It's All Yours Tonight

Jacqueline's POV*

I tucked my shirt into my skirt and patted down the invisible wrinkles. Letting a shaky breath, I turned around and walked towards backstage. I've done this so many times but I always get just as nervous as I did at Chain Reaction.

"Holy shit Lil' Red you look like a unicorn threw up on you." Jaime said from behind me making me scream. Did I mention I'm extremely skittish?

"Thanks shithead."

He chuckled and linked arms with me. "Are you excited?"

"Yeah" I breathed. "And nervous as fuck. Like we're touring with you guys and Avenged. You guys are really good and we are-"

"Nope. Stop it right now. You know you guys are fucking amazing so stop it." He cut me off.

"Yeah but-"

"No buts Kawaii Princess. You guys fucking rock so shut up." Jaime said and looked at me.

I stopped and turned to face him. "You're so stubborn. And mean."

"Tough love is the best love, am I right?" I just glared at him. "Cooome ooooon. You know you love me! Come on, bring it in."

Jaime stretched his arms out and patted his left shoulder but I sat there staring him down. He groaned and pulled me into his chest. I sighed on wrapped my arms around his waist. I set my chin on his chest and he looked down at me with this look I couldn't quite place.

"C-can I try something?" He mumbled, his gaze burning into mine.

I simply nodded and he stopped for a moment. Then I felt his soft lips against mine. The whole world shut off for me. I felt a warmness spread throughout my body and I got goosebumps. What the fuck is happening right now? Jaime pulled away and looked at me.

"I...what?" I asked breathless and lightheaded.

He immediately turned and walked away leaving me in the middle of the hallway, dazed.

What the fuck?

I heard a door open and...Johnny.

"Oh hey Lil' Red." He said and flashed me a wide smile. And of course I get butterflies. Because life hates me.

"Are you ok?"

"Huh? Oh yeah I'm fine. Just nervous." Yeah nervous because the two men I have feelings for are totally fucking with me and I don't know what to do.

"Well don't worry, you guys are really fucking good so I wouldn't worry about anything." Johnny said and held his hand out towards me.

I frowned at it. Reluctantly, I took his hand. This is gonna be a long fucking tour.

-.-

Okay, to say I'm confused is a huge fucking understatement. Jaime is completely ignoring me and Johnny is acting strange as fuck. OH MY GOD. Why can't my love life be fucking normal? Ughhhhh.

"I loved the theme idea Charlie, but what are you supposed to be?" Matt's voice cut through my thoughts and I looked at Charlie.

"She's a hipster." I said with a smile.

Charlie smacked my arm. "Am not!"

"Oh my god you totally are!" I started laughing. "Hey, hey, hey. Why did Charlie burn her tongue?"

"I swear to go-"

"BECAUSE SHE DRANK THE COFFEE BEFORE IT WAS COOL."

"God dammit." She sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose.

"I could be pretty punny... OHHHHHHH" I screamed.

"Okay okay guys. It's show time. Let's go." Erin said and I turned around but Hannah already had my bass and handed it to me. We walked to the entrance of the stage and the guys stood there waiting for us. Vic, Mike, and Tony all kissed us on the cheek but Jaime stopped and stared at me. I turned my back towards him and watched Charlie walk out onto the stage, then the twins. Before I could walk out Jaime grabbed my arm and kissed me on the cheek. I sighed and ran out onto the stage.

"How the fuck are you guys tonight?" I screamed into the mic, receiving loud roars from the crowd. "We got a great show for you guys... this song is called Misery Business."

Erin's guitar blared throughout the stadium and Charlie's drums sounded like explosions.

"I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top!
She's got a body like an hourglass,
It's ticking like a clock.

It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine,
She caught him by the mouth."

I belted out the lyrics to my heart's extent and looked around the crowd with a huge grin. This is my passion. This is what I was made for. All my problems faded. I swear, in that moment, all of the shitty things that happened in my life were gone. Erin walked up next to me and we jammed out just like we were in our garages 5 years ago. Soon I was sandwiched between the twins and we head banged in unison.

"And if you could then you know you would,
Cause god it just feels so....
It just feels so good."

The crowd cheered and applauded us loudly. "Thank you, thank you. This next song was written by our drummer, Charlie. I'm going to warn you. It's very sexy. This song is called Whore."

"I'm the girl you've been thinking about.
The one you can't live without.
I'm the girl you've been waiting for,
I'll have you down on your knees,
I'll have you begging for more."

I looked over to my left and saw Jaime watching me with a sad look on his face. When I turned back to face the crowd I nearly had a heart attack. I could've sworn I saw that terrible face from my past staring at me with a sadistic grin. I quickly turned my back and finished the song. When I turned back around the face was gone.

What the fuck is going on with me?

Notes

I'M SOOOOO SORRY GUYS! I HAD THE WORST WRITER'S BLOCK KNOWN TO MAN AND WENT MIA. A HUGE THANKS TO MY CO-AUTHORS FOR PUTTING UP WITH NY BULLSHIT. I hope I made it up to you guys with this confusing chapter. Let's see what LMV has up her sleeve (;
Song credits (In order):
Misery Business -Paramore
Whore -In This Moment
Hannah's outfit
Erin's outfit
Lil Red's outfit
Charlie's outfit

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