You'll learn your lesson, but first you'll fall..

As I stood side stage, watching Matt sing Dear God, I could feel tears welling up in my eyes, as I held my bump. Hormones.
I felt arms wrap around me, and turned around to see Alana hugging me tightly.

'It's okay, bae, don't cry.' Alana said, as she hugged me. 'You're here with us all now, and you kicked some ass earlier; I am proud.'

I giggled. 'Thanks, bae. I have to say, I'm proud of the damage I did. Did you sort her out, or can I?' I said to Alana.

'I haven't got her of yet, but between you and me, I think you should finish her off rather than me. Baby or no baby, you're like Jackie Chan when you get pissed off.' Alana exclaimed, still hugging me. 'By the way, your ass has gotten better since last time I saw it.'

'I blame the pregnancy.' I giggled, before gasping quickly, when she grabbed my ass and started massaging it with her hand.

As I went to look behind me, to see was there anyone around, she stopped me. 'Don't worry, everyone else is on the other side of the stage, it's cool.'

Alana then stopped, to walk in front of me, and push me back, in between 2 huge amplifiers, meaning no one could see us, not the guys on stage, not the fans, no one.
Without speaking, she cupped my face with her hands, and leaned in to kiss me gently, our lips moving against one anothers. I put my arms around her waist, pulling her closer to me.
The kiss then deepened, and her hands went from my face to my ass, cupping it in her hands, grabbing it occasionally. As Alana's tongue ran over my bottom lip, before moving into my mouth, I moaned lowly, before biting her bottom lip seductively. She pulled me closer in response. I could hear the song end, and knew the show would be over, and the guys would be coming off this side, and them stumbling upon this could end..weirdly. I pulled away gently, and smiled at Alana.

'It's been a while.' Alana shrugged, 'since you and me. Dan's kisses are great, don't get me wrong, but you're still the best. And we never got to finish that threesome!' she pouted.
I laughed loudly. 'At the moment, I'm barely putting out at all, let alone having threesomes!'
Alana leaned in to kiss me again quickly, and as we turned around, I jumped in fright, seeing Dan standing there, head cocked to one side, smirking.

I went to speak, but Dan interrupted me. 'I didn't see anything. I did not see anything.' He turned around, hands in the air, and walked away. Alana and I looked at each other, before bursting out laughing, and walking out of between the amps, so we could see the stage again.

I started listening to what Matt was talking about. 'So, we're pretty close to being at the end of this tour, and I have to say, out of all the places we've been, Ireland, you are really giving it your all tonight!' Matt said, causing an eruption of cheering and clapping. 'But the thing that has totally topped my night,' Matt paused, smiling. 'Is that my beautiful wife, Eleanor, is here, in this building, tonight. Who thinks I should get her out here?' Matt said, and I could feel my cheeks turning bright red already. The whole arena started cheering my name.
'Eleanor! Eleanor! Eleanor! Eleanor!' they all cheered. Matt, I am going to fucking kill you.
Matt turned to where the side stage was, 'Come on out then, El!'
I looked to Alana, in fright, who gestured me out. 'Go! Go!'

Ugh. I stepped out onto the stage, wearing an Ireland jersey,- that for some reason, I decided to purchase when we were shopping - which hid my bump,blue jeans and my tie dye Vans. The second I came into view of all the fans, the whole arena started cheering and clapping again - probably because of the jersey. I walked up to Matt, staring right at him, trying not to focus on the fact that thousands of people were looking at me right now. When I reached him, he gave me a quick hug, and a peck on the lips, making the whole arena 'aww'.
Matt then decided to hand me the mic. Oh, my God, no, no, no. What do I say?
I looked at him, unsure of what to do. He shrugged, grinning. I loved Matt's energy and happiness on stage. He really did adore his fans.

'So, Dublin..' I said into the mic, and nearly cringed, hearing my voice being amplified around the stadium. 'How are my boys performing for y'all tonight?'

The crowd erupted again,cheering. I looked around, nodding and smiling, with my thumbs up in a questionable way. Seeing all the ecstatic faces, beaming up at me as if I was some sort of Queen, really made me realise; I was basically famous!
I then saw everyone at the barrier, squished against the hard metal, and remembered that feeling. Ow.

'I just wanna say,' I paused, looking around, and everyone basically shushed, 'I hope you guys are all taking care of each other out there in the pit, cos I know how warm and rough and claustrophobic things can get, and it can be tough, but, hey, it's worth it, getting to hear these amazing people play, right?' I asked, and everyone clapped and shouted again.

'Okay, I'm gonna go and let you guys finish up, okay? Have fun!' I said into the mic, before handing it back to Matt, giving him another peck on the lips, and walking off, hearing a lot of wolf whistles as I left the stage. Classic Matt, bringing me on stage. I stood at side stage again, with Dan and Alana.
'You own the stage better than Matt.' Dan laughed.
'Yeah, right.' I snorted.
'No, seriously.' Dan said to me, 'You've got brilliant crowd control, crowd interaction, interactions with other band members. You're a natural, Sanders.' Dan shrugged.
'I doubt that highly.' I laughed.

Notes

I know I said I was taking a break, I still am, but I found this chapter where I have all my other chapters, I obviously forgot to post it, so here you go!
p.s girl on girl smutttt ;o
Thank you lovelies all so much for being so supportive and understanding about my situation, from the bottom of my heart, I don't know where I'd be if I didn't have this story and all of you guys..
I genuinely love you all <3