Love Thy Vengeance

It wasn’t fine, Zack broke his left arm and got some bruised ribs. I broke the first three ribs on my right side, had a huge bruise there also and I lost the baby. I was still in the hospital after a few days because they had to make sure nothing of the baby was left and they didn’t want me leaving for a day or two when they found out I broke my ribs. Right now I was lying in bed looking out the window, Zack was sitting next to me but we haven’t said anything to each other after we found out I lost the baby

‘it’s my fault’ I whispered after days of silence, Zack looked up at me with confused eyes ‘none of this would have happened if I didn’t want to go get food after we left the doctors’ I whispered again and his face softened ‘it’s not your fault Lex, that asshole ran a red light. He did this to us’ Zack whispered as he grabbed my hand softly, I felt the tears coming to my eyes so I looked away and let them fall

‘baby, please look at me’ Zack whimpered, I looked over at him and he had tears falling down his face ‘I love you and just because we lost this baby doesn’t mean I'm going to stop loving you. We didn’t do anything wrong, we were just in the wrong place. I love you so much baby, please don’t pull away from me’ he cried as more tears fell down his beautiful face, I nodded and ran my thumb over his eyes ‘I love you to Zack and I'm sorry if I do start pulling away, just let me know ok?’

‘I will’ he whispered and leaned up to kiss me, I kissed back then pulled away and smiled up at him, he smiled back and kissed my forehead ‘guys?’ I heard and we looked to see the guys standing at the door way smiling at us, I motioned them in and tried sitting up a little. Matt walked over to Zack and hugged him tight, then he hugged me gently and kissed my forehead ‘how are you?’ ‘I'm ok I suppose’ I nodded and hugged the rest of the guys, Johnny wouldn’t let go so I moved over a bit and he sat on the side of the bed with his arm around my shoulders.

‘when do you get to come home?’ Johnny asked and I shrugged ‘today’ I heard and we looked to see the doctor walking in with my chart ‘you can go home today, we have to tape up your ribs and they should be healed within 6 months. No heavy lifting, be careful bumping into things and have someone help you shower until you feel you can do it alone but considering you and your boyfriend both have broken arms I would suggest that one of these gentlemen help you both shower’ he said and I looked over at Zack,

he had his eyebrow raised a little as he looked at me ‘I think we’ll be ok’ he said and the doctor nodded ‘just remember to cover your casts when you shower. Also, you can have sex in a few weeks but I wouldn’t start trying for another baby to soon just in case’ he said and I nodded and looked down at little. Johnny rubbed my shoulder softly ‘ok, I'm gonna have you stand up and take your gown off. If you men could leave the room please’ ‘no’ I said darkly as I looked at the doctor

‘but, it-‘ ‘I don’t care what it is. Their my family and their staying’ I said as I stood with help from Matt and Zack, the doctor sighed and left to get the nurse. ‘it’s not like I don’t have underwear on’ I said as I rolled my eyes, Zack untied my gown and laid it on the bed. I looked down at my ribs and gasped a little ‘well, at least were not going on tour again soon’ I chuckled then winced a little

‘yeah, neither of you could play anyway. You both broke the playing hands’ Johnny said and I giggled a little realizing that with my broken right arm and Zack’s broken left arm we really are going to need some help ‘what are we gonna do Zack?’ I said as the nurse came back with the tape ‘I don’t know baby but we’ll manage’ he said as he kissed my temple

‘ok if you could lift your arms and hold onto your friend I can show you how to do this at home’ the nurse smiled and I nodded as I put my hands on Matt’s forearms and Zack watched as the nurse showed him how to tape my ribs. Once everything was all said and done we were on our way home with Johnny driving us ‘do you guys need anything?’ he asked as we all walked into the kitchen ‘probably’ I laughed as I looked around for something to eat,

the guys helped and we decided we had to go shopping ‘ok why don’t you boys go? Zack’s able to move better than I am’ I said and they nodded, I made them a list and handed it to Zack ‘I’ll call you when were on our way back ok?’ Zack whispered in my ear, I nodded and hugged him a little tighter ‘come back to me’ I whispered in his ear also, he nodded and we kissed a few times then I hugged Johnny and kissed his cheek softly and they left.

I dug my phone out of my bag and walked upstairs into our bed room and grabbed my charger then walked into the bathroom. I opened my messages and texted Brian ‘can you come to the house please? Zack and Johnny left to go shopping and I need someone with me so I can shower’ ‘ok, I’ll be there in a few’ ‘ok, the doors open and I’m up in our room’ ‘alright, don’t forget to wrap your cast’ ‘ok, see you soon’ I texted back then plugged my charger in above the sink then put my phone on the charger and set it on the sink. I walked downstairs slowly and walked into the kitchen to get some cling wrap to wrap around my cast and I just brought it upstairs into the bathroom

‘Lex?!’ ‘on the steps!’ I yelled back and watched as Brian came around the corner and walked up the steps to me, he helped me the rest of the way up and I smiled at him ‘thanks Bri, can you wrap my cast?’ ‘yeah sure’ he nodded and I held out my arm to him, he wrapped my cast super good then turned on the shower for me ‘I can’t believe I broke my arm’ I said as I shook my head ‘well, you guys got hit really hard’ he sighed and I nodded ‘I didn’t even get to see the car afterwards’

‘you don’t want to trust me, it was really bad’ he said as he leaned against the sink, I nodded and started undoing the button on my jeans, then the zipper. When I tried to slide them down my legs I couldn’t so I looked to Brian for help, he got down and pulled off my jeans and my panties for me then stood up and helped me pull off my tank and bra then he helped me step into the shower ‘thanks Bri’ I said and he nodded then closed the curtain ‘the towels are in the closet behind you, can you get me one?’ ‘of course, where do you want it?’

‘um just on the sink for now please’ ‘alright, do you need any help?’ ‘um, well, yeah’ I said softly and peeked my head out of the curtain ‘will you get in with me?’ I asked softly and he nodded and stripped down then got in behind me, I handed him the shampoo and he started washing my hair, then my body, and I know I shouldn’t feel good but his hands were like magic ‘do you need help shaving?’ he whispered in my ear and my breath got caught in my throat as I nodded,

I did my under arms but I couldn’t do anything else so he grabbed my razor from me and lifted my leg up onto the side of the tub and shaved my legs for me ‘do you, um, shave down there?’ he stuttered and I nodded as I bit my lip ‘you don’t have to, I can get Zack to do it’ I whispered but he shook his head and stood up in front of me, I sat down the side of the tub and spread my legs as he kneeled in front of me.

I rubbed the soap on myself and watched as Brian started shaving me slowly, not wanting to cut me. I added some more soap and he continued, he licked his lips a little and looked up at me ‘it looks really tight’ he whispered against my lips, I nodded and took a deep breath as I felt his hand run up my thigh ‘please don’t Brian’ I whimpered, he pulled away from me and looked back into my eyes realizing what he was actually doing ‘I'm sorry Lex, I – I just’ ‘shhh, it’s ok. We won’t tell Zack ok?’ I whispered and he nodded then stood up and helped me up. He washed me off and we stepped out, he wrapped a towel around me then got one for himself,

as he was drying off my phone started ringing ‘hello?’ ‘hey baby, Johnny and I just pulled out of Wal-Mart and were on our way back’ ‘ok baby, I’ll see you in like 15 minutes’ ‘alright, I love you’ ‘I love you to’ I said and we hung up, I looked back at Brian and he was leaning against the wall fully dressed, I smiled at him and pulled him into a hug, he hugged back and rubbed my back a little

‘I love you Bri, but I only love you like a brother’ I whispered and I felt him nod ‘I only love you like a sister, I don’t know what came over me. I'm so sorry’ he whispered back but I just shook my head and pulled back to look at him ‘no worries ok? Now can you help me get dressed before Zack and Johnny get back so you can help them’ I giggled and he nodded as we walked into the bedroom. I walked over to the dresser and pulled out a bra and thong set,

then pulled out some short shorts and one of Zack’s shirts. Brian helped me dry off then helped me into my clothes, he combed out my hair then I put it up in a bun on top of my head not wanting to be bothered by it today. We walked downstairs and into the kitchen just as the boys were getting back ‘hey baby’ I smiled as I kissed Zack, he kissed back and wrapped his good arm around my waist tightly, I leaned up and kissed him softly, he kissed back and smiled down at me softly.

Zack and I were finally getting our casts off six weeks later and we were both thankful for that, we had just gotten them off and were headed back home. Nothing’s happened between us, we really have just been cuddling and talking about the wedding, no baby talk, no sex, no messing around. We’ve made out but that’s it so tonight I had a surprise for him because I know we both wanted to have sex but we wanted to wait until we were both feeling up for it so since our appointment was in the afternoon I was going to be making us dinner.

‘hey baby?’ I asked when we pulled up in the driveway, he turned to me and rose an eyebrow ‘can you, um, go do something for about an hour or so?’ ‘why?’ ‘well, I wanna make us a nice dinner’ I said softly and he smiled at me then leaned over to kiss me ‘how about I go into the basement and fuck around with my guitar?’ he said and I nodded ‘ok but you can’t come up until I say so’ I said pointing my finger at him, he nodded and we got out of the car and walked into the house,

Zack kissed me once more then walked down to the basement. Once he was gone I started making us some stakes with mashed potatoes and green beans, then for afterwards I made some apple pie. Once everything was finished I walked upstairs and pulled on a lace bra and pantie set, then a black dress and some wedges. I left my hair down and checked my make-up which was fine and I walked back downstairs. Now Zack was already looking nice today so I didn’t have to make him change but I did open the basement door and call for him after I set the table and plates

‘Zacky! Dinner!’ ‘coming baby’ he yelled back and I walked back over to the table and smiled when he walked in ‘wow babe, you look great’ he said as he looked me over, I giggled and kissed him when he walked over to me, he kissed back then we sat and started to have dinner. ‘is it good?’ ‘of course baby, I love it’ he smiled as he finished off his green beans, I smiled and we kept eating, talking every once in a while but I just wanted him to enjoy. ‘god that was amazing’ he sighed sitting back in his chair,

I smiled and leaned over the table to kiss him, he kissed back and then pulled away and stood up grabbing our plates ‘you don’t have to baby I’ll get them’ I said as I followed with our wine glasses ‘no you made the food, I’ll put the dishes in the dishwasher’ he chuckled and I rolled my eyes, I forgot we had one of those. ‘well, there’s still this’ I said as I pulled out the pie from the fridge, he smiled big and got us a plate then cut us a slice to share. I couldn’t believe how sweet this man was and I had him all to myself.

Once we finished our pie we went out for a smoke on the back porch, I sat on the bench and crossed my legs right over left and watched as Zack leaned against the railing like always, he was watching me like he always did so I uncrossed and re-crossed my legs left over right ‘you drive me crazy you know that?’ he said and I smiled as I bit my lip a little ‘you drive me crazy to baby’ I giggled as I stood up and walked over to him, he smiled down at me and wrapped an arm around my lower back pulling me close

‘I've missed you’ I whispered against his lips, his grip tightened and he smirked ‘I've missed you to baby’ ‘why don’t we go have some fun, I put on something special for you’ I smiled and then turned and walked inside the house, he followed a second later and he locked up as I walked up the steps and to our room. I sat on the bed and pulled off my shoes, then walked them over to the closet and set them in their spot, I unzipped my dress and hung it back up then looked myself over in the mirror

‘Lex?’ I heard Zack ask once he got in the room, I smiled and walked out of the closet and over to him, I tapped his shoulder and he turned to look at me ‘wow’ he whispered and I blushed a little then pushed him over to the bed to sit down on the end of it ‘you planned this’ he said fake glaring at me, I nodded and smiled down at him ‘you little-‘ ‘shhhhh, watch me’ I whispered against his lips, he nodded and I heard him swallow kinda hard. I backed up and put on some music then started giving him a lap dance strip tease and let me tell you, he definitely enjoyed it because I could see him straining against his black pants so I walked over to him,

pulled him up then started dancing on him. I slowly squatted down in front of him and unbuttoned and unzipped his pants slowly while still looking up at him ‘Lex’ he breathed out but I just smirked and pulled down his pants and boxers then stood up and kept dancing on or around him. I pulled off his shirt then pushed him back on the bed, I ran my hands up my thighs then up my sides, over my chest and down to the bottom of my little corset like top and pulled it off slowly.

I walked over to Zack now in only my thong and him in nothing and I bent over in front of him with my legs spread a little and I slowly slid my thong down my legs and stepped out of it then I turned around and straddled his lap, wrapped my arms around his neck and finished my little dance with a small smirk on my lips.

He was looking at me with lust in his eyes as he gripped my hips tightly ‘you are such a fucking tease’ he groaned and I giggled a little ‘you love every second of it’ I whispered softly letting my lips brush up against his ear, his grip tightened and he turned us over so fast I barely had time to know what was going on ‘you're gonna get it’ ‘oh you think so?’ ‘I know so’ he whispered with a smirk then he entered me roughly causing me to cry out in both pain and pleasure because we hadn’t had sex in so long.

‘god you're fucking tighter then before’ he moaned as he kept up his average pace, I moaned and gripped his arms tighter ‘fuck Zacky, harder’ I whined and he nodded and started going harder and faster. I flipped him over after a little bit and started to bounce up and down on him as I braced my hands on the wall

‘god you're fucking amazing’ he moaned as he slammed into me every time I came down on him, ‘fuck!’ I moaned loudly as I moved faster and closed my eyes. Zack flipped me back over and started slamming into me harder and faster than he ever had before because we haven’t been able to have sex for a while. ‘look at me’ he whispered as he sat up on his knees to spread my legs wider, I looked up at him as I moaned and arched beneath him

‘god Zack, you're so fucking big’ I moaned loudly as I gripped his forearms ‘yeah?’ ‘yeah baby, you're sooooooo amazing’ ‘mmm good’ he smirked then looked down between us to watch as he fucked me, I put my legs up onto his shoulders allowing him to go deeper into me and I came after just a few strokes ‘ZAAAACCCKKKKKKKK!!’ I screamed and dug my nails into him and arched my back up ‘Christ!’ he grunted then groaned loudly as he spilled inside me, I moaned softly and wrapped my arms around his back as he rested on top of me.

Both of us were panting hard as I ran my finger over his back softly ‘I love you so much’ he whispered in my ear, I smiled and kissed his temple softly ‘I love you so much to’ I whispered back as he pushed up to look down at me ‘you're so beautiful after we do this. Your face is flushed, you're panting, you're hairs a mess’ he chuckled and I blushed a little and looked away from him but he set his fingers under my chin and turned me back to look at him

‘please don’t ever change’ he whispered as he ran his nose over mine ‘you can’t change either’ ‘I won’t if you don’t’ ‘I promise’ ‘I promise to’ he smiled then kissed me, I kissed back and Zack rolled off of me and laid next to me. He pulled me close and ran his fingertips over my thigh softly ‘you're gonna put me to sleep doing that’ I yawned and he chuckled and little and kissed my shoulder ‘go to sleep baby girl, I love you’ ‘I love you to Zack’ I whispered then fell into a deep sleep.

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