Wish You Were Here
I Wish You Were Here
I watched Brian run around the room getting ready for tour tomorrow. I had made him a list, but he seemed to be throwing in useless things anyways. I shook my head and smiled at him, getting off the bed and wrapping my arms around him. He sighed, rubbing my arms and turning in my grasp.
“You sit on the bed, and I'll pack for you.”
“Do you know what I need?”
I nodded, laughing. “Probably more that you do.”
He sighed in defeat and went and sat in the spot I was just in. I grabbed his clothes, bringing them to the bed and started to fold them neatly so that would fit in his suit cases. Then I grabbed his toiletries.
Once I was done, I sat next to him, resting my head on his shoulder. I sighed, realizing that Brian was leaving for five months tomorrow.
“What?”
“I'm going to miss you,” I admitted, getting up to place his bags on the floor next to the door and climbed back into bed with him, but this time, I was sitting in his lap.
“I'm going to miss you too,”
I leaned down and kissed him, something we haven't done in a while and I placed my hand on the back of his neck, bringing him as close as he could. He started to rub my back under my shirt and I broke away and raised my arms. He raised an eyebrow, but complied anyways. Once my shirt was over my head, he threw it somewhere on the floor and brought me back to kissing him. His hands wondered over my shirtless body and I shivered in delight.
I started running my hands down his chest, tugging on the bottom before he pulled away and took his shirt off too. I stared at his chest, memorizing everything about him. Our clothes were shredded quickly, and we were both naked under his sheets. He positioned himself over me, resting all his weight on his arms over my head, I let my hands trail all over his body, loving that way his skin felt under mine. I stared into his eyes, feeling every emotion swimming around in my stomach as I tried to read what he was thinking.
I leaned up a little to kiss him, and he reached down and placed his hand between my legs, pulling them a little more apart so that he could gain easier access. My back arched in pleasure when he brushed over my sensitive area and I placed my arm around his neck and lowed him onto me, nodding that I was ready.
All night flew by, not that I was aware of that. I only focused on Brian, but it wasn't long after we finished that the alarm clock beside his bed was going off, telling him that he needed to get up. We got up together, and walked into his bathroom. We showered together, only holding each other, afraid to let go. I had never felt so deep with someone before, especially this quickly. I realized that we hadn't gone slow at all but I felt that it wasn't necessary. We had been best friends before we had gotten together, and we didn't have to go slow and figure out who each of us were. I already knew Brian like that back of my hand.
“It's always been you,” I whispered into his shoulder, and then kissing it. He pulled me away from him so that he could look at me.
“What?”
“I was never really in love with Matt, like I thought I was.” I explained, “I had found the picture you kept in your black book and I realized that it was never Matt, it has always been you.”
He cupped my cheek, kissing my lips in the most innocent way that I've ever felt but it was so magical, like a firework. I felt the sparks that everyone talks about. I hugged his waist, hiding my face in his neck once we pulled away and we stood in the shower for a couple more minutes before we washed each other and got out. Once we were dressed, I helped Brian take his bags down to his car and we rode over to Matt's house, where everyone was meeting.
When the bus arrived, all the sadness that I had been holding back broke free, and I let a couple of tears slide down my face. Brian wiped them away with his thumb before hugging me. The Berry brothers were loading their bags onto the bottom compartment so that the guys could all say goodbye.
“Come with me,” he said quickly, and I saw the fear in his eyes. I smiled sadly, wishing that I could.
“I would, but I need to stay with Nikki.” I kissed his cheek. “I'll be waiting for you to come back. Someone has to keep your house all warm.”
He smiled, hugging me again. “I already miss you.”
I giggled, kissing his lips this time, “I already miss you, too.”
He let go, and turned to walk towards the bus but then I called after him, making him stop and turn to face me. Matt was the only one that wasn't on the bus yet and he turned to watch also.
I ran up to him, wrapping my arms around his neck before leaning into his ear to whisper, “I love you,”
His arms tightened around my body. He whispered the words back and then let go, walking onto the bus quickly. I knew that if he didn't, he probably wouldn't of gotten on. There was something strong between us, and I looked over at Matt and smiled. He walked over and hugged me too, but there wasn't the love that I thought I had for him anymore. I hugged him back, and he kissed the top of my head before letting go and walking on the bus. As the bus pulled away I saw Brian waving from the window and I waved back, blowing a kiss to him.
“You sit on the bed, and I'll pack for you.”
“Do you know what I need?”
I nodded, laughing. “Probably more that you do.”
He sighed in defeat and went and sat in the spot I was just in. I grabbed his clothes, bringing them to the bed and started to fold them neatly so that would fit in his suit cases. Then I grabbed his toiletries.
Once I was done, I sat next to him, resting my head on his shoulder. I sighed, realizing that Brian was leaving for five months tomorrow.
“What?”
“I'm going to miss you,” I admitted, getting up to place his bags on the floor next to the door and climbed back into bed with him, but this time, I was sitting in his lap.
“I'm going to miss you too,”
I leaned down and kissed him, something we haven't done in a while and I placed my hand on the back of his neck, bringing him as close as he could. He started to rub my back under my shirt and I broke away and raised my arms. He raised an eyebrow, but complied anyways. Once my shirt was over my head, he threw it somewhere on the floor and brought me back to kissing him. His hands wondered over my shirtless body and I shivered in delight.
I started running my hands down his chest, tugging on the bottom before he pulled away and took his shirt off too. I stared at his chest, memorizing everything about him. Our clothes were shredded quickly, and we were both naked under his sheets. He positioned himself over me, resting all his weight on his arms over my head, I let my hands trail all over his body, loving that way his skin felt under mine. I stared into his eyes, feeling every emotion swimming around in my stomach as I tried to read what he was thinking.
I leaned up a little to kiss him, and he reached down and placed his hand between my legs, pulling them a little more apart so that he could gain easier access. My back arched in pleasure when he brushed over my sensitive area and I placed my arm around his neck and lowed him onto me, nodding that I was ready.
All night flew by, not that I was aware of that. I only focused on Brian, but it wasn't long after we finished that the alarm clock beside his bed was going off, telling him that he needed to get up. We got up together, and walked into his bathroom. We showered together, only holding each other, afraid to let go. I had never felt so deep with someone before, especially this quickly. I realized that we hadn't gone slow at all but I felt that it wasn't necessary. We had been best friends before we had gotten together, and we didn't have to go slow and figure out who each of us were. I already knew Brian like that back of my hand.
“It's always been you,” I whispered into his shoulder, and then kissing it. He pulled me away from him so that he could look at me.
“What?”
“I was never really in love with Matt, like I thought I was.” I explained, “I had found the picture you kept in your black book and I realized that it was never Matt, it has always been you.”
He cupped my cheek, kissing my lips in the most innocent way that I've ever felt but it was so magical, like a firework. I felt the sparks that everyone talks about. I hugged his waist, hiding my face in his neck once we pulled away and we stood in the shower for a couple more minutes before we washed each other and got out. Once we were dressed, I helped Brian take his bags down to his car and we rode over to Matt's house, where everyone was meeting.
When the bus arrived, all the sadness that I had been holding back broke free, and I let a couple of tears slide down my face. Brian wiped them away with his thumb before hugging me. The Berry brothers were loading their bags onto the bottom compartment so that the guys could all say goodbye.
“Come with me,” he said quickly, and I saw the fear in his eyes. I smiled sadly, wishing that I could.
“I would, but I need to stay with Nikki.” I kissed his cheek. “I'll be waiting for you to come back. Someone has to keep your house all warm.”
He smiled, hugging me again. “I already miss you.”
I giggled, kissing his lips this time, “I already miss you, too.”
He let go, and turned to walk towards the bus but then I called after him, making him stop and turn to face me. Matt was the only one that wasn't on the bus yet and he turned to watch also.
I ran up to him, wrapping my arms around his neck before leaning into his ear to whisper, “I love you,”
His arms tightened around my body. He whispered the words back and then let go, walking onto the bus quickly. I knew that if he didn't, he probably wouldn't of gotten on. There was something strong between us, and I looked over at Matt and smiled. He walked over and hugged me too, but there wasn't the love that I thought I had for him anymore. I hugged him back, and he kissed the top of my head before letting go and walking on the bus. As the bus pulled away I saw Brian waving from the window and I waved back, blowing a kiss to him.
11/8/12