Carry On

"Yeah it's lovely" I sighed linking my arm in Jimmys. He thought a walk around the gardens would cheer me up for some reason. It was nice here though, especially as it was dark. The path ways were lit by a white shining ball, it seemed to the lead the way into pitch black. Strangely we carried on walking, until we got nearer to a huge tree lit up by millions of fairy lights. That too was beautiful. The happiness soon died once I saw Brian hunched on the floor, picking grass and ripping it into pieces. Anger rose up in me to the point I'd punch both Jimmy and Brian, but, Jimmy had already left before I got a chance to snarl at him. I noticed Brian holding my wedding book close to his side which made me wanna hurt him even more.

That book was like my secret diary. I didn't want anybody to know about it, let alone take it and look through it. When I was 14, I dreamt of the perfect wedding. I'd stick everything I loved in there, from my ideal husband, Kirk Hammett, to what colour napkins I wanted set at the table. It was my book. And just to see Brian holding it with so much enthusiasm made it worse that he had it.

"Where'd you find that?!" I growled trying to snatch it away. His head quickly popped up to me as I knelt down to his height still trying to take it. Once his eyes met mine, I quit pulling it and I stared guiltily at him. He looked so, well, I can't even find a word.

"I have to talk" he nodded wiping his eyes as if he'd been having sleepless nights. Not the kids keeping him awake sleepless, but, actually wide awake for a week. Before I could say anything, I pulled himself up and dug his hands in his pockets, still somehow in secure grip with my book.

"I don't--"

"I don't care whether you wanna hear it or not" he smirked spitefully. "You're gonna"

"I'm--"

"Will you shut up for 5 minutes and let me talk to you?!"

"Go" I pouted mardily, crossing my arms together. Brian pulled the book and flicked through it. I noticed extra pieces of small lined paper with scribbles and ticks paper clipped on some pages, I frowned suspiciously and waited for him to talk.

"Two kids," he nodded. I was growing more mad with the tease and confusion. I wanted two children before I married, him pointing it out made me more agrivated. "Rich husband?" He raised an eyebrow and looked up to me. I scowled and gave him a look of annoyance. "Purple and white roses--"

"Will you just say what you have to say? I don't have time for this"

"To bThe e the perfect wife," he read out slyly. "..always have time for your husband"

"Don't annoy me Brian" I growled getting impatient.

"Renee," he closed the book and out it behind him. "These past seven months, I admit I've been sneaking around. But, not having an affair" He held my hand which I tried to pull away. "Ages ago, we said we'd renew our vowels. But you got pregnant, and I figured it would be perfect to give you the time off and let me plan it. I understand me not being there for you was so inconsiderate, but.." he took my engagement and wedding ring off, and put them in his pocket, pulling out something different. He replaced them with a silver ring, with a small diamond love heart to the left. I had no emotions at this point, I was speechless. "I'm willing to forgive you kicking me out of my own home," he winked. "If you can forgive me for not being around for you. Sweetie, just.. will you marry me?" He got down on one knee and held both of my hands. "...again"

"Brian" Sound barely passed my lips. I had no idea after all this time he could still make me feel like he did on that first night. I was still pissed at him missing out, but knowing he'd go through the extent of everything just for me made me feel amazing.

"Well..? Will you?"

"Yes" I cried. Brian stood up and span me around kissing my neck.

"I love you Renee"

"I love you too!"

Notes

Uhm I think that's it.

Who knows, there could be some more way in the future but for now this story has finito-d. Thank you for liking this story, I hope you like the other one I'm working on and more in the future. Hope you've enjoyed it:)xx