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ELEANOR'S POV

As I walked through the airport in Dublin with Matt, Alana, Dan, Zacky, Brian, Michelle, Kaycee, Kimberly, Arin, Johnny and Lacey, we were stopped by 2 fans, a guy and a girl.
'Sorry, could we get in a photo with all you guys?' the girl asked shyly, looking directly at me.
'Of course!' I smiled, and rounded everyone up for the photo, and jumped in, so the guy could take it. The guy and the girl then swapped around, and the girl took it. I put on my photo smile, that I had gotten so used to using recently.

'Thanks a million! It means alot!' The girl said, in her Irish accent.

I smiled. 'No problem. Were you at the show last night?' I asked, making conversation.

'I was. It was a brilliant show, and it was so cool when you came out; like, you were just so calm about it or something. Can I ask you something?..' She said, trailing off.

'Sure..' I said, knowing what was coming.

'Are you pregnant?' She asked.

'No, but thanks for basically calling me fat..' I said, looking hurt, before bursting out laughing at the girl's face falling. 'I'm kidding, I'm kidding. I am pregnant.'

She sighed in relief. 'Oh, my God, good. I felt so bad there for a second. It's just, I saw the stuff on your Instagram - wait, is that your legit page?'

'elwsanders is my only Instagram.' I nodded.

'Oh, good. I don't mean to impose, but I made these cupcakes earlier for you, because you're my favourite Avenged Sevenfold wife, I've decided.' She laughed awkwardly.

'Aw, thank you, that's so sweet!' I said, as I took the basket, which had paper machee all around it, covering the cupcakes.

Matt then came up. 'Hello, ladies.' Matt flashed his charming smile at the girl, who looked fit to keel over at the sight of Matt. Yep, he's mine, back off, I'm the one pregnant with his kid, not you. Wow, I am getting protective.

'Sorry to interrupt your conversation, but our flight is literally about to leave, it's waiting on us, so we better go.' Matt looked sympathethic towards the girl.

I nodded. 'Okay. Thanks, Matty.' I turned to the girl. 'So, what's your name on Instagram? I'll follow you.' I loved being kind to fans, even the little things like this.

'Oh, my God, really?' she squealed. 'It's zackyvisthemanforme, all together. Thank you so much!'

I hugged her. 'No problem. I know what it's like to be an Avenged Sevenfold fangirl. Bye!' I winked, before walking away.

Matt put his arm around me as we walked towards the gates.
'How you feeling babe?' Matt asked me, as we walked with the others, who weren't really listening.

'I'm actually good. I feel so much better since getting my revenge on her,' I sneered the word 'her', 'And I think I've ranted so much at you, I have no rant left in me. For the next week, anyway.'

Matt laughed loudly, throwing his head back. 'So, on the week mark, I should expect to be eaten?'

I nodded. 'Precisely.'

The plane journey to Poland was boring and long. To keep myself entertained, I just poked Matt while he slept, and every time he woke up, looked the opposite direction, pretending I didn't touch him, which made him annoyed, but he hid it.
I also decided I was seriously craving the cupcakes she gave me, so I took one out of the basket, and ate it. It had a deathbat on top of it made out of icing, how cute.
I then went onto Instagram and followed the girl at the airport, whose Instagram really did show that I was her favourite Avenged Sevenfold wife; there were so many photos of me on it. But I didn't find it weird, more cute.

Finally, we landed in Poland. As I stood up, I noticed I felt suddenly dizzy and groggy. Probably my hormones.
As we all got off the plane, and were walking through the airport, I was talking to Lacey about how Polish vodka is meant to be really good, with Matt at my side, holding hands, when my knees suddenly became weak, and I felt myself collapse on to the floor, everything going black.

MATT'S POV

I could feel Eleanor's hand become somewhat heavier. I turned around to see Eleanor collapsing onto the ground. Fuck.
I tried my best to stop her from falling onto the ground by trying to grab hold of her, but it was too late. As she fell to the ground, I could see her eyes rolling to the back of her head, and she started convulsing violently. Lacey and I looked up at each other, both looking terrified. We both then dropped to the ground, not knowing what to do, as El writhed around the ground uncontrollably. She looked possessed.

The others were in front of us, and only noticed when I started shouting. 'Someone call 911!' I shouted.
Dan came sprinting towards us. He quickly got onto his knees beside El, who was still having a fit. It was terrifying, foam coming from her mouth, her eyes rolling back in her head, her whole body convulsing.
I watched Dan as he turned El on her left side, and held her there, gently talking to her, saying things like 'It's okay, Eleanor, I'm right here' and 'Just keep calm, it'll be over soon', until she finally stopped convulsing. I only realised then I was crying.

ELEANOR'S POV

'Eleanor? Eleanor, come on, please wake up!' I could hear Matt calling me. My eyes fluttered open, and I took in my surroundings, which were quite blurry. I was on the floor - where? I was very unsure - and surrounding me was Matt, Alana, Dan, Zacky, Kimberly and 2 people I didn't know.
'W - What's going on?' I slurred, trying to sit up.

'Matt can explain everything in the ambulance, can't you Matt?' Matt nodded quickly, at the man who was talking, who I still didn't know. 'But my name is Tomas, and I'm a paramedic, this is Janetta, another paramedic, okay, Eleanor? So, right now, we need to get you into the ambulance, and very slowly, because we want to make sure baby is okay, as well as Mommy, okay?'
I nodded slowly, my head feeling like led, eyes drooping.
'Do you feel any pain at all, Eleanor?' Tomas said, in his Polish accent.
I shook my head. Wait, where was I?
'Okay, Matt, can you carry her out to the ambulance? It's only out the door.'
Matt nodded, before leaning down to pick me up. I dazed around me, looking at Dan, Alana, Zacky and Kimberly becoming smaller as we walked out the door, and into the open, then into the ambulance, onto a stretcher.

The second I got in, Tomas started taking my pulse, my blood pressure and stuff like that.
'Is someone gonna tell me what's going on? Because I am confused.' I slurred, my eyes half open.
I turned around, to see Matt sitting behind me in the ambulance, holding my hand.
'You collapsed as we were walking through the airport, and had a huge fit, before passing out for 10 minutes..' Matt said, sounding really sad.
'Is that why I feel so sleepy?' I said tiredly.

'Eleanor, I'm going to ask you some questions, and you have to be 100% honest, okay?' Tomas said.
'Go for it, Tomas.' I shrugged.
'Have you taken any drugs in the past 24 hours?'

Notes

So I'm back! For now..

I suddenly got this strong urge to write - which I am so glad about - so I did that, and voila!
I've come to the decision that i'm going to continue on writing again,to not be on a break any more, because I really miss it too much, and I really, sincerely think you guys help my depression..
But don't expect constant writing, I might post a chapter tomorrow, then again I might post a chapter next week.. It really depends on my mood, like one day I feel like writing 1946289 chapters, the next I feel like finishing the story..
I know I'm too emotional, but thank you all so much for being there for me, you mean more to mean than you'll ever know.. <3
Also, I know it may seem weird that I'm so open with what's going on with me, personally, but honestly, I think you guys deserve to know, like, if I was reading a fanfic and the author was fucking me around so much, like I have been, if I didn't get an explanation, I would so unsubscribe from their story..
I LOVE YOU ALL MWAH x