Runaway

*Mel’s POV*

By the following morning, I’ve woken up with Matt’s arms holding me close. He peacefully
rested with his head closed to mines, not minding having him this close to me. I’m just glad he slept, who knows what would’ve happened if he kept on driving all night.

The only thing I wish he didn’t have to hold me too tight, I can’t seem to escape from his grip.
His tattooed covered arms were so heavy to even lift, damn he’s strong. I have to admit though, he’s really hot. Especially the fact that he’s completely topless, and don’t let me with the sound of his voice, he has a beautiful and talented vocals.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying that I’m having feelings for him because I’m not. He may be talented, good looking, great personality, and to die for but he’s just a friend… who happens to also be my harmless celebrity crush.

This doesn’t mean that I’d rather be with him than with Johnny though. I love Johnny and I am grateful to have him. I’m never planning to cheat on him nor ever leave him. To me, Johnny’s more than just a crush, he is my life. He’s the only person I want to be with and cuddle right now but since I’m kind of trapped, I guess Matt will have to do until he wakes up or lets me go because I really want Johnny so bad right now, I mean really bad.

I have to wake up Matt then again I don’t want to disturb him from his sleep. Who knows when he’ll wake up? It’s still pretty early so I’m guessing he’ll be asleep for another good couple of hours.

I rested my eyes, playing an erotic scenario on my head. One where Johnny overrules me with great dominance and punishments to spice up our sex lives a little. No matter how hard I tried thinking that the man who’s keeping me in chains, whipping me, and leaving me beg for mercy as he demands me on what to do or what position to be Johnny, I kept picturing Matt.

What’s wrong with me? This is wrong. I’m not supposed to have these thoughts about him. All sorts of sexual thoughts should be focused on Johnny. Only problem is that I can’t picture
Johnny doing such a thing. I don’t see Johnny being into submission and dominance. Out of all the times we slept together, we never done such a thing. Sure the sex between us is still amazing, but. I want to try something new, have something to spice up our sex lives even if it’s just for a one-time thing, I’ll still be happy.

I don’t know… I’m just confused. I mean seriously, why fantasize about having explosively hot sex with Matt than my own boyfriend? Is it okay for me to feel sexually attracted to him? Could this be more than just a harmless crush? Is there any chance that I may also have feelings for Matt?

I can’t do this. Maybe coming to this tour was a mistake. I’m positively sure that I love Johnny
and I want to be with him. I’m just confused about Matt. What is it about him that specifically
makes me feel crazy about him as much as I do with Johnny?

Whether these feelings may be strictly sexual or not, I have to stop. All Matt will ever be is a
friend, no more and no less. I do not want to find him in a sexual way or any other way. Heck I don’t even want to have him as a celebrity crush. I just want to see him as a friend.

I know that both men and women fantasize all the time whether it’s about some fictional
character, a celebrity, their hot neighbor, or their sexy teacher but, this just feels wrong to me. Matt is Johnny’s best friend. And Johnny is my sweet caring boyfriend. I think I need to catch some air to cool my mind off for a bit. I need to get out of here, now.



*Johnny’s POV*



I stood outside the bus, having a smoke. It was around eight and it seemed everyone was still asleep. Well except for Jimmy, he was awake much earlier. I know because once he woke up, he strapped me onto the bus while I was still sleeping and began to drive the bus, in my underwear. That was horrifying I seriously thought I was going to die. It wasn’t even funny.

If Mel was awake to see me like that, I’d feel humiliated. I’m just glad she wasn’t awake to see it, or the other guys. They’d laugh their ass off and encourage Jimmy to keep me up there until we get to the hotel in Oregon. But instead, Jimmy decided to pull over and let me down for some reason.

I puffed my cigarette for one last time before flicking it off to the hard concrete floor and heard someone walking out the bus. I looked up at saw Mel, looking to me with weary eyes as if something was wrong.

“Mel? Are you okay babe? The guys didn’t do anything to defend you, did they?” I asked
concerned.

Mel did not say a single word to me. Instead she kept looking at me. She stepped forwards,
reaching her hand up to my face. She cupped my cheeks with her soft smooth hands, gazing
straight into my eyes.

“I love you so much Johnny.” She finally spoke.

Taking her hand, I placed a soft kiss. “I love you too.”

“I mean it Johnny, I really do love you, so much and I don’t know what I would do without you.” She became emotional about it.

Fresh warm tears busted out of her eyes. I said nothing and decided to pull her close to me. I
rubbed small circles on her back to keep her away from crying. I hate seeing in tears. I want to see her smile. I’d like to show off that beautiful smile of hers to the world. I’d do anything just to watch her smile.

Mel pulled away, wiping off her tears. “Can we have the day to ourselves? I want it to be just me and you the whole day.”

“I’ll have to check in with Matt first, see if we have a show tonight.. but if we don’t or for some
reason it gets cancelled, then yes, We’ll do anything you want.”

Mel’s tears stopped. Her smile formed as she wrapped her arms around my neck, placing small kisses on my lips. I couldn’t help myself I pulled her closer to me and extended the kiss larger. The kiss could’ve lasted forever but, Mel decided to depart a couple of seconds later. She stared right into my eyes, relaxing her forehead to mines.

“I slept with Matt last night.” Mel finally blurred out.

My eyes widened in shock with disbelief, I did not know exactly how to react. I’ve felt the blood flowing through my veins beginning to boil. I trusted her, I trusted Matt. He was the last person I would’ve expected from this behavior.

Where did I go wrong? Did I do something to deserve this? Last I recall I thought we were
happy, but I turned out to be wrong. “Get out.” I muttered, shoving her out of my path.

Mel called out to me as if she was going to say more but, I refused to listen. Instead I marched inside the bus to find Matt just in wearing in his shorts.

“Matt, is this true? Did you and I sleep together last night?”

“Yeah but it’s not what you think. Nothing happened between us she just kept me company is all, no sex.” Matt cleared out the situation. “Look, I would never do such a thing to you and Mel won’t either. She loves you.” Matt assured. “We’ve both been hurt on our past relationship, what would make you think I want you to go through that again?”



*Matt’s POV*

“You’re right Matt.” Johnny sighed. “I’m sorry I’ve jumped into conclusion.

“It’s alright man.” I gave him a bro hug, patting my hand against his back.

“I just have one question though. Do you by any chance have feelings for Mel? Be honest with me Matt”

I hid my shocking expression from him. Am I making it that obvious? Can he possibly tell that I have feelings for his girl? How would he react if I say yes? What if I lie and tell him no? Would he be able to tell that I’m lying?

I have to be careful on what I say. Yeah I do have feelings for Mel, but I don’t want him to get
the wrong idea that I’ll steal her away from him. I mean I could if I wanted to but, I won’t.
Johnny’s my bassist, my best friend, and my brother. I’ll never make him go back to the same miserable feeling that kept occurring more than once throughout all his relationships. I don’t want to ruin what those two have and to be honest Mel was the only woman that has made Johnny happier than anyone ever had. Or at least that’s what it seems so far, I hope I’m not wrong though.

“Well she’s a pretty attractive lady you’ve got there, Johnny. I have to admit she seems pretty
amazing and very beautiful.” I smiled at the thought of her. “I think you two were made for each other.”

“Thanks man.” Johnny grins. “I think I better go apologize to her now… I just hope she’ll let me talk.” He frowned.

“I’m sure she will, don’t dwell on it. And if not, then I'll have a word with her."

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