Video Star

Brian ended up staying with me the rest of my tour, he went home to pack but was only gone a day or two then he was back with me and he made sure not to leave me for too long because I would start panicking. I don’t know how Jeff found me and I don’t want to know. I don’t know where he is now either so hopefully it’ll stay that way. I'm on my last show actually, tonight was the last show in Canada and the last of my tour then I’d finally be able to go home which means my birthday passed again and I was now 23 but I didn’t do anything for it this year. ‘Bri?’ I asked and he looked over at me as I was getting dressed ‘yeah baby?’ ‘How long will it take us to get back home after tonight?’ ‘Um two days I think’ he said and I nodded then pulled my boots on ‘can we find a Wal-Mart after the show so we can get some food for those two days?’ I asked and he nodded then walked over to me and kissed me,

I kissed back then rested my head on his chest and no we’re still not going out but I knew I was slowly falling in love with him I was just too scared to do anything about it. I haven't recovered from what happened in august and he’s been very patient with me and I was so great full for that ‘come on, your shows in 20 minutes’ he said and I nodded then we walked out of the bus to screaming fans, I looked happy for them and signed things, took pictures and talked to some of them for about five minutes then Brian and I walked into the arena and back into my dressing room.

I did my warm ups for the next 15 minutes then finally went on for about two hours. ‘Thank you for being my last concert! Good night!’ I said and everyone cheered then I walked off stage and over to Brian, who was smiling at me and he handed me a water, which I chugged ‘you were great’ ‘thanks’ I smiled and he nodded then kissed me a few times, I kissed back then we went back to my room and I grabbed my purse and we walked to the bus then went to the 24 hour Wal-Mart and grabbed something’s to eat for the next few days while we were on our way home.

Finally home and the first thing I did was wash my clothes, throw out my tour boots that were completely destroyed then I showered and dressed in a batman tank top and boy short sleep set then walked into the living room where my also completely destroyed purse was sitting on the table with my laptop so I plug it in then looked over when my door opened and saw that it was Brian ‘hey’ ‘hey, where’d you put my mail?’ I asked and he walked away somewhere, I had him get my mail while I was gone then Matt agreed to get it for me the last few months while Brian was with me but anyway, he came back with a huge stack of mail ‘great’ I said softly as he put it on the coffee table ‘I didn’t know what was what so I didn’t separate them’ ‘ok, thanks for getting it’ ‘no problem’ he smiled, I smiled back and he sat down next to me as I started looking through all of it. I put the bills, junk mail, and the three cards my parents sent me all in separate piles. I opened the cards first,

One was Thanksgiving with 20 bucks, one was Christmas with 30 bucks and then my birthday card with 40 bucks so that’s $90 altogether ‘Will you go down in the basement and grab me the paper shredder, it’s on the top of the closet’ ‘yeah sure’ he nodded then went down and got it, I got up and grabbed the recycle bin then walked back into the living room right as Brian got back, I thanked him then plugged it in and set it on top of the bin then I started going through all my junk mail, mostly just people trying to sell me things and a lot of newspaper inserts so, all that got shredded then I went through all my bills. I paid my bills online but the still sent me paper ones just to remind me so I had to go back and check to make sure I paid everything, the only thing that was due right now was my phone so I paid it then shredded the rest of the bills and shut my laptop ‘what do you wanna do now?’ Brian asked and I shrugged

‘I have to clean out my purse but after that I don’t know’ ‘ok well, you cleaned out your fridge before you left right?’ ‘Mhm’ ‘well then I guess you're gonna have to go shopping’ he said and I nodded a little then moved my laptop and set my purse on the coffee table. I had used up everything I had gotten from the girls, all the body wash, lotion, face wash, shampoo and conditioner, hair spray, deodorant, the tide pen and all the Advil so I had to buy another bottle halfway through but that’s ok. I used all my lighter fluid for my zippo and didn’t wanna buy more so I used the plastic Alice lighter and that had just run out this morning so I had to throw it out, I wanted to keep it but the paper tore off a few weeks ago and there was no saving it. I filled up both journals and I had used the pages front and back so I actually filled them completely. I only had like two pencils and two pens left; I used up all the rest and all the sharpies.

As for makeup I used everything completely up to the last drop, I had no nothing; I even used up all the eye shadow. All I had left were the two eye shadow brushes, the sponge thing for my foundation and the little brush for my powder. The only other things I really had to replace on tour besides food was all my shaving things, toothpaste and mouthwash, Q-Tips, cotton balls, band aids and tampons. I used up all the bath and body works stuff I bought with the gift cards I got for my birthday last year and I think that’s it. I did have half a bottle of the perfume the girls got me left because I didn’t wanna use it all up and now that I'm home I think I’ll only wear it for special things. Now that my purse was empty I looked over at Brian and he smiled, I smiled back then leaned over and kissed him, he kissed back and I moved to straddle his lap as I started making out with him. When we pulled away for air he smiled up at me, I smiled back and ran my hands over his chest a little

‘What was that for?’ ‘For being there for me and being super understanding, I know I haven't been the same for months and that I've kept you waiting a long time. You’ve been so patient with me, anyone else would’ve left a while ago’ I said and he smiled a little bigger then leaned in and kissed my forehead softly ‘well, I really wanna be with you and if that means waiting then I will’ he said softly, I bit my lip and looked into his eyes ‘so, now that I'm home, are you gonna ask me out?’ I smiled; he kissed me a few times then pulled away ‘you wanna be my girlfriend?’ he asked softly, I nodded and smiled big ‘yes’ I said happily, he laughed and we started making out again. Brian pulled away after about a minute and I pouted ‘I don’t want to get carried away, I know you're not ready’ he whispered, I nodded then leaned over and grabbed my phone to look at the time ‘ok, its 2:15, do you wanna go out to lunch then go to Wal-Mart?’ I asked and he nodded so I got off his lap then looked over at my purse and pouted

‘I have to throw it away’ I said as I looked over at him sadly ‘there’s no fixing it?’ ‘I tried but it’s done’ ‘I'm sorry’ he said and I sighed and nodded then threw it in the trash along with all my empty bottles and shredded papers. Brian and I walked into my room and I pulled on some gray jeans over my boy shorts with my superhero seatbelt belt then I pulled off my tank and put on a black tank, red converses and a red cropped sweater. I grabbed my matching superhero hobo bag then filled it with all my purse things and was ready to go. We just went to Pizza Uno for lunch and I typed what I needed to get at Wal-Mart on the notes in my phone ‘looks like we’ll be there for about an hour or two’ I said once we got our food, he nodded and we both started eating our chicken fingers and fries and talking about random things until we finished and grabbed some coffee then he paid and we went to Wal-Mart.

When we got there I grabbed a cart and put my bag in the baby seat then made Brian push it and we started in the beauty section. I got a new toothbrush, mouthwash, toothpaste, Advil, tampons, shaving gel, disposable razors instead of the expensive one I use, I kept the handle but I really didn’t want to by the heads so I just go these. I got deodorant, body wash and lotion, shampoo and conditioner, face wash and lotion, makeup remover wipes, concealer, foundation and powder. A stick and liquid eyeliner, mascara, Q-Tips and hand sanitizer. We went over to the baby section and I got my baby wipes then we started getting the food and drinks I needed which was kind of a lot. ‘What do you want for dinner tonight?’ I asked as I grabbed milk, creamer, eggs, OJ, Kraft American singles, cream cheese, and some of those cinnamon bun things in the can. We walked over to the meat and I got hamburger, chicken and bacon.

‘Um, can we have hamburgers?’ ‘Sure’ I smiled, he smiled back and I leaned up to kiss him, he kissed back and smiled down at me then we went into the next isle and I got a case of water and a box of diet coke with lime. Then it was cereal and I just got some Chex and some pop tarts even though I know I shouldn’t be eating junk but I haven't in a long time so I'm gonna treat myself. We went down the snacks isle and Brian pouted for Oreo's so I got two packs and I wanted those cosmic brownie things so I got a box of those also. We got ramen, mac and cheese, coffee, coffee filters, Splenda, peanut butter and jelly, hot pockets, bagels, and bread and buns for tonight. Then we got produce which consisted of frozen berries for smoothies, green beans, lettuce, green apples, peaches, water melon slices, grapes, bananas, pineapple chunks, cantaloupe chunks, and strawberries. Then we were finally done so we went up to check out and I grabbed a pack of lighters and a new chap stick.

I watched the screen as Brian put everything back in the cart then I finally paid ‘thank you’ ‘have a good night’ ‘you to’ I smiled then Brian and I walked back to his car and I looked at my phone to see it was already pasted five ‘damn we were in there long’ I said then helped him pack the trunk ‘you needed a lot of stuff’ ‘yeah I know, I'm sorry, you didn’t have to come’ ‘its ok baby, I wanted to’ he smiled then kissed me, I kissed back and he put the cart in the return that we parked next to then we got in the car and headed back to my house.

We unpacked everything into the garage first then took it into the kitchen ‘where does the water go?’ ‘Um, just leave it on the table for now, I’ll put it in the fridge later’ I said and he nodded then did so and I told him to do the same with the soda as I gathered all the beauty things into one bag ‘I’ll be right back’ ‘ok’ he nodded then I walked into my room and set the stuff on my bed then walked back out and helped him. Once everything was put away Brian and I put the water and soda in the fridge then I pulled out everything I needed to make dinner. I put our plates out and placed the rest of the chips that we got yesterday on them then I made up the sandwiches and we sat at the table and ate quietly.

Notes

Echo's Outfit - http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=135764660

Shopping 1 - http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=135782420

Shopping 2 - http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=135801015