Only God Knows Why

Zacky’s P.O.V.

I walked at a rather fast pace to the first place I thought she’d be. I checked her bedroom and she had the door locked. I knocked on the cool wood with the back of my hand.

“Kaylie? Can I come in?” I heard quiet sobs from inside the room. “Please unlock the door. I know you’re upset, I just want to talk about it.” I heard the lock on the door click indicating she had unlocked the door. I opened the door and found her laying face down on her bed with her face in the pillow.

“I thought I’d find you in here.” I said as I sat down and rubbed her back to calm her down. I could still hear her crying into the pillow. Seeing her like this broke my heart.

“Everything’s going to be fine, Kay.” I only used her nickname when she needed to be comforted.

“No it won’t Zack!” She shouted at me turning her face from the pillow to half look at me. “Stop telling me that everything will be okay because it won’t be, Jason just broke up with me. Do you understand that?! The only person who ever loved me just shattered my heart into a million pieces!” She started bawling again. I moved a stray piece of hair out of her eyes.

“Why did he break up with you? You’re too beautiful for anyone to go breaking your heart.” I gave her a smile because they’re supposed to be contagious and I just want to make her feel better.

“He was going out with another girl behind my back. He even said he was tired of me.” She put her head on my shoulder and started to cry. I did the only thing I could do. I embraced her and kissed the top of her head. She cried on me for a while and I kept on loving her.

Finally I spoke up. “Kay, you know he wasn’t the one for you. If he could do that to you he’s probably going to do it to someone else.”

“I know but..I can’t find the words, I guess what I’m trying to say is this world’s full of users, and I know I’ve had mine. No one will ever love me.” She said trying to gain her composure.

“Honey, you’re being foolish. I know someone loves you.” I tried to hide my blushing but that’s really hard for me to do.

“Really? Who?” She said that like it was the easiest thing to answer.

“I..uh... Someone.” I hope she didn’t read that too easily but I hope she did because I don’t know if I could say it again.

“C’mon Zack, tell me.” She was getting happier now. She is so bipolar sometimes.

“Okay, well. I..uh.. I love you.” I looked at the ground and blushed a deep shade of red.

“Aww. Zacky. That’s so sweet. I like you too.” She sounded so serious. That killed my world. She doesn’t love me. She likes me.

The next second, she started kissing down my jaw. Each one of her kisses felt like honey on my skin. She finally kissed my lips. I didn’t know what to do. I’ve just lost all control of my body. The only thing I can do is tell her how much I love her. So I told her when she backed up to catch some air.

“I feel foolish for being a virgin at my old age.” Her voice in my ear melted me. “I’m 22, I should’ve had someone by now.” Her murmuring in my ear was driving me up a wall. I felt myself blush and blood was also making it’s way south. I think this is just a dream. If it’s not it’s a dream come true.

She straddled my lap. I knew she could feel my bulge.

“A little eager are we?” She said with a wink and I blushed yet again.

I am still stunned and I didn’t know how to react to any of this. Suddenly she tangled her fingers in my hair and then smashed her lips to mine. I was in pure ecstasy. It took me a few minutes to realize what was happening. I kissed back after I realized she was kissing me. I glided my tongue across her lower lip begging for entrance. She granted me access and I roamed her mouth all the while our tongues were fighting for dominance. I thought about letting her win but I chose not to and I eventually won dominance. I felt Kaylie smile as we kissed which only turned me on more.

I flipped us over so Kaylie was underneath me. I supported my weight with my arms so I didn’t crush her. I lowered myself until my lips made contact with her neck. I slowly kissed down her neck until she let out a light moan. I smiled against her skin. She smelled so good too.

She tugged at my shirt giving me the signal to take it off. I got off of her so I could take my pants off too. She got up too and took her shirt and shorts off. I stripped down only to my boxers. She didn’t take off her bra or panties either.

She got on top of me and she started kissing me. I was really into the kiss but then she started to kiss down my chest and stomach. When she arrived at my boxers she placed her hand on my dick through the cotton. She started rubbing me through my boxers while she ran her tongue across my skin at the top of my boxers. I know I’m a moaning mess but I had to keep it down so that I didn’t alert any of the guys.

She pulled my boxers off and my dick sprung free. It was a relief to have mini-Zack not trapped anymore. I bit my lower lip as she pumped me and wrapped her lips around my head. She licked my slit and I had to let out a breathy moan. She went slow at first but picked up the pace while taking more and more of me in her mouth every time her head bobbed. Finally I was fully in her mouth. She bobbed her head up and down faster and faster until I came in the back of her throat.

Kaylie looked at me and smiled a really devious smile. Kaylie slowly crawled up my body and we kissed like we were starving animals. I unhooked her bra and tossed it somewhere in the room. Then I pulled her underwear down her legs and off her body. She was so beautiful that I instantly got hard at the sight of her. I got up and put on a condom. Then I flipped us over so that I was on top of Kaylie.

I lined myself up at her entrance. “Are you really sure you want to do this?”

“Yes, I want you, I need you.” The words rolled off her tongue so smoothly it basically melted me.

I slowly entered her core so I didn’t hurt her. She was moaning a lot which turned me on more. I hovered over her body with my head over hers. I kept telling her I loved her. She didn’t make much noise but she traced my eyes with hers. I took my arms and placed them so I was holding her hands lightly next to her head as I continued to kiss and make love to her. I sped up my pace and I could feel the hot ball of pleasure growing in my lower stomach. I let go with a series of low grunts. She let go not long after me. She moaned my name and with that she had so much tension built up she thrashed around and let go.

I collapsed onto the bed beside her. She cuddled into me which made me feel so happy. I smiled and kissed the top of her head. As I was holding her I sung to her... “Met you in a cafe, at a table meant for two. You were sitting by your lonesome, when I sat down with you. Tried hard not to show it, but I couldn’t help but see, that you wore a broken heart out on your sleeve. And your loneliness could not disguise the beauty and the charm. Thought if I ever get you, shattered lady, in my arms. I’m gonna rock you baby to sleep. I’m gonna make you crazy over me. I’m gonna hold you like you’ve never been held before, and love you ‘till you tell me you can’t love anymore. I’m gonna shake your emotion right down to your soul, and then I’m gonna love you all over, in and out of control. If this is how love is supposed to feel, baby I know I’ve fallen head over heels. I’m gonna rock you baby.” I hummed her a little tune and then started singing to her again. “Over an open conversation, and a bottle of red wine, you said this world is full of users, and I know that I’ve had mine. We danced a little slow dance, until they closed that cafe down. You said, “What would be the chances, that tonight I finally found someone who makes me feel like my life has just begun?” I said, “Girl, believe in me, and I’ll show you how it’s done.” I’m gonna rock you baby to sleep. I’m gonna make you crazy over me. I’m gonna hold you like you’ve never been held before, and love you ‘till you tell me you can’t love anymore. I’m gonna shake your emotion right down to your soul, and then I’m gonna love you all over, in and out of control. If this is how love is supposed to feel, baby I know I’ve fallen head over heels. I’m gonna rock you baby.” I hummed an outro and everything felt perfect.

I fell asleep for a little while and then I got up to go see what time it was. I looked over the edge of the bed, and to my surprise, I found a half empty bottle of Jack Daniels. I realize she was drunk when I made love to her. She won’t remember any of this. She won’t remember me telling her I loved her. She won’t remember how much pleasure we gave each other. I had an overwhelming feeling of sadness. I felt like crying but then I looked at Kaylie who was in a deep slumber. I put some covers over her to make sure she didn’t get cold while she slept.

I went to the living room to find that all the guys had left. I found Jimmy sitting on the couch eating popcorn.

I scratched the back of my head. “Did you happen to hear Kaylie and I earlier?”

“No, I thought you guys were just sleeping so I didn’t want to disturb you.” Jimmy said.

I sat down next to Jimmy and decided I need to tell him what really happened. “I need to tell you what happened.” I was waiting for Jimmy to kill me. “I had sex with your little sister.”

“No, you made love to her. I know you truly love her Zack. You two are meant to be. In a way I’m thankful you took her virginity because I don’t want her giving it up to someone who doesn’t really love her.”

“Yeah, I guess. But she was drunk...”

“If she was, she just won’t remember it. You used a condom so she won’t be pregnant. Tell her about it when you’re ready.”

It was times like these that I love Jimmy the most.

Notes

Title & Singing Credit goes to Rock You Baby by Toby Keith.

Is Jimmy psychic? Were Zacky and Kaylie meant for eachother? Tell me what you think in the comments. :)

*I apologize for the crappy sex scene. I also apologize for any grammar mistakes because I wrote this at 1 in the morning.*

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