No Strings Attached

~Jess's POV~

I had made Brian stay with me for a few more days, simply because I didn't want to be alone. Ever since that horrible night, I have nightmares about that man. Brian has helped a lot with getting me back on my feet. He's truly a great friend and my feelings towards him are stronger than ever. I'm just not sure how much longer I can suppress these feelings towards him.

Its a lot harder now because he'll walk around shirtless or in a towel or just his boxers. I have to use all the strength I have in me to not attack him.
"Jess?" His voice sent chills down my spine.

"Yeah?" "The guys want to come over to see how you're doing. And so do the girls." He said oh so sweetly.

"Can they come over this evening? I just- still need to time to rest and prepare myself for their questions." I gave Brian a apologetic smile.

"Of course....do you want to get some ice cream and watch a movie?" A smile appeared on both of our faces.

"Yeah...let me get ready and we will go. I'm sure you have Chelle to call." I said, sadness flowing out. Once I mentioned Michelle's name, it was as if a cloud of sadness swept over Brian.

"Hey, are you okay?"

"Can I tell you something?" He said.

"You know you can tell me anything." Brian exhaled and ran his fingers through his hair.

"Chelle cheated on me. I know that I did the same to her, but it still hurts, ya know? She was my first love and it hurts that she did this. I know it not fair that I'm pissed at her because I'm just as bad, but I don't know." Brian confessed, his eyes brimming with tears.


"Look Brian, someone has to tell you this because it's true, and we have had enough with her. This isn't the first time. When you guys were away on tour, Michelle would be with someone every night." I told him truthfully. I never wanted him to find out about her, but now he needs to know. He needs to know that Michelle isn't the saint that he thinks she is.

"And I'm so sorry Brian. I can't help but feel that his is all my fault. After all, we did have sex." Guilt consumed my body, making me lower my head in embarrassment.


"Don't ever think that this is your fault Jess. You know Chelle and I, one we talk, we will be fine again." He hugged me. I inhaled his scent of musk and beer, the perfect combination. I hugged him so close, not wanting to lose the warmness that radiated off of his body. "And if it helps, that was the best sex I ever had. Just saying."

Embarrassed, I hid my face in his chest. The vibrations that come from his chest when he laughed always made me smile. I looked up at him, his eyes glancing from my eyes then to my lips. Without thinking, I leaned up and kissed him, feeling that familiar spark run through my body, all the way down to my fingertips. The once so innocent kiss turned into a very heated kiss. Brian's tongue forced it's way into my mouth and I exhaled with pleasure. I never thought that I would be able to let a man touch me again, but with Brian, it feels almost natural. I know that he will never hurt me.

"Bedroom?" He asked, his chest heaving up and down with every breath he took. Not able to form words, I nodded and we both ran to my bedroom. As I was about to lay on the bed, Brian grabbed me from behind, kissing me again. He laid me down on the bed gently and placed soft kisses on my collar bone, my body shuddering with pleasure. I felt his manhood poke my inner thigh and that made me even more excited. I scratched his back with such force that I would draw blood, even through the shirt he was wearing. My underwear was soaking with all the events that were happening and just to check, I "accidentally" ran my hand over Brian's hardened cock. His breathing hitched, and he exhaled.

"Fuck it." Brian ripped off my shorts, along with the underwear and pushed into me."I'm sorry if this hurts baby. It's only for a while."Tears stung my eyes as Brian slowly pushed in and out of my core. But the pain soon turned into intense pleasure. Brian didn't hold anything back. It has been far too long without each other's touch. Brian hit that spot inside me and I gasped loudly, arching my back and allowing him to gently suck the skin above my breasts.
"Fuck! Jess...you're so beautiful baby." Brian breathed heavily, grunting loudly occasionally. I whimpered and bit my lip as the ball of pleasure built up in the pit of my stomach. I threw my arms around Brian's broad shoulders, digging my nails into his skin. He pulled me closer to him by wrapping an arm around my waist.
I bit my lip so hard that blood was drawn. The ball in my stomach was almost to much for me to handle that I started to whimper like a baby. I clenched my walls around Brian's shaft and that was enough for him to pick it up again. His thrusts became sloppier and deeper.
"Oh god Brian. Imma-" I couldn't finish the sentence because my head was somewhere else. I was cloud nine and I couldn't focus in anything else. All I could focus on was the hot, fuzzy ball of pleasure inside me and the sweaty man above me.
"Hold on, Jess. Don't cum yet. Hold on baby." He whispered into my neck while biting on my shoulder blade.
"Now baby. Now!" Brian demanded and I released. My toes curled and my head shot back as my muscles convulsed. Brian came inside of me, his hot seed filling my body, making me moan in pleasure.
"Come on, we have to get ready. Everyone will be here in a few minutes." Brian said, getting up and slipping on his boxers and handing me my underwear. He simply waked out of my room without even saying anything like he usually did, not even a bye. Nonetheless, I was sort of hurt and I felt used.

I slowly got out of the bed and quickly got dressed. I slipped on some booty shorts and a over-sized Metallica shirt that I borrowed from Brian a few years back. It smelt of him, and that was enough to make my knees weak.

"Jess! Everyone is here." I heard Brian yell from the from the front dor. Following Brian's announcement were a mixture of voices. Jimmy's voice I could easily pick out amongst the others.

"JessieBoo? Where are you?" I then heard heavy footsteps down the hallway, followed by someone wrapping their arms around me. Thinking it was Brian, I leaned back and began to grind against his dick.

"Woah! Jess, what are you doing?" I whipped around and I instantly regretted doing what I did. There stood Matt. "Jimmy told me to get you, but I'll just go."

"Matt, I'm so sorry. I thought you were someone else. Please don't take it the wrong way." I pleaded with Matt. He was like a brother to me, hell- all of the guys are brothers, well except for Brian.

"You thought I was Brian didn't you?" My heart stopped and it dropped to my stomach.

"W-w-why would you say that?" I asked Matt, nervously fiddling with my fingers and biting my lip.

"Everyone knows how you guys feel about each other and this relationship Brian and you have is very stupid. I know you guys are screwing." He said with a all knowing smirk on his face. "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone I swear. I just hope you can see that we fully support whatever decision you make." Matt hugged me and I blushed, still thinking about what I did.

Shaking the previous events off, I walked into the living room with a smile. I felt my heart stop once again once I walked into the living room. There, on MY couch, were Brian and Michelle making out. I felt the tears sting my eyes and instead of making a scene, I walked into the kitchen to fetch myself a beer. As I reached for the beer, I felt my heart break a little. I know that this is only supposed to be about meaningless sex, but I have feelings for Brian. So, now I think that the best thing to do for the both of us is to end it.

I walked back to the living room and everyone was sitting around, drinking beers and talking. Thankfully, no one really asked about the night, As I sat on the couch, snuggled into Jimmy's side, there was a knock at the door.

"I'll get Jess." Brian said as he detached himself from Michelle and headed towards the door.

"So, Jess, how are you?" Val asked, earning the attention of everyone in the room.

"I'm fine. I'm actually feeling a lot better since BRian has been staying here and keeping me company." I told the group truthfully.

"Well it's good to see that you're back to your regular self. We were all-"Brian cut Matt off.

"Hey Jess, this is my friend, Austin Carlisle. You may know him from Of Mice & Men. I hope you don't mind that I invited him."

Notes

A/N:
Sorry for the long wait! This is a extremely shitty chapter, but eh. Comment.