Carry On

"Woah," I ducked from a kiss and pushed Ren away. "You'll blame this on me tomorrow"

"I have secretly wanted this for a long long long time" she hissed. I knew that was a lie as the slap she gave me when I kissed her was pretty harsh. "Here," she stole her phone from her pocket and set up the camera

"What are you doing?" I laughed.

"Renee Larson here," the fact she didn't use Haner was quite daunting. "The date is the, 27th and I am drunk. However I am certain I want to have sex with this dashing man" she flipped the camera over to me, but I immediately pushed it away. "This is evidence because Mr Vengeance suggests I will 'blame it on him' so - here. All down to me. Let's do it" she shut the camera off and pushed me down on the bed, straddling me. My heart dropped as I seemed to come to the conclusion she did want this. Oh god.

...

Brians POV

It was late, and all on my mind was Renee and Zack. I text earlier asking if she was home safe, all I got back was 'bar - talk later'. When Ren was down, she'd drink so much and it worried me. I know Zack would take care of her, but he could drink for England too.

"I miss momma" Gray walked through rubbing her sleepy eyes.

"So do I darling" I stroking her fine blonde hair. The sad part was I was willing to accept the fact she'd slept with someone else. Zack probably.

"Can I go home?" She moaned.

"You wanna go home baby?"

"Yeah. I mean, I know mommy didn't have to talk with a man because you were shouting at her and I think it upset mommy a lot"

"Let me tell you something Gray, if any of you're future boyfriends make you upset like mommy, you bring them straight to me alright?" I gave her a small smile. "Don't ever let a guy be a total dic- uh, idiot to you" It was hard to watch my language in a situation like this. "You deserve the world sweetie"

"I have a boyfriend and he is in my nursery and he is called Dylan"

Gracie ignored my meaning, not like she even understood it. "Oh right"

"I just want a big cuddle with mommy and you" she sighed.

"Let's go home beautiful"

...

"Fuck" Ren turned in the car holding her head. "How'd I get here?"

"They kicked us out because we were- you, were too loud" I chuckled tossing her a water bottle.

"Ah yes, I remember" she turned around to adjust her seat and found her dress & underwear spead on the backseats. I was only in jeans, I gave her my tee to cover up.

"We finished off in the car" I assured.

"I guessed" she smirked leaning in to give my cheek a sweet kiss. "Morning"

"Afternoon" I corrected. I almost told her that I loved her so many times last night, she probably would have took it as the heat of the moment so it would have been fine anyway. I knew this was a one time thing. We were just friends having fun. That bothered me loads.

"We nearly home?"

"This is you're street?" I frowned.

"Oh, I thought we were going yours" she sounded somewhat disappointed. "Fuck. He's back"

"You wanna go?"

"No. We need to talk, but, I'll see you later?"

"Alright, love y-. Loved last night" I once again stopped myself from making the biggest mistake of my life.

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