As soon we arrived there, I was just exhausted, Brian was just as much as me too so we decided to leave each other some time alone before meeting every one again. I kissed him goodbye and walked to my dorm, just as I turned the corner of the hallway, I saw Val talking to an other girl. As soon as she noticed I was there, she said goodbye to the girl and ran in my direction, she had an enormous grin onto her face. I put my luggage down on the ground and hugged her.

“Hayley! Gosh I'm so happy to see you!” She said as she broke the hug, she placed her hand behing her back and kept on grinning at me.

“Well, I can see that!” I laughed. “What's going on?”

She instantly put her left hand in front of her. I looked at it and noticed the ring. It was a really simple diamond ring, pretty small but very beautiful.

“Oh my God?! Why didn't you tell me?” I said as I looked at the ring closer.

“I really wanted to tell you in real!” She said all excited, she passed in front of me and opened our dorm's room. I knew she couldn't wait to talk to me about it. I placed my luggage next to my bed and sat on it. Val sat in front of me.

“When did he propose?!” I asked, all excited for her.

“On Christmas, I wish you could have been there.” She sais as she looked at her ring again and sighed. “It was just perfect.”

She kept on talking about the proposal, how it happened and everything. She really seemed happy and I was happy for her, she really deserved it.. And then it came to my vacation, I told her everything that happened, the lingerie, the fake proposal and the harrasment from Dameon. As soon as she heard his name, she stopped smiling and placed a hand onto my lap.

“He's back, did you know that?”

I frozed and looked at her, I even tried to pinch myself to be sure if it wasn't just a bad nightmare.

“You saw him?” I cleared my throat, trying to keep myself calm. Which was hard, I just wasn't ready to see him at all. She nodded.

“He's even dating Anna.” She looked at me, feeling sorry for me.

Then why is he still around me?! I thought at the moment. I looked down at my hand and felt them sweaty, I felt my body shaking from everywhere. I knew I was just having a really bad panic attack.

“I have to see Brian, sorry.” I said as I stood up and quit the rom as fast as I could. I ran down the hallway and myself tight with my arms around my body, to feel more secure. I looked around me, hoping he wouldn't be near by. I was only few steps from Brian's dorm that I started to feel really paranoid. I felt that he was just on the other side of the corridor and that in a second or two he would turn the corner, I just wasn't ready at all. I knocked onto Brian's door as if someone was following me and ready to kidnap me. I started saying his name out loud that he would open the door faster. The door opened and Brian looked at me really concerned, I didn't let him time so say something that I burried my face into his chest and started sobbing. He held me tight asking me what was going on. I couldn't answer, I was really in schock, He held me tight and closed the door, he led me the way to his bed. I sat down without even removing my head from his chest.

“Shh..Sh.. What's wrong?” He said as he tried to make me calm down. After a minute I was calm enough to say something, I removed my head from his chest and looked at him, he was quite still really much concerned but a bit less cause I calmed down.

“He's here.. and I don't want to see him.” I said as I started to sob again. I looked at Brian's expression, his jaw was getting tighter. My vison was really blurry so it's was hard to tell if he was angry or not, I just could feel that he was getting annoyed.

“You saw him?” He asked trying to stay calm, even though it was hard for him.

“Val told me.” I said between two sobs, I didn't even notice that Matt was in the room until he asked.

“This dude is still on her?”

I looked over at him, he was really concerned too. Brian answered.

“This fucking bastard is harrasing her on Facebook.” Brian said as he became even more pissed.

“Really?! He really doesn't have a life!” Matt said as he sighed, he stood up frm his chair and opened the little fridge next to him and came out with a bottle of water. He handed it to me and sat back on his chair. I wiped my tears with my hands and looked over at Brian.

“I don't want to be here.. I want to be home!” I said as I took his hands and started to cry softly. Brian sighed and held my hands tight.

“Relax, it's going to be fine.” He said as looked desperated.

“No, Brian, It's not going to be fine! They will do everything to pull us apart, haven't you understand yet?!” I said as I left his hand and stood up. I was really getting mad.

“Oh come on, you know they won't win..” Brian said as he was getting even more annoyed

“You are safe here, I'm here, Matt's here, all the other guy's are here. Now stop that.” He said as he looked directly into my eyes and pointed at Matt's direction, who was just looking at the scene uncomfortable into his chair.

“Just let me remind you that the night I almost got rapped, you were there but it didn't change the fact that I'm ruined in here!” I yelled as I pointed my head and started sobbing again. Brian looked at me without reaction. I looked at Matt who was looking now at the ground. I turned myself and opened the door, I heard Brian saying my name, but I didn't look back, I just kept on walking. There was nothing left to do, he just didn't understand anything.

Notes

Long one and pretty intense! I hope you enjoy xx