Kiss me like you wanna be loved

Simone felt terrible, today was time to head out on tour with her band, She was thrilled but at the same time she was going to miss all her friends and boyfriend

“Simmy? Are you ready to leave?” Her lead guitarist Aaron asked from the door opening .

“I guess so, I got everything so... lets roll” Simone sighed.

They went downstairs to say goodbye to their friends and family. This was going to be a 4 month long tour. The band had just released a new album.

Simone looked at all her friends,

“Aw Simmy, don't look so sad! I promise I'll call you everyday!” Jimmy exclaimed and gave her a big long hug.

“Thanks, it always so hard to leave you guys” Simone said and looked at Johnny

“Aw come here” he said and held out his arms, she went to him and gave him a hug.

“Sucks to be the only gnome left with Jimmy” Johnny pouted. Simone chuckled, she and Johnny was partner in crimes since they were almost the same height and since they both loved to prank Jimmy. Simone left Johnnys arms and went to Aaron.

“Soo..4 months huh?” Matt asked and she nodded slightly. Another tear rolled down her cheek as she met Matts gaze. He sighed and gave her a hug.

“I know baby girl, I know” he said, trying to soothe her. He felt her clung onto him.

“I just gonna miss them so much” She cried

“I know, they hate themselves for not being here, but they cant be at two places at the same time” Matt chuckled.

“I know, I hope his dad gets well and that Zachs having a good time , Brian too” Simone murmured

“Well, time to go and pick up the others” Aaron said.

“I’m gonna miss you so much guys” Simone said and waved as she went out the door.



The same night they headed out on tour they had a show in San Francisco. They arrived at the venue a few hours before the show.

“Simmy, try not to be so sad today” Sam, their drummer said after they had sound checked.

“I know, I'm so sorry, but you know it was like this the last tour too, I'll be okay later on” Simone said with a halfhearted smile

“I know, just hang in there” Sam said and gave her a hug.

“I dont know, its seems so easy for you and Mia to just say goodbye and stuff”

“We've been together for a while, its easer for us than for you guys” Sam smiled

”Well, I promise to cheer up before tonight’s show” Simone smiled, and right at that moment her phone went off, She excused herself and went to a quieter place to answer the call.

“Hello?” She answered, since it was a hidden number who called her.

“Hey Simmy!” A tired but happy voice said on the other side.

“Oh Hey Zachs, it's you! How are you?” She exclaimed happy

“I'm pretty good since the circumstances, oh god I miss you so much and I'm so sorry for not being there to wave you off”

”I miss you too, I know you are, are you having fun over there?”

”Yeah, kind of, My mum got lost yesterday, it was pretty fun tho” Zacky chuckled

“Sounds great, hope you’re having a good time with your family”

“I do, believe me, they’re crazy as fuck”

“Oh yeah? I believe you, talked to Brian newly?” She asked.

“Yeah, he called me yesterday, he sounded tired”

“Yeah he’s probably having a blast over there” Simone said, with a bit of irony in her voice

“Yeah, probably” Zach chuckled

“Anyways, I’m glad that you called, unfortunately I gotta go, but we can talk later Zachs” Simone muttered

“Yeah, I call you… Shake..”

“And bake”

Simone sighed and looked at her phone, Zachy was her best friend of all the guys, they just fit so well together. Had the same kind of humor, the same taste in music. Too bad Zack and his parents where on a vacation on the Philippines, his mother turned 60 and her dream vacation were to the Philippines, so Zack, his dad and his sister decided to surprise her on her birthday.


The hours went fast and soon Dead Hands Mess was having their show. The show went great and now the band was heading to the next gig.
Simone sat in the couch in the tourbus, strumming on her guitar while the others laid in their beds, chattering.

“this is my life ,its not what it was before”Simone hummed

”SIMMYYYYYY!” Sam shouted

”SHUT UP! I'm writing a hit!” Simone yelled back.

”all these feelings i've shared and these are my dreams ,that i'd never lived before” Simone continued to hum.


She strummed a few random acords, until she found a melody.

“that i'd never lived before somebody shake me 'cause I must be sleeping“She sang.

She stopped her actions and wrote down the lyrics and chords. She strummed a few other ackords until she found a decent rhythm.

“Now that we're here, it's so far away, all the struggle we thought was in vain,all the mistakes,one life contained…” She sang.

She stopped and smiled, the beginning of a new song. She was surprised, the words just flew out her mind, they were so accurate. She looked out the window, seeing trees passing by. The moon shined bright and the stars were shining as bright.

”So far away..” She whispered. She felt like a lovestruck teenager again, with her being so far away from him with a big H.

She took out her phone and gave him a call, she didn't bother the time zones, she just wanted to hear his voice.

After a few tones he picked up.

”Uh- hello?” A tired voice greeted

”Hey honey...” Simone said with a lower voice.

”Simone, uh sorry, I was sleeping, what’s up?”

”I just kinda wrote a song, I dont know why but I just wanted to tell you” She chuckled nervously

”That’s great babe, I’m sorry I haven’t called you at all today, it’s pretty hectic here”he explained

“I understand, how’s your dad?” Simone asked

“He is… alive, no it’s not that bad actually, but my mom has been crying all the time, he’s not dying, he’s just having a rough time you know?” He said with a huff.

“She’s just scared, your dad is a fighter, he will get through this”

“Yeah he is, a stubborn son of a bitch” he chuckled

”It was great to hear your voice babe” Simone said with a slight smile, even though he couldn’t see it.

“Yours too, I miss you” He said with little sadness in his voice

“I miss you too, I love you”

“I love you too babe, sweet dreams” he whispered

Simone sighed and looked at her phone, its crazy how much you can miss a person. Her boyfriend’s dad had to be hospitalized for his sickness, even though he only had a tumor, which would be surgically removed, it was still horrible and sad. Her boyfriend had been away for a week now, as soon as he found out his dad was sick he followed him toLas Vegas, where his dad was hospitalized now.

Simone got lost in her own thoughts for a while, and soon enough she fell asleep on the couch.

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The days went fast, they had been on tour for three weeks now. They had been in ten different cites. Today they were in New York, The last city in US before they were going to Europe. Simone had showed the band the song she wrote and tonight was the first time they were going to play it for an audience.

After the show they were supposed to sleep at Hilton Hotel before they had to get up early the morning after to catch their plane toLondon.

“We’re so fucking good, the best band I’ve ever heard!” Christopher, their bassist exclaimed as he threw himself in the couch, in the hotel room the all of them shared together.

“Whatever you say dude” The singer Sebastian muttered, he was quite tired of tonight’s show, and the very thought of getting up early made him even more tired.

A knock on the door made the whole band stop their actions.

“Who wants something now?” Sam whined.

“I’ll get it” Simone said and got up to answer the door. She opened the door and shrieked when she become face to face to the other person.

“ZACHS!” She shouted and jumped in his arms

“Surprise!” He chuckled.

“I-I , you... you're here” Simone stuttered

“Yup, alive in person” Zacky smiled

“You don't have the others with you?” Simone asked

“Unfortunately I don't, shall we go and take a coffee or something?” He asked

“Sure, I'll be back in a few hours boys!” Simone shouted to her fellow bandmembers and took her jacket and closed the door.

They went to the nearest café and sat by a table with a window.

“I've missed you Zack” Simone confessed

“I know, I've missed you too, but I've called you almost everyday as I promised” He smiled.

“So I was wondering.. how come you're here?” Simone asked curious

“I came to surprise you?”

“No, thats not the only reason why you're here” Simone smirked.

She knew her best friend inside out, she could read him like an open book. And he could do the same.

“Okay, promise to keep this between us, right?” Zacky asked

“Yeah of course”

“I haven't even told the guys yet, it's really fresh news-”

“just spit it out!” Simone interrupted him.

“I've got a date.” Zacky said short, with a smirk

“You've got a date?! What's her name?!” Simone exclaimed with happiness

“Her name is Meghan, she’s the same age as you” Zacky smiled

“I'm really glad for you Zach" Simone smiled

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The days passed and now Dead Hands Mess had been on the road for a month and a half. Tonight they had a show in Paris.

"Are you exited for the night?" Sam asked.

"Yeah actually I am" Simone smiled

"You were right" Sam said

"about?"

"Giving you some time to pull yourself together after we'd leaved for tour"

"I told you, I still miss them and him like crazy, but hey. I'm having shitton of fun with my friends aswell, I'm lucky to have this life, I really am" Simone explained.

"You better be, we worked or asses of to get here!" Sam laughed.


The hours passed by and now it was time for showtime.

“Are you fucking exited for DEAD HANS MESS?” Sebastian asked the crowd, the whole band was backstage, getting ready for get up on stage.
The crow screamed loudly in response, making Sebastian chuckle.

“Good, cause we’re getting on stage!!” He yelled back

The band played and rocked out on stage, as they always did. The crowd in Paris loved their new song and the whole show ended up better than they expected.

After the show the band went to the after party. To a club named L’Arc.
The whole crew including roadies and techs were there too, all of them having their times of their lives.

Simone sat by the bar, sipping on a neongreen looking drink. It tasted good, like lime and pineapple. Her best friend Melinda, a girl from the tech-crew sat down next to her.

“Whats up Sim?” Melinda asked, with a bit of worry in her voice

“I’m having a time of my life, don’t you see that Mel?” Simone smirked

“Yeah totally, what’s bothering you?” She asked

“I’m just tired, that’s all, kind of tired of partying all the time to be honest” She confessed

“Lucky you, I’m jealous of the rockstar life” Mel sighed

“It’s nice, good for you that you know me though” Simone smirked

Melinda nodded, seconds later her eyes grew wide.

“Oh my god Sim, look!” She whispered

Simone turned her head to the direction Mel pointed.

“Synyster Gates?” Simone asked tired.

“He’s looking over here!” Mel whispered with excitement

One thing Simone hadn’t told Melinda, was that she was friends with Avenged Sevenfold. She never plan to tell her either.

“He is coming over here… “Melinda breathed nervously.

Simone turned on her head and met Syns gaze, she winked to him.

“Hello ladies” They heard a voice behind them.

“H-hello” Melinda stuttered.

“Having a good time? My name is Synyster Gates by the way” He said and held out his hand

“Err.. ah.. M-melinda” Melinda stuttered again and shook his hand.

“Soo… what’s the name of your beautiful friend over here? Is she single?” He asked Melinda, with his infamous smirk which could get every woman to fall for him.

Simone had to keep herself from burst out laughing, Melindas face fell and she looked heartbroken, probably because Syn didn’t bother to try to pick her up. He was quite mean sometimes. He was known to the world for being a manwhore.

“You can ask herself if you want, sorry Sim, I have to go, my boyfriend is calling” She said and disappeared quicker than a whirlwind.

Melinda was the kind of girl who hated to be rejected by boys, she thought she could get whoever guy she liked, but when she was rejected she turned into a bitch. In fact Melinda didn’t have a boyfriend, it was just a lame excuse she used when guys rejected her.

Simone and Syn burst out laughing.

“What a bitch” He chuckled

“She hates to be rejected” Simone giggled

“Even better” Syn smirked and sat down next to her.

“So what brings you here?” Simone asked

“What? I thought you would jump and scream out of happiness to see me?” He said with a pout.

Simone chuckled. “Not today my friend”

“Yeah whatever you say, what are you drinking by the way? Poison?” He asked and raised a brow

“Yeah, I though it was an good idea to mix ratposion with vodka, probably it doesn’t work, I mean I’m still alive” She chuckled

“Ah, don’t worry I’ll get you something better” He smirked and called the bartender

Synyster was known to the world as a manwhore who loved pary and he partied pretty hard. He loved liquor and women,

Simone downed her drink and they began their shot-game. The person who downed 10 shots of tequila won.

“I’m still undefeated” Syn smirked

“Sometime you gotta loose, and it will be tonight” Simone smirked back.

“You’ll be shitfaced baby” he smirked

“So you wanna play that game?” Simone smirked with a raised brow

“I always wanna play with you” Syn smirked and gave her a wink.

It wasn’t something new that Synyster had a thing for Simone, she was good friends with all of them in Avenged but she had a special bond with Syn. Even the first months in their newly found friendship he showed that he had a thing for her. Even though he always was flirty with girls, he flirted even more with her, he always wanted to make out with her when they were drunk but she said no every time. And all of them times he had asked her if she wanted to have sex with him.

Of course he was kidding all the time and all was just for fun. So it became a tradition for them to always flirt with each other when they were drunk. And sometimes it was a bad habit since girls thought Syn wanted Simone instead. So Syn became rejected sometimes.

“You don’t” Simone replied shortly

“Why wouldn’t I?”

“Cause I play… naughty games” Simone smirked

“Even better, I like that stuff” He winked

“I bet you do”

“Before we start, there’s prices” he said

“What prices?” Simone asked curiously

“The winner get what it wants, the looser get to sleep with me” Syn winked

“Yeah but you can’t have sex with yourself” She smirked evilly

“I don’t loose.” Syn said shortly.

“We’ll see” Simone smirked and took the glass in her hand.

“1….2….3!” They counted and began to down all the shots.


After the fifth one Simone began to feel tipsy, she saw that Syn downed his sixth already so she hurried up and took 2 shots at the same time, doing it again until all the glasses where empty.

“I WON!” She shouted

“No you didn’t” Syn smirked and pointed towards a full shotglass

“Seems like you’d forget one” he smirked evilly.

Simone stared at him in shock, and looked down the bar and counted the glasses on her side. He was right, she had forgot to drink one.

“Fuck you Syn” She said and downed the last shot.

“That’s what you’re about to do” He smirked.

Simone bit her lip, sometimes when she drank, the alcohol made her horny, and tonight it was one of those days. And with Syn looking so god damn sexy made things even worse. She’d always thought he was looking good, better than the rest of the guys in Avenged.

“God you’re sexy when you’re doing that” Syn muttered

“Syn-“ She was interrupted when he crashed her lips against hers.

At first she was surprised but he kissed her so softly that she lost it and gave in when he licked her bottom lip for access. He tasted like liquor and cigarettes. The way his tongue felt against hers, the way he tasted and smelled made her insides go crazy, especially the lower part of her body.

She broke the kiss and looked at him. But before she could speak, he took her hand and led her out of the club. Her world spinned and she didn’t noticed that Syn had fixed a taxi, until he pushed her inside it.

“To L'Hotel du Collectionneur Arc de Triomphe” Syn told the taxi driver with bad French.

“You’re bad at french” She muttered and leaned against Syn

“You’re not better” he told her and put a hand under her chin, making her look at him.

“I am” She slurred, those tequilas were defiantly affecting her now.

“No, you’re sexy” Syn purred and locked his lips with hers.

Once again she was lost in his touch, she couldn’t think straight and her world spinned. He brought up a hand to her neck, pulling her closer to him. Their tongues duelled a passionate dance together and she was surprised that he was such a good kisser.

Before she new it they’d arrived to Syns hotel. Syn paid the driver and closed the door after her.
He took her hand and dragged her to the elevator. Once they were inside he pushed her gently against the wall and kissed her hard.

“You’re driving me insane” He breathed against her skin

“Am I, how?” She asked

“You’d been doing it for a while now, before your band headed out on tour, I've wanted you, I’ve wanted to ravish your body for a long time” he whispered hoarsely against her neck before he began to trail kisses upwards to her ear, nibbling gently at her earlobe.

She let out a soft moan and tugged at his hair. She trailed his body with her hands, feeling his muscles, she bit her lip at the thought of them being on top of her. Her lover part of her body began to ache when he let his teeth scratch gently against her neck.

She tugged at his hair and let out a soft moan. If he only knew what he was doing to her.

“S-syn?” She breathed.

“Yes sexy?” he whispered

“I have a boyfriend” She tried to say sternly

He just smirked.
“Baby, what he doesn’t know, he doesn’t suffer from. He doesn’t need to know”

“But-“

“It was pretty long time since you’d two had sex, am I right? I bet he is having his fun in Vegas, ‘taking care of his dad’ and stuff, I will take you to heaven” He smirked and kissed her deeply, licking her lips softly, asking for entrance. They made out until the elevator dinged, telling them they had reached their floor.

“I promise..” Syn purred in her ear once they broke the kiss.

Notes

wow, she's in some shit now, will she stay faithful to her boyfriend or? I wouldnt If I were her, I mean who turns down a chance to have some fun with Syn? ;) Am I right girls? ;)


Anyways comments are very much appreciated :D
thank you for reading <3