It took me a while to calm down after Matt tucked me into his bunk. It didn’t help that everything in here smelled just like him. I laid there for a while, staring at the bottom of the bunk above me. I didn’t see a way in hell I was going to sleep right now, so I pulled my phone out of my bra and found my best friends contact.

Aerynn Hamlin, her and I had been friends for about five years. She was a groupie for the band I worked for, after about a year of Jacek and his band had been playing shows. She friended me and eventually she started talking to Jacek.

The two quickly hit it off and have been in a perfectly happy relationship ever since. They were now engaged; the only thing holding off the wedding was that Aerynn wanted to wait till she got out of school.

Normally I would call her to talk about anything that had do with a guy, but I couldn’t call when the only thing blocking my voice from Matt’s ears was a thin black curtain.

So texting her would have to do. She’d kill me if I didn’t tell her as soon as possible about not only my first kiss, but my first kiss with Matthew Sanders.

You up?

I waited very impatiently for her reply. She was jealous as hell when she found out I was going to this concert. She begged me to take her and just as I finally got Josh to agree she found out she had a huge test in class the same day. So there was no way she could bail.

Hey lucky duck. How was the show? Are you just getting home?

The show was great, Aerynn. But no, I’m not home yet. That’s kind of what I need to talk to you about.

ARE YOU OKAY!? WHERE DO YOU NEED ME!?

She always had a tendency to overreact, not that I could blame her this time. I mean I did manage to leave that pretty vague.

No, no. Calm down. I am okay. But I should tell you now-

My phone lit up at me and told me my battery was low. Of course it would, that meant this whole conversation was going to get cut short. She was going to kill me.

No, no. Calm down. I am okay. But I should tell you now- that my phone is about to die. But Matt sorta kissed me; I'm also sleeping in his bed. They are giving me a ride on their bus to Tulsa.

I knew it was going to kill her not to call, after she accepted the fact that I wasn't joking. Before she could respond I pressed a button on my phone for it to light up at the same time the text came in.

You are FUCKING with me RIGHT?

I snapped a photo with my phone, praying that it would hold out long enough for me to send it to her and thankfully it lasted just long enough for me to see the picture had sent.
I figured a photo of me tucked away in some cave-like bed was bound to be enough evidence or now.

With that I sighed and rolled over in the bed facing the back wall and tried to force myself to sleep, thankfully I was eventually successful.

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“Carsea, Carsea, Carsea wake up. We’re at your work.” The voice kept repeating the same sentence over and over. I felt like I had barely slept at all, the last thing I wanted to do was wake up. I let out a whining moan as I rolled over and faced the voice.

“There we go.” Synyster, also known as Brian held a hand out to me so I took it and let him pull me out of the bunk. My phone slipped off my stomach and into the floor, before I even realized what had fallen Brian had picked it up and held it back out to me.

“Thank you.” I muttered out and pressed a button on the phone, completely forgetting that it was dead. “Shit!” I groaned and started making my way to the sofa where Matt was sleeping. I hated to wake him to say bye, but I felt like he might be upset if I didn’t.

Either way I quickly convinced myself not to. I wasn’t in a good mood due to my lack of sleep; I didn’t want him to see me like this. I grabbed my bag and put it on my shoulder and made my way to the door.

As I did so, Matt woke up- or practically jumped up.

"Carsea!" He was halfway down the stairs before he could even finish saying my name.
"Were you going to just leave without saying good-bye?" Clearly he didn't understand I wasn't a morning person. I couldn't blame him for that, we'd spent one hour together. At max, how was he supposed to just magically know that I would rather take a bullet then talk or deal with any form of human life when I woke up.

"Well I knew you were really tired, so I didn't want to wake you." He let out a small chuckle and smiled down at me as he made his way down the rest of the stairs and out the door of the bus.
He took ahold of my hand; I didn't fight him on it in the least bit. He pulled me closer to him, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me into his chest. He must have taken a shower, come to think of it- he wasn't wearing the same Misfits tee that he was prior to tucking me in.

He smelled amazing, I tucked my face into his broad chest as he gave me a tight hug.
Seemed only proper to do the same to him, I wrapped my arms around his torso. I was so small compared to him, it felt at first as if I would never be able to touch my other hand. But I did; I hugged him back just as tightly as I could muster. It felt amazing, sure Aerynn and I were close but she wasn't the touchy-feely type. So I had no earthly idea how long it had been since I received a hug.

"Don't forget to call me so we can do something while I'm in Tulsa, okay?" He was sure to remind me, in some way it almost seemed like he truly meant it. I found it hard to believe this man couldn't find someone a million times better for him then me.

He kissed the top of my head, really he shouldn't be concerned with if I would really call. Even if I was the 247 girl he done this same thing with, I wasn't give this chance up.

"I fully plan on it!" I practically chirped to him. He pulled away looking down at me smiling, my hands still on his sides.

"Whatever your boss' reason for whatever is going on, I'm glad he did it." I felt my cheeks flushing, I'm sure that wasn't a line many girls heard. I mean really how many people in the world could have a life so much like mine. All the blood in my body had to be going straight to my cheeks.

His hazel eyes scanned my face and eventually paused on my lips; with that he was kissing me again. His fingers tangled tightly into my messy- unbrushed hair. His warm breath was almost intoxicating; again just like before the coolness from his lip ring sent shivers all over my body.
I raised my hands, placing one on either side of his neck. I had no practice at this act at all. The closest I had ever been to a kiss was when I was reading about them;I don't think most people count that. Aerynn surely didn't.

With a deep reluctant sigh he pulled away.

"Be safe." he instructed me; it only made me think of Josh.

"Of course." He smiled at me while letting loose of my body.

With that I unwillingly left, and made my way to Josh's office.

Notes

Carsea's Outfit
& Makeup

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