Dancing Girl

Brian POV


*GUN-SHOT*

The gun-shot startles me so I close my eyes. Then I slowly open them and I see Katelyn, with her eyes wide open looking at me blankly.
I see the blood coming out.
From her.
From her chest.
Inside of me I am screaming my lungs out, with all the pain that I am feeling right now. But in reality I do not have any voice to do so.
She starts falling to her knees, and I fall with her to my knees.
She then falls completely to the ground, her shirt absorbing more and more of her blood.
Standing still.
No movements. No screams.

Nothing.

All the rage and pain that I am feeling right now, fuck I need to do something about it. With my elbow I kick hard at Danny’s balls. He yells in excruciating pain and as he bends down I take his gun and shoot at his balls, making him fall to the ground. Then I aim my gun at Sam, and he does the same, pointing at me.
“Looks someone is getting weak, all teary-eyed. Why is that Brian? Did you lose something? Maybe a lover?!” he mocks at me.
I notice that my hands are trembling with anger, but I do not try to calm myself.
“I told you not to touch her” I coldly tell him. Quickly I aim at his leg and shoot, as I get out of the way from his shot. He falls down to the ground holding his foot and cursing while doing so.
“I told you not to hurt her” I aim and shoot at his other leg.
Then I move forward next to him, walking very slowly as I do. “I told you to leave us the fuck alone!” I smack his face with the gun, making him unconscious.

As both of them are out from all the pain, I look behind me and see the body of Katelyn laying coldly on the ground. I drop the gun and let myself fall next to her body. I grab her and pull her towards me.
I notice how cold she is feeling, totally different from when we were having our sexy fun times together.
I notice that she has no expression on her face, totally different from all the times she showed us how cheering, bubbly and fun she is. Especially after drinking a little bit.
I notice that she is lifeless, totally different than…well, her usual self.
I notice that she has no heartbeat.
But I still find myself talking to her. Like I usually do.
“I told you to fucking to that video shit Katelyn. I fucking told you to do so. Why didn’t you listen to me?! So hard-headed, something which I really like…liked about you. You truly cared for me, didn’t want to do it so I don’t get in jail. So what?! At least if I was in jail I’m sure you would have come and visited me there. And damn, we would have talked about everything. Then when I would have got out of prison, I would ask you to marry me and start a family together. Having little babies together, the killer looks of their mother and the awesome character of their father. But it can’t happen now, because you’re gone. Katelyn, you’re gone. How the fuck am I going to live without you?! Huh?! How?! Oh god what did you do to me?!” I sob as I hug her tightly with me.

“NO! Fuck no it can’t be” Zacky yells from behind me. I look at him and notice he’s out of breath, looking at me all pale. I notice the shadows of the others from the side, approaching fast. Then I see everyone at the doorway, everyone looking inside, at me holding Katelyn in my arms.
“NO! NO NO NO NO!!” Nina yells as she pushes aside everyone and comes running at me. She falls to her knees and starts crying out loud. I do not let go of Katelyn, I’m not ready to do so. Matt comes along and start consoling Nina, by touching her back and speaking softly in her ears.
Arin is holding Kim to his chest, Johnny is holding Laura while the others are on their own. Zacky seems lost, looking blankly and sitting on the floor away from us, near the doorway.

“What happened Brian?” Matt Berry asks me. I do not reply, I continue to stare at her beautiful face, in my head I am trying to convince myself that I will never going to continue see her. Not even talk to her. Not even feel her sweet touch. Not even smell her rosary scent.
Slowly I let go of her and stand up, not looking at anyone. I need to get some air, I need some room to think about everything.

I slowly move along, pushing anyone who is in my path, completely ignoring their talking.
How am I going to let her go? I remember the first time I had seen her in Scream. From that night I knew she was something else, that she was going to be special to me. That she was going to drive me crazy, crazy for her. I tried my best to help her get rid of Rick, and I remember, that same night it was our first time we had sex. I remember how crushed I have felt when she left me, left all of us behind because she was afraid. It was the first time that I didn’t know how to react, so I grabbed a pen and a paper and started writing Dear God. And when she came back, god it was the best feeling ever. Holding her in my arms never felt that good. And that day when we had confessed we love each other.
I want to re-do all of this, the good and bad times. I want to re-do all of them with her. I want her back. I just want to hold her in my arms.
I starts hitting the garage door with my hands and legs.
“Fuck!!! It’s not fair! It’s fucking not fair!!!!” I yell.
Jason comes next to me and turns me around.
“Come on bro, it will get better”.

I instantly push him away from me.
“Don’t. Don’t say that it will get better. Right now it doesn’t feel like it. None of you have the slightest idea of how I am feeling right now. I do get that all of you are hurt, I understand, but not like me. I was thinking of building a family with her. Who would have thought that Brian Haner Jr, the fucking Synyster Gates would actually think about settling down and think about building a family of his own?! But damn, this woman, that woman right there changed everything in me. And now, all of that, all of my dreams that I was planning on sharing and building with her are vanished. Gone. How can it get any better?
You know what the funny thing about all this is?!” I say as I approach Katelyn. “She died so as to not have my ass in prison instead of Rick. She decided her fate, for me. But now I am the one standing here, holding her dead body, not wanting to say goodbye to her. I am the one grieving for her. I am the one who does not know what the hell is going to happen to me.”

Nina drags her body next to mine and buries herself in me. I look at my shirt and see Nina’s tears and Katelyn’s blood.
“Who killed her Brian?” I look at Zacky and watch him standing up and looking at me with piercing eyes.
“What difference is it going to make? None” I tell him.
“Tell me who fucking killed her! I deserve to know!” he yells. He then goes next to Danny and hit him hard on his ribs, “Was it this fucker?!” He then goes next to Sam and does the same, “Or was it this one?!”
I could not help but close my eyes in anger when my eyes shifted towards Sam, and Zacky must have noticed it too. I see him redden and then he looks at Sam.
“You fucking motherfucker!! Take that!” he gives him a hard hit on his head as Jason quickly goes to stop him before doing any more damage.
“Let me go Jason!” Zacky yells, “They deserve to pay for what they did!”
“And they will. That is why they have to stay alive and not dead. To pay the painful price” Arin softly says.

At that moment we notice the ambulances and police have arrived. Everyone comes rushing in towards us, telling us to get away from the scene. Two policemen grabs me from the ground to get me out of the garage. To get me away from Katelyn’s body. But I do not feel ready to do so. I don’t want to leave her behind. I just start cursing and yelling.
“Fuck, no! I don’t!! STOP!!!” I yell. “Then let me do just one more thing”
They let me go and I kneel next to Katelyn’s body.
I trail my fingers on her cheeks, “Remember that I loved you, still love you and will always do Katelyn. Just know that”. I lean forward and kiss her lips one last time, as a tear falls down from my eyes to her lips, moving down to her chin to moisten some of the dried blood she has on her face.

I will always love you K.
I promise.

Notes

Writing this chapter I couldn't stop crying :/ :( All of this is still a shock for me...how did it get here? Damn.... And what about Brian? What will he do? What about Nina, Zacky and the rest?!

What are your thoughts?! Hope you're not too pissed at me :P But I wanted something different and not like the usual kind of stories...hope you'd understand :)

Tomorrow I shall update with the last chapter, the last update of the story! Hopefully you'd like the ending of this amazing ride I got to share with you guys <3 A lot of things still are going to happen..trust me ;)