So wrong, its right

Zacky’s Pov
At about 6 we were all heading out to watch Day of the Dead. We all piled into Brian Sr’s car and drove to the show. We got to the club and it was already pretty packed. M.B went to go find Lily before their set started and me, Brian, Matt, Jimmy and Jason got a space near the front. About 10 minutes later they all filed onto the stage as everyone cheered and screamed. Alex took his position behind the drums as the others scattered around the stage. Now I could see why Jason and M.B were attracted to Phoebe and Lily, to be honest they were hot but not my thing quite clearly. We all screamed along with the rest of the crowd making Rachel smile as she took her position behind the mic.
“HOW WE DOING FUCKERS?” Rachel shouted into the crowd making the people around us go crazy. She introduced the first song and a heavy guitar riff started. Lily and Phoebe stood on a raised platform head banging in sync which looked pretty awesome. After Lily’s solo they jumped down from the platform and Rachel stood on the platform singing an amazingly long note as the song ended. Everyone cheered and screamed around us again and we all joined in. They were a really good band. Their set-list was over quicker than I would have liked but it was awesome. We walked around the back of the club and in through the back door so we could talk to the band.
“You guys were awesome!” Brian said as Phoebe, Jordan, Rachel and Alex walked our way.
“Thanks man” Jordan smiled and he and Brian walked off talking about things I didn’t care to pay attention to.
“Where’s Lily?” I asked looking around.
“She’s playing tonsil tennis with M.B” Alex laughed making us all laugh. Sure enough a few moments later Lily and M.B walked into the small room backstage hand in hand a faint smudge of lipstick over both their lips. Brian and Jordan walked back in the room and Brian sat down next to me putting his arm around my shoulders.
“Hey babe” I said to him.
“Hey” He replied kissing me on the cheek. We spent another hour in that back room laughing and joking until our parents came and picked us up. Brian was coming back to my place tonight and it was pretty late so we weren’t gonna be doing any of that but we were gonna be with each other which was even better. We walked hand in hand to my bedroom and we both flopped down onto the bed.
“That show was awesome!” Brian said breathing heavily.
“Yeah and damn Rachel can sing!” I laughed.
“Oh my god and that note on that first song was awesome!” He added.
“You do realize how gay we sound right?” I asked laughing again.
“Meh I don’t care!” Brian said wrapping his arm around my waist and resting his head on my chest.
“Zacky?” Brian asked me.
“Yeah?” I whispered stroking his soft black hair.
“Can you sing for me?” He asked quietly.
“What song?” I asked shifting a little so I was comfortable.
“Any” He answered. I picked the first song that came into my head.
“Bury all your secrets in my skin…
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins…
The air around me still feels like a cage…
And love is just a camouflage…
For what resembles rage again”
I sang quietly not to wake anyone up still stroking Brian’s hair. I looked down to see his eyes were shut but his thumb was still tracing circles on my leg.
“So if you love me let me go…
And run away before I know…
My heart is just too dark to care…
I can’t destroy what isn’t there…
Deliver me into my fate…
If im alone I cannot hate…
I don’t deserve to have you…
My smile was taken long ago…
If I can change I hope I never know…..” I faded out as I heard Brian gently snoring. I felt a tear slip down my face that had been filling my eye since I had sang “I don’t deserve to have you”. It was true. He was too sweet. Too loving. Too Brian. I looked down at him again. He looked so peaceful while he slept his eyelid clamped shut over the mocha eyes I loved looking into. I sighed quietly as I looked over my sleeping boyfriend. He was perfect and then there was me. I got beat up and didn’t even fight back. I felt pathetic. I wanted to be able to protect myself. I didn’t want to be weak anymore. I didn’t want to be the girl in this relationship. I shuffled down so I could sleep, I got comfortable in my bed and shut my eyes.
“I don’t love you Zacky I never did!” Brian shouted at me.
“But you told me-“ I said tears in my eyes.
“I was lying to see how long it could go on for, faggot!” He laughed turning to brad who was laughing with him.
“I can’t believe he bought that!” Brad laughed along.
“Ugh the sex was horrible I can’t believe I had to do that!” Brian said in disgust spitting at Zacky’s feet. A crowd of people had now gathered on Brians side leaving Zacky alone. I tall skinny girl walked up behind brian and put snaked her arms round his waist. He put his arm around her shoulder and smirked at me.
“Hey baby!” She squealed, it was one of the girls that had laughed at me and Brian when we were walking to school.
“Hey babe!” He said loudly so he could rub it in my face. He leant down and kissed her roughly. I felt my heart shatter in my chest and his hands found their way to her hips and her arms snaked around his neck like we kissed. I could feel tears filling in my eyes. I tried to wipe them away but it was no use. I was heartbroken and ashamed.
I woke up with a start. I looked down at Brian who hadn’t woken up yet. I checked the time and it was only 8:30 am. I rested my head back on the pillow and looked up at the ceiling. It was just a dream Brian isn’t going to leave you. But he might. Then what? You’ll get beaten up again! I thought to myself. I lay there in silence for a few moments looking around the room when I heard Brian let out a small whimper, He must have been having a nightmare. He whimpered again this time slightly louder.
“Bri?” I whispered. He whimpered again so I began shaking him softly.
“Brian?...” I said quietly shaking him again. He began whimpering again and there were tears slipping out of his eyes.
“Brian!” I said quite loudly shaking him. He woke up with a gasp and burst into tears. I held him tightly to my chest trying to sooth him.
“Shhh its okay im here baby” I whispered as he sobbed into my shoulder. I’d never seen Brian this vulnerable. I held him close to me and kissed his head softly. I waited for him to calm down and I pulled away from his holding his shoulders and looking him in the eyes.
“What happened?” I whispered as he rubbed his big, brown eyes like a small child.
“I had a nightmare” He said quietly hugging me.
“Wanna talk about it?” I asked. He shook his head violently and I chuckled slightly.
“What?” he asked leaning back and looking at me confused.
“Nothing I’ve just never seen you like this” I replied stroking his cheek.
“Well I was scared.” Brian said trying to seem tough.
“I never said it was a bad thing” I smiled making him smile back. He snuggled back into me resting his head on my chest. I kissed his head once again making him smile. He started playing with my fingers like a kid.
“It’s like you’ve become a child” I laughed and he laughed along.
“You’d love it.” He responded slightly muffled into my chest.
“Might be a bit illegal though” I laughed.
“True, might have to rethink that” He laughed again.
“What are we even doing today?” I asked stroking his hair.
“We could meet up with everyone or we could just hang out” He shrugged.
“I say we just hang out with each other” I replied.
“You know what we haven’t done in a while?” He said seductively leaning up and kissing me.
“Mmm? What’s that?” I asked raising my eyebrow.
“Watched batman!” He squealed like a small child.
“Fucking tease!” I said pushing him making him fall off of the bed.
“How ruuuuude!” He exclaimed making me laugh.
“Sorry baby” I said as he climbed back onto the bed.
“Yeah you fucking should be!” He laughed as put my head on his shoulder. “But seriously I wanna watch Batman,” I groaned getting up from the bed, Brian following. We walked into the living room to see my sister and a group of her friends sat watching tv.
“UGH” I groaned loudly “Are you done using the tv?” I asked annoyed.
“No fatass we aren’t so you can fuck off!” My sister said flipping me off.
“Mom Zina swore!” I shouted to my mother who was washing dishes in the kitchen.
“ZINA!” My mother shouted “APOLOGISE!”
“Ugh! Sorry!” She said annoyed as I stuck my tongue out at her.
“C’mon Zee, we can just hang out with the guys” Brian said pulling me towards the door.
“Who do you wanna meet up with?” I asked as the door closed behind us.
“Jimmy and Matt?” He said squinting in the bright sunlight. “Or we could just go to the beach?”
“I like the beach” I smiled at him. We walked to the beach hand in hand smiling and laughing about random things. When we got to the beach we walked over to the cave at the end of the strip of sand. We walked into the cave mouth and sat down on the floor. Brian sat down next to me and wrapped his arm around my waist. I put my head on his shoulder and sighed happily.
“Brian?” I asked.
“Yeah babe?” He whispered looking out over the sea which was now shimmering in the sunlight.
“I love you” I whispered against his neck as I moved so I was more comfortable.
“I love you too” He replied burying his face in my hair kissing my head softly. I leant up and kissed him roughly pushing him against the wall of the cave. He moaned softly as I kissed his. He ran his hands through my hair. I leant down and kissed his neck.
“Babe I love you” He whispered again.
“I love you too” I whispered back cuddling into him. We sat there cuddling for about an hour when Brian’s phone rang.
“Hello?” He said answering the phone. I heard mumbling on the other line as I sat straddled over Brian, my head resting on his shoulder.
“Dude that’s awesome” Brian said and hung up the phone.
“Who was that?” I asked getting off Brian and sitting on the floor next to him.
“It was M.B, Lily said yes to be his girlfriend and apparently Jason and Phoebe are together too now.” He said smiling.
“Aw! That’s cute” I smiled standing up. “Wanna go back to my place and watch that movie?”
“Sure” He said standing up and brushing the sand off his jeans. I grabbed his hand and we walked down the beach together. It was perfect like one of those cheesy romance movies. I didn’t care, it felt right.

Notes

So im going to be starting a fanfic about one of the couples that links to this one i just need some inspiration :)

-Misfit6661

Link to my other story VV
http://www.avengedsevenfoldfanfiction.com/Story/45727/Just-another-romance-story/