Alpha and Omega

Matt is sitting by Brian’s side, holding Brian’s hand in his hand as if it was fragile. Matt brushes away, the hair in Brian’s face, with his index finger of his free hand. Brian slowly opens his eyes and immediately sees Matt.
“What happened?” Brian asks.
Matt looks down at the floor before looking back at Brian, “Your stitches broke apart from eating.”
“S-so I can’t eat?” Brian asks, his lips pouting a little.
“No,” Matt answers softly as he rubs his thumb across Brian’s hand, “I’m sorry Baby.”
Brian looks up at Matt and Matt broke down in tears and sobs.
“I’m so so sorry Baby,” Matt sobs, “It’s either you go without food for the rest of your time …or …or…”
“Or what Mattie?” Brian asks, his shaking hands clutching Matt’s hands.
“They put you to sleep,” Matt sobs before sniffling.
“Sleep… like a coma?” Brian asks.
Matt couldn’t bring the strength to say the words, he just shook his head.
Brian looks down at their hands, “Oh… I see.”
Matt sniffles, “I’m so sorry Babe.”
“Matt please,” said Brian, “Please stop saying you’re sorry, okay? It’s not your fault.”
“I’m sorry I can’t fix this,” Matt replies, his voice breaking, “I’m sorry I can’t make you better. I’m sorry I can’t grow old with you.”
Brian had one hand on Matt’s hand and another cups Matt’s cheek.
“Mattie please stop being so hard on yourself,” Brian pleas, “Please Baby. I hate seeing you like this. It hurts more than anything I’ve ever experienced.”
“It hurts to see you like this and I can’t do anything about it,” said Matt.
Brian couldn’t hold his tears any longer, “I don’t wanna die Matt. I’m scared out of my mind. I don’t wanna leave you.”
Matt places his hand on the hand on his cheek, tears spilling from his own eyes, “I’m scared too Brian. I just want to hold you and, if I could, make everything disappear.”
Matt then holds Brian in his arms, “I love you so much.”
“I love you very much too Mattie,” Brian replies, his voice breaking.

Knock, knock.
“Is this a bad time?”

Matt and Brian look up to see a skinny yet curvy African American doctor with her hair pulled up.
She clears her throat, “I was told you wanted to talk about kids and adoption.”
“Oh yeah,” said Brian as Matt slowly pulls away his arms, “I said something to the nurse when you went to get something to eat.”
Matt shrugs his shoulders and he lightly blushes, “I kinda forgot.”
Brian chuckles before looking at the doctor, “Now is fine.”
“I’m Dr. Mason,” the doctor introduces as she pulls up a chair to Brian’s bed on the opposite side from Matt, “Now I can help with adoption since most children come in through hospitals, but I would like to talk to you about another option. It’s not 100 percent and it’s still in the works, but we can talk one man’s sperm, take a surrogate’s egg and pull out her chromosomes. Then replace them with the other man’s sperm, making the child or children have both homosexual parents’ DNA. Like I said, it’s not 100 percent. Out of the 15 couples that have done this, 9 have been successful. Considering your situation, I thought you might like that choice.”
“9 out of 15 doesn’t sound bad,” Brian mutters.
“I wanna do it,” said Matt.
“Really?” Brian asks.
“Yeah,” Matt answers as he holds Brian’s hand, “Not to sound creepy, but I would have a piece of you. Seeing a part of you… a part of US grow up.”
Brian shows a crooked smile, “Okay. Then let’s do it.”
“Okay,” said Dr. Mason, “I can have a nurse come in to help with the patient’s semen sample.”
“Whoa what?” Brian asks, “I don’t feel comfortable with a nurse touching me.”
“I can’t have you do it yourself Mr. Haner… excuse me… Mr. Sanders,” said Dr. Mason.
Matt couldn’t help but smile.
“They don’t allow me to let you do that because of your stitches,” Dr. Mason explains.
“Can’t my husband do it?” Brian asks, “I really don’t feel comfortable with someone I don’t know.”
“I guess I can let that pass but nothing else,” said Dr. Mason, “I was told no intercourse between the two of you.”
“Don’t worry,” said Matt, “I wouldn’t do anything that would hurt Brian.”
“I’ll get the preparations ready,” said Dr. Mason, “A nurse will get you the sample cups.”
Dr. Mason shook hands will both Brian and Matt, “I wish you the best.”
“Thanks,” The couple said at the same time.

---x---

“Now try to move so much.”

Brian grips the rails on the side of his bed as Matt strokes Brian’s penis, trying to get it hard. Five minutes and Brian still couldn’t get hard.
Matt stands up and puts his lips on Brian’s neck.
“Mattie,” Brian says softly, “We can’t roughhouse.”
“I’m trying to get you hard Baby,” Matt said huskily.
Brian couldn’t help but bite his lip as his husband talks dirty in his ear.
“Mattie,” Brian whimpers as Matt nibbles on Brian’s neck and rubs Brian’s inner thigh.
Brian then starts growing hard. His cock throbbing hard and ready for action. Matt pulls his face away and starts stroking Brian again. Brian had to grip the rails harder from the sensations.
“Mattie,” Brian moans as he tries so hard to stay still.
Brian wanted so squirm under his husband’s touch, but he knew if he did then it was back to the operating room for him… or worse.

Brian’s body began to shake at the pleasure.
“I’m close,” Brian moans then his head tilts back, “Oh god!”
Matt puts the cup up to the tip of Brian’s cock. Brian lets out a loud moan as he comes. Matt makes sure every last drop goes into the cup. Brian tries catching his breath.
“Are you okay Bri?” Matt asks.
“Yeah,” Brian answers, “It’s been awhile and I’m a bit weak, ya know?”
Matt nods as he puts the cover on the sample cup.
“Now my turn,” said Brian.
“Huh?” Matt asks as he raises an eyebrow.
“I get to help you,” Brian explains, “I kinda see it as our last intimate moment. It’s ironic though.”
“How so?” Matt asks.
“Our first time together,” said Brian, “We gave each other hand-jobs… and now…”
Brian blinks as he feels a warm hand on his cheek.
“Let’s stop thinking about that,” said Matt, “It’s hard enough to not curl up in a corner.”
Brian nods, “Okay.”
Then Brian smirks, “Now pull down those pants.”
Matt couldn’t help but smile as he unbuckles his belt. He unbuttons and unzips his pants before sitting down, beside Brian, on the bed. Matt was already semi-hard from the foreplay he did on Brian. Brian runs a hand across Matt’s inner thigh before wrapping a hand around Matt’s cock.
“I swear this thing gets bigger every time I see it,” Brian comments.
“Probably because you hornier every time you see it,” Matt replies.
Brian smirks, “My horniness is only natural.”
“So is my dick,” said Matt.
Brian chuckles as he starts pumping Matt. Matt places a hand on his husband’s shoulder blade as he watches Brian pumping his cock. Matt grew harder and harder. Brian went a little faster.
“You have no idea how hard it is not to suck you off,” Brian says husk-fully, “but at least I get somewhat close to you.”
Matt was about to say something, but a moan is what came out.
Brian kept the sample cup close while Matt’s grip on Brian’s shoulder blade got tighter.
“Damn… Brian,” Matt moans as the fireball in the pit of his stomach grows hotter, “Oh fuck.”
Brian puts the cup close to Matt’s cock. Matt grunts as he comes in the cup. Brian milks out the orgasm before covering the sample cup. After Matt pulls and closes up his pants, Brian pushes the nurse button on his call remote. It took less than a minute for a nurse to come to the door. Brian gave her the samples and now all there is to do, is to wait.

---x---

Brian woke up to realize that he fell asleep he saw the clock to see that it’s late at night, 2 in the morning to be exact. He turns his head to find out that Matt had snuck into the bed and cuddled with him, Matt’s arm is still wrapped around Brian. Brian smile and rubs his husband’s arm. Brian watches Matt sleeping, how peaceful he looks compared to when he’s awake. Brian can see Matt’s hair is slowly but surely growing back from when Val had it buzzed cut.
Brian kisses Matt’s forehead before snuggling closer to Matt, “You’re going to be a great father Mattie. I won’t be able to help you… but I’ll be watching you.”
Matt lets out a louder snore before going back to his usual snores.
Brian smiles and closes his eyes, “I love you Mattie.”

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