Don't Respect the Words You're Speaking
Before you piss somebody off
I woke up from giggling that caused my head to hurt even more then it already did... why does my head hurt. I opened my eyes slowly so the light would hurt less. Right as I did the people giggling to each other to shut up.
I was laying down on a small bed in a room with dark purple walls, that had flowers and poster spread across them. The room was sure as hell not my room, which made me worry.
" Silver your awake yey" Said a girl with bleach Blondie hair and brown eyes that was sitting next to me. She was extremely pale for someone living in California. Then the girl next to her started to giggle again. She looked exactly like the Blondie but only with brown hair.
" If you don't mind me asking where the hell am I...?? And why the fuck are you guys staring at me like I'm Willy Wonka" At that they both started to laugh. At this point I scared out of my mind and planing a way to escape these freaks.
" Sorry, I'm Valary and this is my sister Michelle. We didn't mean to wake you, we were just waiting for you to wake up and then you started to sleep talk about gummybears getting married, it was funny. Um this is my room... well at my parents, I'm moving in with Matt soon." She said and then I realized who she was. It was Matt's girlfriend.. why is she holding me hostage.
" Why am I here" I said slowly sitting up, trying to think of a way to break the news to my brother that his girlfriend is crazy.
" Well, Matt called me this morning at like 6 telling me that Zacky had been calling you like a lot and you wouldn't answer. They were worried so they sent me to check on you and then when i got there you were passed out. I got you to the hospital and then they told me to watch you at all times to make sure you and your baby is okay" She said I started to calm down till the last part.
" WHAT?!?!" I yelled sitting up all the way. Both of the girls look afraid for there lives.
" What part do you want me to repeat" Valary said with a sad tone to her voice. I stared at her in disbelief.
" I'm not Pregnant, I'm on birth control and every time me and Zacky have sex we use a condom, so the doc must had did something wrong" I told her, Valary and Michelle looked at each other and then me.
" Silver there pregnancy test are VERY accurate. He told me that you are a month and a half along, you wouldn't be able to tell because most likely your period doesn't come till this week" Michelle said, I glared at her.
" So it is Zacky's baby" Valary said. At that point I had made it my goal to kill her.
" No Cause I'm NOT pregnent, If I was then yes He is the only guy I have ever had sex with" I said and they both awed.
" So you guys were like high school sweet hearts" Valary said. I got up and grabbed my stuff that was at the end of the bed. " Hold on were are you going?"
" To the doctors" I said, they both stood up and followed close behind me.
" I'll drive you... since you don't have a car at the moment." Michelle said, I followed her out of the house and down the drive way. Valary was right next to me.
" Did you tell Any the guys" I asked she looked at me for a second and then got in the back with me.
" No, I figured you would want to tell them, Why" she said with a smile on her face that was fading quickly when i looked at her.
" Cause I'm not keeping it" I said, her face dropped completely.
" What" They both said at the same time.
" I'm not keeping it, I don't have the money to, I don't want kids, I'm still in collage for another two years. There is no way I'm going to have a kid" I said, Michelle had already pulled into the parking lot of the doctors office. With out another word i got out and once again they followed me all the way inside and sat down.
After i signed in and did the needed stuff I sat down next to the girls. The place was pretty empty except for a pregnant woman next to me who had a huge smile on her face, she noticed me staring at her and turned my way.
" How many months are you. You cant be more then 2, you actually look really unhealthy for a mother to be... to skinny" She said, the woman had a slight accent.
" well I'm not going to have this baby much longer" I told her and she looked confuse before she could say anything the doctor had called me to the back.
" I'll be back" I told Valary and Michelle, they both looked a little sad.
" So what can I do for you today Miss. Sanders" Doctor Ocly said and i sat down at the table.
" I had passed out and my brothers girlfriend took me to the hospital which said I was pregnant.... I want to know if that is really the case" I told him, he told me to lift up my shirt and he would check the sonogram way since i was almost 2 months.
As he put the jelly stuff on my stomach, I started to feel sick, what if i was, would zacky be mad that i 'killed' our own unborn kid. Just last night though he got sick even at the thought of having kids with me, that right there was my answer alone.
As he put the monitor on my stomach he looked at me, as he got the stuff situated. " So what are you going to do if you are pregnant my dear" He said and I looked at him with sad eyes, I knew he already knew the answer.
" I cant keep it" I said and he nodded his head and looked at the screen. On it was black, grey and white lines and blobs.
" That is the baby right there" He said and pointed to the screen. " And this is it's heart beat" he said moving the monitor thing right on top of were the baby was suppose to be. I could hear a little thumping sound and couldn't help but smile.
" so what day to you want to set the abortion for" he said looking at me. Right then and there I burst into tears, which shocked the doctor. " I'll... I'll be back" he said running down the hall to the waiting room and came back within half a second with Michelle and Valary following close behind him.
" I'll leave you all alone for a moment" He said shutting the door, Valary came over to me.
" Silver what's wrong" She said petting my hair acting as if she knew me for ever, the only thing she does now about me was that i was a selfish bitch about to kill her own child.
" I cant have it... but I cant kill it either" I said and they looked at each other and then back to me.
" Zacky can help you with the money and I bet he would love to have a baby with you" Michelle said and I laughed.
" I had Matt ask just last night how Zacky would fell if we had kids and got married. He got so pissed I think that they got into a fight. Zacky hates kids and sure as hell doesn't want mine. He has a dream of becoming famous and at that I wont ruin his dreams" Right then Valery's phone started to ring.
" It's Matt" She said and then looked at me " You don't need Zacky cause all of us are here for you" she said and then handed me the phone and walked out of the room.
" Hello" I said sniffing a little, trying to stop my self from crying again.
"... Silver?"
"Yea,?"
" Are you okay? We all have been worried sick about you, Val said that you pas...." He said but then was cut off.
" Silver?! Baby Oh My God. Are you okay, AHHH what happened" Zacky said his voice crackly as if he was crying, just the thought of that made it two time more harder to talk to him.
" I'm fine Zack, I just passed out earlier but I'm fine. I have to talk to Matt, I'll call you later okay" I said and he sighed.
" Yea okay, but i know something is wrong" He said and then I heard Matt taking the phone.
"Whats up" Matt said sounding like his normal self once again.
" Go some place were no one can hear you" I said he was going to say something but didn't.
" Okay I'm outside what is it" this time I could tell he was worried.
" I'm pregnant, with Zacky's baby. thats why I passed out last night" I told him he was silent. " I know what your thinking and I was thinking the same, I'm at the doctors office, I was going to get an abortion to make Zacky happy and kid free but i couldn't. I heard It's heart beat and I couldn't do it... I'm Afraid Matt" I said starting to cry.
" Silver it will be okay, I'll help you out and the guys and Obviously Zacky wil..." I cut him off.
" Don't tell him, don't tell any of them. It's mine and your secret" I told him " I'm not going to ruin Zackys dream. It's gonna be over with us soon anyway" I told him starting to tear up a bit.
" Silver you can't do that" He said sound just as sad as me.
" You tell him and i swear I'll cut you out of my life to, this IS for the best Matt." Right then i heard a door slam and loud foot steps. " What the Hell" I said
" Not hell just Jimmy, So I was doing research on why a girl could randomly pass out. I got lots of reason so hear they are." Jimmy said and i couldn't help but smile.
" 1, you have cancer. 2 your prego, 3 you have diabetes, 4 you are ..." I cut him off.
" Jimmy only you me and Matt know okay, I'm pregnant, don't tell Zacky though, he doesn't want kids and I don't want him to be around it." I said and I could hear him growl.
" Are you okay do you need help, IMA KILL HIM, I'll do it and then you don't have to worry about a thing" I laughed a bit.
" Jim Jim you have to promise to Me okay swear on my life that you wont tell him"
" But Silly i.."
" Jim Jim, Plz"
" Fine I swear." He said, I smiled.
"call me after the concert, I'll send you guys a picture of it if you want" I said and i heard Matt say something about being a uncle.
" Yea bye Silly"
" Bye Jim Jim, Tell Zacky I love him and all the guys that okay." I hung up and the door was practically knocked down.
" Why didn't you tell Zacky" Michelle said I went wide eyed and sighed again.
" It's for the best" I said wiping the jell off my stomach and sitting up. " No matter how bad it hurts"
I was laying down on a small bed in a room with dark purple walls, that had flowers and poster spread across them. The room was sure as hell not my room, which made me worry.
" Silver your awake yey" Said a girl with bleach Blondie hair and brown eyes that was sitting next to me. She was extremely pale for someone living in California. Then the girl next to her started to giggle again. She looked exactly like the Blondie but only with brown hair.
" If you don't mind me asking where the hell am I...?? And why the fuck are you guys staring at me like I'm Willy Wonka" At that they both started to laugh. At this point I scared out of my mind and planing a way to escape these freaks.
" Sorry, I'm Valary and this is my sister Michelle. We didn't mean to wake you, we were just waiting for you to wake up and then you started to sleep talk about gummybears getting married, it was funny. Um this is my room... well at my parents, I'm moving in with Matt soon." She said and then I realized who she was. It was Matt's girlfriend.. why is she holding me hostage.
" Why am I here" I said slowly sitting up, trying to think of a way to break the news to my brother that his girlfriend is crazy.
" Well, Matt called me this morning at like 6 telling me that Zacky had been calling you like a lot and you wouldn't answer. They were worried so they sent me to check on you and then when i got there you were passed out. I got you to the hospital and then they told me to watch you at all times to make sure you and your baby is okay" She said I started to calm down till the last part.
" WHAT?!?!" I yelled sitting up all the way. Both of the girls look afraid for there lives.
" What part do you want me to repeat" Valary said with a sad tone to her voice. I stared at her in disbelief.
" I'm not Pregnant, I'm on birth control and every time me and Zacky have sex we use a condom, so the doc must had did something wrong" I told her, Valary and Michelle looked at each other and then me.
" Silver there pregnancy test are VERY accurate. He told me that you are a month and a half along, you wouldn't be able to tell because most likely your period doesn't come till this week" Michelle said, I glared at her.
" So it is Zacky's baby" Valary said. At that point I had made it my goal to kill her.
" No Cause I'm NOT pregnent, If I was then yes He is the only guy I have ever had sex with" I said and they both awed.
" So you guys were like high school sweet hearts" Valary said. I got up and grabbed my stuff that was at the end of the bed. " Hold on were are you going?"
" To the doctors" I said, they both stood up and followed close behind me.
" I'll drive you... since you don't have a car at the moment." Michelle said, I followed her out of the house and down the drive way. Valary was right next to me.
" Did you tell Any the guys" I asked she looked at me for a second and then got in the back with me.
" No, I figured you would want to tell them, Why" she said with a smile on her face that was fading quickly when i looked at her.
" Cause I'm not keeping it" I said, her face dropped completely.
" What" They both said at the same time.
" I'm not keeping it, I don't have the money to, I don't want kids, I'm still in collage for another two years. There is no way I'm going to have a kid" I said, Michelle had already pulled into the parking lot of the doctors office. With out another word i got out and once again they followed me all the way inside and sat down.
After i signed in and did the needed stuff I sat down next to the girls. The place was pretty empty except for a pregnant woman next to me who had a huge smile on her face, she noticed me staring at her and turned my way.
" How many months are you. You cant be more then 2, you actually look really unhealthy for a mother to be... to skinny" She said, the woman had a slight accent.
" well I'm not going to have this baby much longer" I told her and she looked confuse before she could say anything the doctor had called me to the back.
" I'll be back" I told Valary and Michelle, they both looked a little sad.
" So what can I do for you today Miss. Sanders" Doctor Ocly said and i sat down at the table.
" I had passed out and my brothers girlfriend took me to the hospital which said I was pregnant.... I want to know if that is really the case" I told him, he told me to lift up my shirt and he would check the sonogram way since i was almost 2 months.
As he put the jelly stuff on my stomach, I started to feel sick, what if i was, would zacky be mad that i 'killed' our own unborn kid. Just last night though he got sick even at the thought of having kids with me, that right there was my answer alone.
As he put the monitor on my stomach he looked at me, as he got the stuff situated. " So what are you going to do if you are pregnant my dear" He said and I looked at him with sad eyes, I knew he already knew the answer.
" I cant keep it" I said and he nodded his head and looked at the screen. On it was black, grey and white lines and blobs.
" That is the baby right there" He said and pointed to the screen. " And this is it's heart beat" he said moving the monitor thing right on top of were the baby was suppose to be. I could hear a little thumping sound and couldn't help but smile.
" so what day to you want to set the abortion for" he said looking at me. Right then and there I burst into tears, which shocked the doctor. " I'll... I'll be back" he said running down the hall to the waiting room and came back within half a second with Michelle and Valary following close behind him.
" I'll leave you all alone for a moment" He said shutting the door, Valary came over to me.
" Silver what's wrong" She said petting my hair acting as if she knew me for ever, the only thing she does now about me was that i was a selfish bitch about to kill her own child.
" I cant have it... but I cant kill it either" I said and they looked at each other and then back to me.
" Zacky can help you with the money and I bet he would love to have a baby with you" Michelle said and I laughed.
" I had Matt ask just last night how Zacky would fell if we had kids and got married. He got so pissed I think that they got into a fight. Zacky hates kids and sure as hell doesn't want mine. He has a dream of becoming famous and at that I wont ruin his dreams" Right then Valery's phone started to ring.
" It's Matt" She said and then looked at me " You don't need Zacky cause all of us are here for you" she said and then handed me the phone and walked out of the room.
" Hello" I said sniffing a little, trying to stop my self from crying again.
"... Silver?"
"Yea,?"
" Are you okay? We all have been worried sick about you, Val said that you pas...." He said but then was cut off.
" Silver?! Baby Oh My God. Are you okay, AHHH what happened" Zacky said his voice crackly as if he was crying, just the thought of that made it two time more harder to talk to him.
" I'm fine Zack, I just passed out earlier but I'm fine. I have to talk to Matt, I'll call you later okay" I said and he sighed.
" Yea okay, but i know something is wrong" He said and then I heard Matt taking the phone.
"Whats up" Matt said sounding like his normal self once again.
" Go some place were no one can hear you" I said he was going to say something but didn't.
" Okay I'm outside what is it" this time I could tell he was worried.
" I'm pregnant, with Zacky's baby. thats why I passed out last night" I told him he was silent. " I know what your thinking and I was thinking the same, I'm at the doctors office, I was going to get an abortion to make Zacky happy and kid free but i couldn't. I heard It's heart beat and I couldn't do it... I'm Afraid Matt" I said starting to cry.
" Silver it will be okay, I'll help you out and the guys and Obviously Zacky wil..." I cut him off.
" Don't tell him, don't tell any of them. It's mine and your secret" I told him " I'm not going to ruin Zackys dream. It's gonna be over with us soon anyway" I told him starting to tear up a bit.
" Silver you can't do that" He said sound just as sad as me.
" You tell him and i swear I'll cut you out of my life to, this IS for the best Matt." Right then i heard a door slam and loud foot steps. " What the Hell" I said
" Not hell just Jimmy, So I was doing research on why a girl could randomly pass out. I got lots of reason so hear they are." Jimmy said and i couldn't help but smile.
" 1, you have cancer. 2 your prego, 3 you have diabetes, 4 you are ..." I cut him off.
" Jimmy only you me and Matt know okay, I'm pregnant, don't tell Zacky though, he doesn't want kids and I don't want him to be around it." I said and I could hear him growl.
" Are you okay do you need help, IMA KILL HIM, I'll do it and then you don't have to worry about a thing" I laughed a bit.
" Jim Jim you have to promise to Me okay swear on my life that you wont tell him"
" But Silly i.."
" Jim Jim, Plz"
" Fine I swear." He said, I smiled.
"call me after the concert, I'll send you guys a picture of it if you want" I said and i heard Matt say something about being a uncle.
" Yea bye Silly"
" Bye Jim Jim, Tell Zacky I love him and all the guys that okay." I hung up and the door was practically knocked down.
" Why didn't you tell Zacky" Michelle said I went wide eyed and sighed again.
" It's for the best" I said wiping the jell off my stomach and sitting up. " No matter how bad it hurts"
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Please post the 2nd part soon!
5/25/14