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I don't belong here.

Bad Case Of Deja Vu

Alex's P.O.V

After arriving back in Huntington from sorting the stuff with my old apartment back home, I realised everything had changed, look back now I can reflect on everything that was ruined, and all dynamics of our little family, was on edge. The only thing positive now is that me an Zacky are officially together, so that carried some happiness through r beginning, we were the only couple left standing, it was painful to here of matt and Nora.

Johnny and Jimmy are all still single, and as much as they can they try to convince mat to live up his single life, but he is having nothing of it. Also Brian and Nikki on the rocks apparently, rumoured that he's been staying at Jimmy's for these past 3 months, therefore abandoning all responsibility of being a father, but none of us, including Brian himself actually believe that the child is his, its shame but when asked, Nikki can never give a straight answer.

It’s been 3 months since any of us have seen Nora, it’s like she had vanished. This broke Matt the most, with now contact, now word that she was safe or happy, he was in constant pain. Most days one of us would go round his and check on him, finding him in bed, listening to music, mainly Nora’s music she had recorded, simple covers of ballads and guitar solos that she had recorded with Matt when they were together, it was sad to know that id hadn’t even had a coffee or anything with my girly, I had a phone call explaining there break up and to welcome me home when I was in the taxi back home, and that was it. I’d try phone her but would go straight to voicemail, it was the same with everyone else, and if we called her ta home, she was never there, and since id now moved in with Zacky, I couldn’t then tell everyone that I’d seen her and that she was ok, it wasn’t a normal day if someone didn’t mention her a least once each time we met up, her leaving our family didn’t only just leave matt devastated, but everybody. Jimmy had briefly seen her once at the store, but she was distant and very cold towards him, as if she thought pushing everyone away was the key to moving on, I know she’d say her matt ending was the best thing, but I know Nora, she was breaking as much as Matt was.

Tonight the boys were attempting to drag Matt out of bed as we had a party to attendee at Matt Heafy from the band Trivium house, booze and tunes, best way to get him to change his mood, I was downstairs ironing Zacky’s shirt whilst he was in the bathroom, tonight was going to be good, just a shame Nora wasn’t going to be there with us. After ironing Z’s shirt, I poured myself a glass of wine, as unlike him I was dressed and ready to go, sporting a plain black jumpsuit with black heels then brighten it up with gold a blue earrings, longed chained gold necklaces and a bluish purple clutch, wearing a leather jacket when it turns cold later when we will be sat outside drinking and singing. My hair was loosely curled and my makeup was light and simple. I poured my wine before feeling arms snake around my waist…

“You look stunning” he kissed my neck making me smile “thankyou for ironing my shirt”

“You’re welcome sweetie” he spun me around and kissed me passionate

“Im glad you decided to move in, now I can do this whenever I like!” he chuckled.

“Well very true, however we have a cab waiting for us, so pull on the shirt whilst I knock my drink back and we shall head out” he kissed me again softly, his hand cupping my cheek, and for a moment I felt like everything was perfect, but it wasn’t, my best friend, my sister was nowhere to be seen, leaving my mate in ruin, and breaking this band, this family one by one.

After completing his oufit, Zacky grasped my hand, entwining our fingers and dragging me o the cab, in which then drove to Jimmy’s where the rest of the lads were, including Matt. WE all hopped in and drove to Heafy’s, let the fun begin….I hope.

Jimmy’s P.O.V

We arrived at Heafy’s and the place was jam packed, you could barely move, as we walked through the front door we were greeted by the man himself.

“Dudes, glad you could make it, get your asses in the kitchen, that’s where the drinks are at!!”

Dude. We haven’t even stepped in the door hang on” Brian chuckled.

“Ignore him matt, he’s boring” I exclaimed.



After all piling in and the drinks were now flowing, I was sat with a blonde hottie in my arms, sat on my lap whispering some sort of nonsense in my ear that I wasn’t paying any attention to, I was more interested in seeing what my boys were up to. I glanced over to Zacky who was talking to Heafy with Alex, Brian was sat opposite me on another couch with a dark haired girl, chewing his ear off whilst his hand was trailing further up the inside of her leg, typical gates, then I looked for matt , I found him standing in the kitchen talking to Jacoby Shaddix, didn’t notice him walk in, I look over to the stairs and see the rest of papa roach, they had a young lady with them, she seems familiar but im too wasted to put a name to her face, but I can’t keep my eyes off of her, then I look to Matt , who seems to be pulling the same face, and then with a light bulb moment, I realise who the mystery girl is, it was Nora, and I was the only one who realised as I watched matt make his way over to her, Nora seeming to say goodbye to Heafy and try or head out the door with matt on her heels, and by hat all I can guess is she is trying to avoid us, and by us I mean matt. Watching Matt chase afer Nora, was such a bad case of deja Vu, hopefully this time theyll sort things out so we can bring our family back together.

Notes

comments please, so here we are again, what do u guys thinnk should happen, feel free to give me ideas :)

Comments

@g0ldenheart_rebelfist
ive nearly finished the next chapter :) you'll find out X

AvengedAddict AvengedAddict
1/21/15

wonder how the rest of her reaction will be after seeing his hands. oh boy

Oh damn.. she should go to Zacky's birthday.. she should figure out what she wants to do and go from there..

DaniVengeance DaniVengeance
1/21/15

Love it.. dramatic but good..

DaniVengeance DaniVengeance
1/7/15

@DaniVengeance
glad u liked it, feel free to give any ideas, am kinda stuck getting from A to B

AvengedAddict AvengedAddict
1/4/15