Shephard of Fire

So much time had passed since I had been near matt, I don't know how much exactly but it was enough to forget things like the feel of his hands and the sound of his breathing when he was trying to act human. They took the one thing I wanted and killed it, a day does not pass that I do not mourn for Matt and the connection we had. I stopped feeling Matt a few hours after I woke up, at first, I could feel his anger, a lot of pain then out of nowhere it was blank, and he was gone.I lost it when he disappeared and they watched taking notes they were always watching, always taking notes.Every now and then, they told me a day had passed but that did me no good since I was in a controlled environment.
This night was differentthrough the window I could see a man dressed in a swat like uniform patrolling every so often the people that always watched me were oblivious to him. Then all the lights went out I moved closer to the glass and tried to make out what was going on, maybe there was a storm and they knew the power might go out. When the lights went on I smiled like never before this people were in for a treat, behind them stood Gates with an eerie look, he looked up at me. His lips moved slightly I couldn’t make out what he was saying but he had obviously said it aloud because the men watching me turned quickly I could only imagine the look on their sorry faces. Gates grabbed on and bit in to his neck the blood poured out the side of his mouth and the other ran to the door. The guard from earlier leaned on the door keeping it shut and shook his finger in their faces 'no'. I smirked knowing they were not going anywhere except for hell. After gates snapped two of the five men's necks, he pushed on to a wall where I couldn’t see and a door that I had no idea existed opened.
I walked over to the door Gates stood there in jeans and a black v-neck his hair was longer and tasseled about, I on the other hand was naked and my hair probably looked like a birds nest. I didn’t know what to do I hadn't talked to any one in a long time and I hadn't touched any one, we just stared at each other I guess it was just nice to have someone there. The guard came and tapped Gates on the arm with his gun Gates looked at him and then at me.
"Let's get the fuck out of here."
The guard pointed his gun at the three men "lab coat give it." The men all held coats out to him gates snatched one and put it in my hands I pulled it on and stared at the men.
"Kill." That’s all they needed to hear to start sobbing and pleading for their lives.
The guard nodded and shot them in the head one by one he turned around removing his mask and giving me a one sided smile. His eyes flooded my mind with memories of the night everything happened those frosted green eyes, I stepped closer and lifted my fingers to his cheek he was real and it brought a smile to my face. He patted my hand after pulling it away, I turned to Gates and nodded "go" the guard walked out first and gates followed.
We walked in to a large room where Zacky stood in the middle staring at the back of a girl who had her hands on a huge glass in side was Johnny. I looked around and saw a lot of glasses all of which had people in them one had the Rev. Gates went and opened the door for the rev who ran straight to a guard and started eating, then Gates walked over to where Johnny was and looked back at Zacky and then me. Zacky shook his head signaling no and looked at the guard with the frosted eyes.
"You must be Chris, nice to meet you."
I stared at him Chris suited him; he smiled and shook Zacky's hand.
"Yeah."
Zacky walked over and whispered in my ear "that girl is your daughter Heather."
I raised an eyebrow "daughter?"
He nodded, I walked over and looked at her she was beautiful. Straight brown hair, Matt's rosy lips, brown eyes, and soft light skin she was beautiful.
Zacky walked over and pulled Heather in to him, her head shot to look over at Johnny making Zacky pull her face away from Johnny. I stared at Johnny confused to what was happening; he was pacing near the glass watching Heather like and animal. Heather pulled away from Zacky as soon as she heard the glass lifting, she had not even taken one-step when Johnny grabbed her arm and pushed in to the wall I looked at Zacky who was just keeping an eye on them. I turned back to Johnny just in time to see Heather open her mouth and sink her teeth in to Johnny's shoulder; Johnny tilted his head away and closed his eyes. I stepped in to pull him and her away but Chris grabbed my hand and pulled me to him.
"I can take you to Matthew but just you; it's not safe for anyone else okay?"
My neck cracked a bit from how fast I turned to him, he said Matt I could have Matt's body persevered and keep him with me forever. Chris leaned over and stared in my eyes then pulled me though some corridors, he stopped in front of a huge black door and turned to me as the door started to open.
"Inside there is another room like the one you were in, go to the door and swipe this card don't forget to place the card in the coats pocket before you walk in okay, I'll be back with a wheel chair or something okay?"
I nodded and took the card from him; the room was dark completely except for behind the window there was a red light illuminating the room. In the corner there was a huge lump as my eyes adjusted I started making out body parts on the lump, first the legs then the back then the arms and then the head. I swiped the card and dropped it in my pocket while walking in slowly; the lump had long hair below its shoulder. I froze when it started to shake and whimper 'Rory' My heart skipped a bit when I realized that was Matt's weak voice.

Notes

omg I had such a fucking day, I went Starbucks and locked my car keys inside the car while it was raining and my laptop was getting wet so I went in to get a coffee and there like almost no outlets in this Starbucks but its the largest shop I have ever seen and the I had the tow truck guy come and unlock the door with a lil balloon and I paid 65 box! lol he was a cool guy though. and then my mom wants me to take her dinner to work and that's a good 20 minute drive! plus this really nice Camaro was like trying to race me and im in a civic and I was like no dude my cars 25 years old your cars 6 months old f that and the guy was laughing. lol I think he took a pic cuz I swear I saw a flash but it might have just been a pic of the back windshield cuz I have a thirty inch death bat on it lol man I need a Matt in my life!