Dear God

I woke up in the warmth of Brian. "Hello beautiful," he whispered. I smiled. "So you ready for the concert tonight?"

"I think we should tell my mom first?" I said. "Well give me your phone." I leaned over to the night stand where it was left and gave it to Synyster. "She's on the first speed dial," I said getting up, he put the phone up to his ear and stared at my body. I started to get uncomfortable so I slipped on his shirt and sat back down on the end of the bed. I could hear my mom from here when she answered. "Alyx!? Where have you been!" She screamed into the phone. "Hello Mrs. Brooks, this is Synyster Gates, the lead guitar player of Avenged Sevenfold," he said. "Oh my god! I know you very well, where is Alyx? Is she okay?"

"She is perfectly fine, but she wanted me to tell you and ask you that she had won one of our giveaways! And she can go on the rest of our tour and hang out with the entire band!"

"Really!? Well ain't that a chance of a lifetime, well of course she can! Can I talk to her?" He handed the phone to me. "Hello?"

"Hey baby girl, momma loves you and have a great time with your idols!"

"Thanks mom, I love you too and I'll call you everyday!"

"Alright doll face call me later, bye."

"Bye." I hung up my phone and tossed it on the bed. "What am I going to do about clothes?" I said looking at Brian, he laughed. "I can take you shopping, there's a mall right down the street." He got up and walked over to me. I got up too and followed him into the bathroom to get my clothes. I quickly got my clothes on as he did too and we were out of the hotel room.

We ran into the other band members and Cai. Cai had that crazy smile on her face and she was wearing something I've never seen her wear before. "Oh my god! I saw Jaq walking out here covered in blood and crying!" She said trying to hold back a laugh. "Yeah I beat the shit out of that little fuck, he shouldn't treat Alyx like he did so I taught him a lesson," Brian said and that's when Cai burst with laughter. "Way to go Syn!" She cheered and they high fived. "So I can see you went shopping?" I said to her looking at her pencil cut skirt and spiked black combat boots. Then looked at her tank top and thick bracelets going up her arm. "Haha yeah! Are you?"

"Yep, I am right now, I'll see you at the concert tonight?"

"Yes, see ya buns." I assumed she got the giveaway too and Zacky was stuck on her, just right by her side. Matt and Johnny smiled at me as we walked passed them to the elevator. In minutes we were in the mall heading to my favorite store, Hot Topic. "Pick out whatever you want, but get some things that will last you for at least a week and then we can go shopping again." He smiled kissing my cheek gently. "Oh my god, it's Avenged Sevenfold, that band sucks!" Some guy shouted entering the store. Oh someone did not just insult my favorite band. I stomped over to the man with my hand in little fists but Brian grabbed me before I reached the man, the man started to laugh and walked away. "Hey, it's okay," he told me. I turned to Brian crossing my arms. "You're just going to let him say that?"

"Yeah, it happens all the time. Now pick some clothes out sweetie." I smiled and went over to the band t-shirt and picked out the newest Hail to the King shirt, which I'll probably tear up later. I just piled up shirts, skirts, skinny jeans, leggings, and tank tops. Finally I told Brian I was done. "Finally!" He said teasing me, I couldn't help but to touch his gelled hair that's spiked in the back.

We purchased all the items and headed back to the hotel so we all could catch up to get ready for the concert. When we entered the hotel room Cai and Zacky were sitting on the bed making out. I knew it, Cai was always a Matt fan but she couldn't get between him and Val. "Mhm," I grunted holding back a giggle. "Well hello there," she said popping up. "Well I guess Zacky and Syn should get ready for the concert while Alyx and I do."

"Good idea," Zacky said getting up and Brian kissed me. "I'll see you later beautiful," he said winking at me and my heart disappeared because it became so light. I smiled turning to Cai. "Oh my god look at us!" She said, squealing and hugging me as we jumped around screaming with joy. Tears almost came to my eyes, I've been friends with Cai since we were four years old and we been into Avenged Sevenfold fans since we were in fourth grade. Now we're seniors and almost a few weeks from being 18 and we're chilling out with all our idols/heroes/husbands. Haha well they're not our husbands but in our mind they always were.

Cai let me go. "We gotta get sexy for the concert," she said grabbing my arm and pulling me into the bathroom. We straightened our hair and dabbed make-up on our face, I only had to redo mine. Then I got my new Avenged Sevenfold shirt cutting off the sleeves and cutting slits into it. I put a white tank on underneath and put on the shirt. "You can always rock the torn up shirt," Cai said. "Thanks baby, that's my style." I then put on the leggings and my combat boots. I was now ready to watch my man rock on stage, without being high this time. I was way beyond excited.

Cai and I, with our arms across each other's shoulders, walked out and down to the lobby where the whole band waited for us. I had the biggest smile slapped on my face and I felt like I was going to cry with so much excitement.

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Cai and I was sitting front row in pit, people were starting to pile in here. "Cai this is so fucking amazing, best time of my life," I told her while she was lighting a joint. "I know! Who knew I would fall for Zacky!"

I was so ready they were about to come on and I could feel my heart beating faster and faster. But when those lights turned off and all you could hear was millions of screaming fans I couldn't help but to scream with them. Then Synyster's beginning riff of Hail to the King rung through the crowd and I screamed at the top of my lungs holding up the rock sign as flames shot up behind Arin's drum set. That's when I saw Syn with his make-up and spikey hair. The Synyster with no soft heart or a good side, he had a desire for your soul and playing that guitar so damn well.

"WATCH YOUR TONGUE OR HAVE IT CUT FROM YOUR HEAD!" I screamed the first line, one of my favorite lines. Oh my heart was pounding as I sang every word and let Synyster's guitar solos get me high. Then the crowd got silent when the song ended and Matt came up to the microphone. "Here's a song called Buried Alive."

"Yes!" I screamed as the riff started and I closed my eyes as my past came through me like a train. This song was my all time favorite... It made me want to cry and I did, I started to cry and sang every word.

But my moment was soon ended when someone grabbed my wrist and I hit the ground getting stepped on by people. That someone started to drag me and I couldn't see who it was or where we were going, the only thing going through my mind was. 'This is now your now your life. What's it feel like! Strike you from the light. Let me take in your soul! This is now your life. Die! Buried alive!'

Notes

Made a longer one this time hope you like it! Enjoy!