echo's Outfit - http://www.polyvore.com/echos_outfit_24/set?id=136823676
Baby Shower - http://www.polyvore.com/baby_shower/set?id=136820501