Kiss me like you wanna be loved

Simone laid with her head against the table. She felt terrible as tears striped down her face. Never in her life she had drank her sorrows away, and not even now she couldn't find comfort with the liquor. Her heart was shattered into million pieces and she felt like she wanted to die.

She wanted to be with her brother. To meet him again and him telling her that everything was going to be okay. That it was just a nightmare and she was going to wake up.

She sniffed quietly and cried even more between all of the empty bottles she and Brian had drank. Brian entered the room, wobbling towards her, even he had cried his eyes out. His eyeliner was smudged and he tried his best not to cry again. The last month has been like hell.

They have lost their brother Roy in a tragic car accident. Dead Hands Mess and Avenged Sevenfold was in a deep grieving and the light in the dark tunnel was beyond far away.

Brian sat down next to Simone in the couch, tears still flowed from her eyes. He sighed heavily and put an arm around her, pulling her close to him, to give her comfort.
"It's so unreal" She sniffed and grabbed the hem of his shirt, holding on for her dear life as she buried her face in his shoulder

. She shook and sobbed uncontrollably, leaving a big wet spot on his shoulder. Brian bit his lip hard, doing his best not to cry. Zacky had fallen asleep on the other couch in Brians living room. The others had went home a couple of minutes ago.

They all had decided to throw a party, to lighten up the mood in all the grieving, but it ended up with all of them crying their eyes out. Nothing was the same without Roy Harper. The gang had lost an good friend, a family member, in a blink of an eye.

Brian sighed once again while he watched Zackys chest fall and rise again. Zacky mumbled something and let out a huff. Simone was still by Brians side with her head buried in his shoulder, crying silently.

"Roy Michael Harper, born 28th June 1984, dead 4th may 2014" Brian mumbled and felt Simones grip tightened.

"I want to join him" Simone said with a shaky voice. Brian looked at her with shock.

"No, don't say that" he whispered hoarsely and took her chin in his hand, and pulled her face up so that he could look into her eyes. He met her gaze, she looked so sad and vulnerable.

"Don't say that" he begged her, locking her gaze with his. "Don't you ever say that again" he repeated.

Her lower lip began to shake, by biting on it, she tried to hold back the tears who was threatening to fall from her eyes. They got lost in their others eyes for a while and just sat and looked at each other. Not a single noise was heard except Zackys breathing and soft snoring.

Brian saw a tear escape from the corner of Simones eye. He wiped away the tear with his thumb, resting his palm on her cheek. Once again they locked gazes. And once again Simones lower lip began to shake.
His heart ached, he wanted to tell her everything was going to be alright. With one move he leaned forward and locked his lips with hers, kissing her so softly he could.

He wanted to ease her pain, he wanted her to know he was there for her more than before. He wanted her to know that he needed her, that she was the one who was keeping him sane in this horrible nightmare they now called life.

He stroke her bangs off her face and deepened the kiss, still kissing her so softly as he could. He rested his hand on her neck, feeling his heart beat faster as she licked his lower lip for entrance, which he gladly gave her access. Their tongues dueled and danced a sad but yet passionately dance.

He heard Simone let out a sigh as his kisses grew harder and pushed her gently down on the couch, with him on top of her. He parted from the kiss, but not too far, she could still feel his breath on her face. Brian met her gaze and brought up a hand, and stroke her gently on the cheek.

"I want to ease your pain" he said hoarsely, earning a slight smile from her. She pulled him down and crashed her lips onto his. Once again their tongues dueled inside his mouth. He let out a low moan when she weaved her hands through his hair and tugged, pulling him even closer to her. Brian heard her let out a soft moan when he reached for her lower lip, biting softly on it.

He grabbed her hip and pulled her up, his hips bucking against hers. Simone let out a small noise and Brian murmured something against her lips as he slid an arm under her back to hold her up against him.
She parted from the kiss, he could feel her breath on his face. He looked up and locked his gaze with hers.

"We should go upstairs" Brian whispered. Simone nodded in response.


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He stood up and offered her his hand to help her up. She took it and they made their way upstairs, to his bedroom. Once they were there, Brian grabbed her waist, pushed her against the wall and kissed her hard. Her hands traveled up to his hair and tugged at it. Brian felt her shudder as he gently nibbled at her neck and sprawled her hands away, pinning her wrists on her either side gently.

It was death silence in the room, the only thing that was heard was their breathing. Brian pushed her gently backwards until she was lying on his bed, with him on top of her once again. He kissed her fervently and let his hands explore her body. She was like a drug that he needed. His left hand clasped her waist, holding her close to him while the other hand massaged her breast beneath her clothes. She moaned into his mouth, letting Brian know that she liked what he was doing to her.

She tugged at his shirt, letting him know she wanted him. He yanked away from the kiss just enough to take off his white V-neck tshirt. She smiled as she took in the sight of him.

Brian noticed that she checked him out. He smirked "You're absolutely gorgeous" he said and pecked her lips. He took her tshirt off and tossed it on the other side of the room as he pressed his lips against her neck.

She moaned silently and pulled him closer to her. Brian was overwhelmed, his heart banged fast inside his chest and he felt happy, somehow he seemed to ease her pain, even if it was just for the moment. Brian hated to see Simone like this, he wanted back the old happy and foolish Simone, and not a wreck.

The last couple of weeks his feelings had grown for her, she had become more than a friend for him and every time she was around he felt his heart bang a little bit faster than usual.
"Mm Bri" she moaned as his hand squeezed her left breast. He groaned in response when she tugged at his hair and nibbled at his neck.
He felt his bulge in his pants grew even harder, Simone was driving him crazy with desire.

He sneaked his hand behind her back and with only one hand, he snapped her bra open and tossed it away. She slid her hand down his chest until she reached the button on his jeans and unbuttoned them. His hands slid down her sides and began to pull off her jeans. She placed his head against his neck as she slid off his jeans, kicking them off with her legs.

"You're driving me crazy" he mumbled as he slid off her jeans, smiling and kissing her neck, nipples and stomach until he reached just above her core. He placed a kiss on it and grabbed her thighs to sprawl her legs.


Brian began stroking her entrance outside her panties. She gasped slightly when he slid off her panties and felt his breath on her core. He placed a few kisses on it before he slowly started licking her bud. She moaned out loud when he pushed two fingers inside her and she tugged at his hair. Licking the way down to her opening and licking the way up again, he continued to do so until she began to squirm and shudder. Her moans was like music to his ears.

"Brian, I need you" She gasped and pulled him up to her, his fingers still pumping in and out of her.

"Not as much as I need you babe" He groaned, he needed her so badly, the way she was reacting to him drove him beyond crazy with desire.

Her hand slowly moved down until she found what she was looking for. She placed her hand inside his boxers and touched his manhood hesitantly. Brian moaned slightly at her touch, Simone smirked and slid off his boxers.
He slowly lifted himself and positioned himself above her. She parted her legs to allow him to enter.

Brian leaned forward and kissed her deeply as he slowly entered her, They both moaned into each others mouth and she squirmed when he started moving inside her.
Brian parted from the kiss and kissed his way back up to her ear, and bit it gently.

"Kiss me like you wanna be loved" he whispered in her ear. They we're one, moving in unison with each other, matching their movements. Simone kissed Brian softly,by biting his lower lip she earned a moan from him. She licked his lower lip for access and their tongues dueled inside her mouth. He pulled her closer and thrusted further inside her, hitting her special spot each time.

"I-I'm close" She moaned after a few minutes, Brian thrusted faster and deeper.

Soon enough they both reached their climax. Brian pinned her hands above her head and thrusted even more.

"I'm so fucking close" He panted.

"I need you" She moaned. Simones words took him over the edge and soon they both were reaching their orgasms together.

Brian lied on top of her for a moment, both trying to catch their breaths. He kissed her softly before he gently eased himself out of her, rolled on to his side and pulled her close to him. He sighed happily and snaked an arm around her waist.

"I....love you" he whispered, but hesitated before he said the last part.

He kissed the back of her head and heard her sigh. His heart banged inside his chest and his stomach fluttered. Tonight she had brought his hidden feelings for her alive. He didn't need to wonder anymore, she has been the one in all these years, he was just too blind to see it. He sighed and hoped that she needed him as much as he needed her.

Notes

This oneshot is inspired by Ed Sheeran - Kiss Me

You need to listen to the song to get more feeling. I thought it is a very romantic oneshot :3

hope you liked it!