Is this really happening? Or is it just a dream? I can’t tell anymore. I was drifting off to sleep just 3 minutes ago and now I’m wide awake with Brian’s mouth on mine, claiming me desperately. Oh God I wanted nothing more.

I wasn’t sure whether all of his love talk was true but it melted my heart like cheese in a microwave. He pushed my body slowly until I landed on the bed with his lips still pressing hard on mine. He settled himself between my legs and pressed his hard body on my breasts. He moved up and down, grinding his crotch against mine and I felt soaked already. But damn it, I’m exposed and vulnerable while he was still fully dressed. My hands moved on their own accord - fumbling with his belt buckle and unzipped his pants quickly.

“Oh, mhmm. Wow. You missed this guy that much huh.” He pulled away from the kiss and was surprised to see my spontaneous move. I don’t know what came over me but I wanted to taste him. Just once is enough. Okay that’s a lie. I wanted to taste him as many times as I can.
I didn’t answer his surprise remark and just pulled down his pants and boxers to his knee. His hardened dick sprang right across my face and he chuckled, watching me from above as he knelt on the bed. I looked up, his brown eyes caught mine, glinting softly in the moonlight.

“Baby, I want to be inside you, not inside your mouth.” He stroked my hair gently but he didn’t pull back when I grabbed him with my hand. Clearly he wanted it too. So I pumped his hard on – slow at first, only to let him shut his eyes tight and whimpered softly. He moaned and grunted when I kissed the tip and blew cold air on the slid of its head.

“God, fuck Addie that felt good.”

I smiled and took him fully in my mouth. He groaned my name and I dipped my head up and down, my nose colliding with his very little dark pubic hairs as I nuzzled against his lower belly. Damn he smelled sexy.

“Stop. I’m not coming into your mouth.”

I parted away and he took my lips hungrily, tasting himself there. He stripped away from his tshirt and pants, eventually kneeling before me – naked. His hands reached for the sides of my hips and pulled my panties down, tossing it away while kissing my inner thigh, trailed down to the apex of my vagina.

“Brian..”

He smiled, I can feel it there. His tongue slid inside, making my body arched and squirmed that he had to hold on to my waist preventing me from moving a lot.

“Stay still, Addie. Can’t you see that I’m hungry?”

I widened my eyes while he dived again, licking on my sweet spot and pushed his tongue deeper inside. I can’t help but screamed his name into the pillow. I don’t want Arin to hear me making love to him next door. Hell I don’t want anybody to know that we were on fire right now.

Let this moment only be us.

Every move he made down there making me go crazy. I had to grab the sheets tight with one hand and the other buried in his hair while he kept shoving his face inside me.

“Brian..Brriiian..”

“Mhhmm..”

“I’m co-” the waves crashed down upon me as my hips jerked on his face and I reached my orgasm solely by the action of his tongue. My body shuddered and relaxed, while Brian got up and kissed me so I can taste myself. God, I’ve never felt so disgusting and sexy at the same time.

“You are delicious, baby. I’m not eating any other kind of food again.”

My barriers and feelings defense mechanism just fell apart right there. I laughed and he laughed too.

“You have to eat, Brian. In fact, I’m going to feed you right now.”

“What?”

I jumped down from the bed and he let me go reluctantly. I rummaged through the mini fridge nearby and found a box of ice cream in there. Grinning at the thought I took it out and grabbed a spoon on my way back to the bed.

He was watching me intently with his dick stood at attention, and I smiled at it.

“Ice cream?”

“Yep. Open your mouth.” I knelt before him and opened the lid. He obeyed and I scooped a spoonful of the ice cream into his mouth but he stopped me midway. He drove and led my hand slowly until the ice cream fell down on my breast and I gasped. Fuck it’s cold! He watched as the sticky chocolate substance melting down to my nipple and he swiftly licked all of it, sucking and biting as he went.

“Oh God, Brian..” I moaned when his warm breath succumbed to the coldness and dampness of my breasts. Fuck this guy can turn a cold ice cream into a hot one.

He finished licking all of the ice cream traces on me and looked up.

“More,” he said with his brown eyes adorably wide. I shook my head, remembering the chills I felt once the ice cream poured down my – holy fuck he grabbed the box from my hand.
He continued to pour some more cold but melting ice cream down my body starting from my shoulders, to all over my breasts and my stomach. He put the box away and started licking me clean, pulling me up until I sat right between his legs, straddling him.

“Brian, it’s cold..”

“Cold? You want a heater for your thighs?” he chuckled at his own joke and I rolled my eyes, remembering the lyrics from one of their songs which was about sex and murder. He hoisted my body up and guided his dick into me and I already felt the tip of it deep inside.

“Ohh…Brian..”

“God, you’re so beautiful Addie.” He claimed as he moved me up and down slowly. I smiled down at him and pulling his hands up to touch my sticky breasts. I rode him slow and steady, wanting to feel all of him underneath me and he guided me by pushing my hips a little forward just the way he wanted to.

“Faster baby...” he begged, because the slow pace didn’t make him feel enough friction. So I moved my hips fast until he wasn’t pulling out of me anymore, until our skin made some squishing noises as I slammed onto him and biting my lips hard.

“Shit shit, you’re a – fucking goddess Addie.”

“Uh – Brian – um, uh, we – are – ummm mhh –un – protected – aren’t we?”

“I can just – come outside. Just fucking, give it to me. “

I whimpered and stiffed as he moved so wildly beneath me, my hair swaying everywhere and my fingernails dug on his broad chest.

“Brian, I’m close!”

“Let go and I’ll just-”

Too late. We both came at the same time and he unloaded his spill inside me. I can feel the warmth of it sliding down my apex. He spurted a little more, slamming hard against me and his body relaxed afterwards.

“You..came inside me.”

He jolted up. His eyes staring up into me, frowning.

“Oh fuck. Are you on a pill?”

I shook my head. He quickly pulled out from me but didn’t let me go. I was actually glad that he didn’t run. I don’t want to be burdened by anybody’s child too so I didn’t mind if he was feeling the same way.

“Addie, I just want you to know that I don’t regret this. If it’s meant to be, then I’ll be happy to be beside you.”

I quickly thought of my job and Andy, my ‘boyfriend’. I sat up straight abruptly and a little away from him.

“No Brian. We’re both cheating. We can’t be together.”

“I will break it off with Michelle.”

“No you won’t.”

“Addie, Addie. Listen to me.” He buried his nose in my hair as his arms wrapped around me from behind.

“No matter what I do, I can’t seem to get you out of my fucking head. I want to be with you. Can’t you break it off with Andy too?”

I turned around in his arms and watched as his brown eyes glinting soft. What was he proposing actually?

“What are you saying, Brian..?”

“I want you to be my girlfriend.”

Oh shit. I’m so screwed.

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She walked a little faster, hugging herself and wrapped her body around the sweater a little more. He’d still followed from behind. If she ran, he would run too. Up to the point where she felt sick of it. Eventually she turned around and faced him. He halted, his round eyes widened, his mouth dropped open in surprise.

“Why are you following me, Arin?”

Arin scratched his head and smiled silly. “I don’t want you to wander alone by yourself and get lost.”

“I’m completely fine by myself, thank you. Now go back to your own business. I saw a couple of your fan girls earlier at the bar. They were so eager to take pictures with you.”

Arin chuckled and stepped closer. McKenna drew back, not wanting to be close to him.

“I’d rather be here.”

McKenna rolled her eyes. “Then be here. I’m going back.” She started to walk past him but Arin swiftly stood in front of her.

“Mac, walk with me?”

Her heart beating fast like the kick from his drums, and so did his. He had to hold his breath a little bit to control the butterfly in his stomach from flying all over. McKenna gave in and they walked by the beach shore, in slow steps. Admiring the dark view of the ocean, skipping pebbles once in a while, they just walked. In pure silence. Until Arin broke it with a question.

“Why do you hate me so much, Mac? Did I do something wrong to you?”

McKenna stopped walking and looked up. He was so tall, as tall as her brother that she had to tilt her head up.

“I don’t hate you.”

“Then? Why are you so cold to me? Is it because I replaced Jimmy?”

She closed her eyes tight.”Yes. I don’t want you to replace Jimmy as my brother and as a friend, so it’s enough that you replaced him as a drummer only.”

Arin ran his hand through his own hair. “I’m not replacing him, Mac. I can never will. Not as a drummer, and not in your heart.”

McKenna blushed and she didn’t even know the reason why. Quickly she searched for a sentence that could divert this conversation from going anywhere near emotional.

“But you’re good in drums.”

“You think so?”

She rolled her eyes and finally smiled. “I know so. Stop being so fucking humble.”

Arin laughed and she blinked at him. “You learned to curse from Brian?”

She chuckled softly. “Yeah. And Jimmy too. They just can’t stop swearing.”

“I can tell. So, how close were you with Jimmy?”

Her smile died and her gaze fell down to the waves that crashed onto the shore lightly. “He was my brother, Arin. He would always be there for me, even if I called him to save me at 4 in the morning.”

“Save you? From what?”

McKenna started to tell stories of Jimmy and her as they walked on until they didn’t realize that their rooms were approaching. They shared laughter and a few slaps from McKenna whenever Arin made some jokes about her dad. Their paces slowed down even more when they finally reached their rooms. They stood side by side in front of their own doors.

“So, goodbye Arin.”

“Bye Mac. I had fun tonight.”

McKenna smiled sincerely at him. “Me too.” She turned to unlock her door but stopped when she saw the DO NOT DISTURB sign hanging on the doorknob.

“Shit. Addie has a company?”

“What’s wrong?” Arin came back to her and blinked at the sign too. “Wow. I didn’t think Addie is that kind of person.”

“Me too.”

They stared at it awkwardly, and trying to figure out what to do.

“I’ll just sleep at my parents’ room.”

She went pass Arin but he grabbed her shoulder fast. She gasped at his touch.

“Wait. You can sleep here. Brian is back to Michelle anyway.”

“I…don’t think that’s a good idea.”

“Why not? Papa’s room is so far away from here.”

“Hehe. You said So Far Away.”

Arin chuckled softly. “Mac, I’m not kidding. Just crash here. Tomorrow when they have settled… whatever they were doing, you can just go back.”

McKenna bit her lip, considering his suggestion. Eventually she gave in again, and Arin let her enter the room first while he followed from behind. She drank in the view around the room, there was only one queen sized bed.

“Just sleep on my bed. I’ll sleep on the floor.”

Without waiting, Arin took one pillow and took off his sweater, spreading it on the floor as a cover for him to sleep on. McKenna watched all of his moves with her eyebrows elevated.

“Arin you don’t have to do this. I can just sleep on the couch.”

“No, the couch is uncomfortable. I tried, believe me.”

She glanced at the couch. Yeah, it wasn’t a two seated couch. More like an armchair, but smaller.

“At least just take the blanket with you.”

“You can use them. I’m okay sleeping without blanket.”

McKenna let out a sigh and climbed onto the bed. She scooted over so that she will be close and just right above Arin, watching him in a curled up position.

“Good night, Mac.”

“Good night Arin.”

The room went silent for a while. Only the sound of ocean trembling and sometimes a few moans from next door. Both of them can’t sleep that night.

Notes

A/N: okay just one chapter today...because i'm running out of them..gahhh..heads up..im gonna be a bit busy this week so i wont be able to update everyday..sorry..but in the mean time..COMMENTS!! XD