Video Star

So it is now Monday September first and I've been living with Brian since the beginning of August, Jamie sold my house in two weeks and my garage sale made me $1,645, I couldn’t believe it, I was cleaned out which was totally fine and I got another $50 from the clothes, shoes and bags I didn’t want and what I didn’t sell I gave to good will so all in all I made $1,695 so today I'm going to buy myself a 13 inch mac book pro and finally get rid of this piece of shit laptop. Right now I was putting everything important on a flash drive and going through everything to make sure nothing gets left on here ‘almost ready baby?’ I heard Brian ask as he walked into the kitchen, I nodded then took my flash drive out, turned off my laptop and left it on the counter. Now, I wasn’t going to throw it away in case of an emergency so I’ll just put it in my closet or something ‘yeah I'm done’ I nodded and he nodded back then I grabbed my bag and phone and we headed out and over to the mall.

I also looked very punk today, it was unintentional but it happened. I was wearing a black and red plaid corset and pantie underwear set then I had on a black and red plaid short-sleeve dress that zipped all the way down in the front, two pairs of ripped up thigh high fishnets on each leg that were held up with the little garter clips on the corset and I had knee high black converses on my feet ‘so, did you plan on looking like that today?’ Brian asked and I shook my head with a little smile ‘nope, I don’t know what happened, but I think I look cute’ I pouted; he chuckled and nodded then set his hand on my knee ‘you do baby, are you excited about getting your new computer?’ ‘God yes! I can't wait till we get there’ I said excitedly as I bounced in my seat a bit and Brian just laughed at me as he pulled into the mall parking lot. Once he parked I hurried him inside but we did stop to get Starbucks then we went into the Apple Store. ‘Can I help you?’ I heard and I turned to see a very nerdy looking guy standing there

‘Oh yes! I wanna get a 13 inch mac book pro’ I said and he nodded then motioned us over to where the display computer was ‘have you ever had a mac before?’ ‘Nope’ ‘would you like me to show you how to use it?’ ‘Sure why not’ I nodded and he nodded back then stood with me for about 20 minutes and showed me how to use everything and what everything does and I told him what I do and he showed me how to use the editing software that came with the computer ‘ok I think I'm ready to buy one’ I smiled, he nodded and we all headed over to the counter and he pulled out a brand new unopened box then scanned it ‘$1300’ he said and I nodded then pulled out my wallet and card, I swiped it then signed the thing and got the one year free warranty, he bagged it then handed it over ‘thank you so much!’ I said happily, he smiled and nodded then I skipped out of the store with Brian behind me laughing ‘come on baby, let’s go get some lunch’ he said as he wrapped his arm around me,

I nodded and we headed over to the food court and got subway then sat down and ate and talked and I decided I wanted to look in FYE so that’s where we went after we finished up and I got a few movies, Orphan and The Others and then we went home. ‘What do you wanna do now?’ Brian asked as he sat on the end of our bed, I set my bags on the floor by the closet then took my shoes off and turned to him while I bit my lip ‘what?’ he asked and I smiled then undid the little belt on my dress and started unzipping it as I walked over to him slowly, he just watched as I let the dress slid off my arms and fall behind me ‘well, that’s new’ he said and I nodded ‘do you like it?’ ‘Oh yeah’ ‘do you wanna take it off?’ I asked sexily as I straddled him, he just nodded and we started making out heavily as I wrapped my arms around his neck and he set his hands on my waist. It didn’t take us long to get everything off and do the deed, four times…but who’s counting right?

Anywho, it was dark after we got out of the shower and dressed in sleep close so Brian ordered pizza and I took my laptop down stairs and started playing with it. ‘So how do you like it?’ ‘I love it, I'm so happy I got this’ I said as I transferred all of the stuff from my flash drive onto the computer in less than a minute ‘you could probably film on just the web cam and have it still look amazing’ ‘probably but I think I’ll stick with the camera, I know how that works’ I laughed and he did to then got up to get the door when the bell rang. I heard talking then he came back with pizza and I smiled up at him as I shut the computer off and set it on the end table because the pizza was on the coffee table then I stood up and went into the kitchen to grab us drinks. I walked back into the living room and sat next to Brian and leaned against him after we both got our food and that’s all we did the rest of the night. Eat, cuddle and watch movies then we went to bed after another round of amazing sex of course.

The next morning I woke up feeling kinda funny but I wasn’t sick or anything, just, weird I guess. But anyways I got dressed and all done up for filming then walked into the guest room and let Brian sleep. I made sure I had everything I needed then turned on the camera ‘Hey guys! Today I'm just really going to be updating you on some things because I'm not feeling too good and I still have to go shopping. But I am now fully moved in with Brian, no more boxes and yesterday I went out and bought myself something and its soooo exciting!’ I said happily as I reached over on the desk and picked up my new laptop ‘I got a mac book! It’s a 13 inch mac book pro, I went to the Apple store in the mall and the guy that helped me was so nice and took 20 minutes to show me how to use everything. I bought this with the money I got from the yard sale that I had and this was $1300 with tax which really isn’t that bad if you think about it because it’s a really good quality laptop and I really needed a new one.

And I was so excited after getting it that I skipped out of the store and played around with it all last night so this video will be the first one uploaded on it and I think that’s really all I have to tell you. Oh! I was thing about doing something with my hair, I don’t know what but I’m tired of the just plain black so let me know what you think and that’s it, I'm off to Wal-Mart while Brian’s still passed out so I’ll see you guys one Wednesday! Bye!’ I said happily as I waved then shut the camera off, put the video on my mac, edited it a little then uploaded it to YouTube and that only took like two minutes where my old one would have taken two hours or more depending on the length of the video. So, once that was done I picked up my wallet and keys then headed downstairs and out the door and drove to Wal-Mart to do some shopping, nothing too drastic, we only needed a few things. I went into the beauty first and grabbed Chap Stick, tampons,

Deodorant and I grabbed a pregnancy test, I mean; you can never be too careful right? And I've never felt this weird feeling before and I didn’t know what else to do so whatever. I went into the food and got some water, eggs, bread, bacon, cheese, cinnamon buns in a can, creamer, Chex mix and pop tarts. I headed over to the check out and grabbed a bottle of water then put all my stuff on the belt, put everything back and paid then left. When I got home and all the food was put away I went up to our room and saw the Brian was still passed out so I grabbed my purse then headed into the bathroom and shut the door. I put my chap stick in my bag then put my tampons under the sink where they usually are, I put the deodorant on the sink with the rest of my beauty stuff then I read the directions on the box and did everything it said and waited for the longest five minutes of my life. When it was up I took a deep breath and looked

‘Fuck’ I whispered then shoved everything in my bag when I heard Brian moving around in the room and I made sure I left no evidence then I opened the door and saw him still lying in bed but looking for me ‘hey’ I said and he looked over and smiled sleepily at me ‘why are you dressed?’ he whispered, I laughed a little then walked over and sat next to him on the bed and ran my hand over his face gently ‘I have to go do something’s but I just did a little shopping so there’s some pop tarts downstairs when you wanna eat’ I said and he nodded so I leaned down and kissed him,

He kissed back then I got up and headed back out. I drove over to an urgent care that was about an hour away because it was the only one that was opened this early so I signed in then waited anxiously until I was called back. ‘What brings you in?’ the nurse asked as we walked back to a room ‘um, I took a pregnancy test this morning and it said it was positive so I just wanna make sure I guess’ I said and she nodded then wrote something’s down, led me to the bathroom to pee in a cup then took me back to my room and I had to wait like 20 minutes and it was killing me!

Finally a doctor walked in smiling ‘oh no’ I said and his smiled dropped a little ‘you don’t want to be pregnant?’ ‘I don’t know’ I whispered and he nodded a little ‘well, you're six weeks so July 21st was probably when you got pregnant and you should be due….April 27th’ he said as he looked through the calendar on the computer then turned to look at me, I just nodded a little ‘can I go now?’ I asked and he nodded so I got off the table, grabbed my bag and walked out to my car and just kinda sat there then I started crying as I drove home. I hadn’t stopped crying when I got there but I tried to and I wiped my tears away then got out of the car and walked inside. I heard the tv in the living room on so that’s where I went, Brian was sitting on the couch just flipping through channels then he turned and looked at me and got worried ‘baby, what's wrong?’ he asked as he came over to me and hugged me, I started sobbing hard into his chest and he just tightened his arms

‘Shhhhh, what happened?’ ‘I’m pregnant’ I sobbed harder and just held onto his shirt for dear life. He didn’t say anything, he just tightened his arms until I calmed down ‘why are you crying about this?’ he whispered as I sniffled and pulled away ‘I-I don’t know if I w-want to be pregnant’ I whispered back as I looked up at him ‘why don’t you want to be pregnant?’ ‘Because I don’t want to lose another baby’ I whispered and he just looked a little confused ‘Jeff got me pregnant twice and both times I told him he beat me into unconsciousness and I miscarried’ I whispered again and his eyes saddened then he set his hands on my makeup stained face ‘I love you and I will never let any harm come to you or our baby’ he said softly as he looked into my eyes, I nodded a little but I didn’t know if I believed him ‘does that mean you want it?’ ‘Yes baby, of course I do’ he smiled, I tried to but I was still worried ‘is that where you just came back from?’ he asked as he led me over to the couch so I could sit down,

I nodded and pulled the pregnancy test stick out of my bag and showed him ‘I just wanted to make sure and I'm six weeks’ ‘really?’ ‘Mhm, he said I would have gotten pregnant July 21st and I'm due April 27th’ ‘how did you not notice?’ ‘I don’t know, sometimes I’m all over the place and other times I'm right on time’ I said and he nodded a little then set his hand on my tummy and rubbed it a little ‘what now?’ he asked and I sighed ‘I have to find a doctor then make an appointment’ I said and he nodded then leaned in to kiss me, I kissed back and smiled some when I pulled away ‘there’s that beautiful smile’ he whispered and I blushed some ‘go wash your face’ he said and I nodded then we both went upstairs and I walked into our bathroom and washed my face real good then put some lotion on. I got on my phone as I sat on the bed and started looking for obgyn’s that were close, I found one that was half an hour away and called ‘Hello Dr. Thomas’s office how can I help you?’

‘Um hi, I was wondering if Dr. Thomas was taking any new patients’ ‘yes he is, would you like an appointment?’ ‘Yes please’ ‘ok, we have one for tomorrow actually at 9 am’ ‘ok I’ll take that’ ‘ok great, when you come in just remember your insurance information and all that stuff, also if I could have your name I can put you in the computer’ she said and I gave her all the information I needed to then hung up and put the appointment in my phone then looked up at Brian ‘tomorrow at 9 am’ I said and he nodded then sat next to me and kissed me, I kissed back then leaned against his chest as he rubbed my back some ‘how should we tell everyone?’ ‘Well, let me just get through tomorrow first. I don’t wanna get my hopes up if nothings really there so don’t say anything to anyone’ I said as I pulled away and looked up at him, he nodded in understanding then kissed my forehead ‘what do you wanna do now? It’s only like 10’ ‘um, I don’t know. I don’t really wanna do anything, I'm still trying to process this’

‘Ok, why don’t we watch movies or something?’ he said and I nodded then decided to change into comfy clothes and we headed downstairs after I grabbed my laptop. I set it and my phone on the coffee table then went into the kitchen ‘have you eaten?’ I called as I looked in the fridge ‘no’ he called back so I just nodded to myself then grabbed a box of cereal, the gallon of milk, two bowls and two spoons then walked into the living room and set everything on the table. I sat next to Brian and put my laptop in my lap and my phone next to me on the end table then started doing a lot of research about pregnancy, like a Harry Potter movie worth of research ‘baby?’ ‘Hmm?’ ‘Please get off the computer’ Brian said and I looked over at him, he pouted so I just smiled and nodded a little. I turned off my computer and put it and my phone back on the table then I grabbed some food. When I was done eating I cuddled up to Brian and we just had a Harry Potter day then went to bed early.

Notes

Echo's Outfit - http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=136457848
Little Shopping - http://www.polyvore.com/little_shopping/set?id=136471573