Dear God

The moment was instantly destroyed when there was pounding at the door. Brian sighed pulling his lips away from mine. "It's probably Matt wondering where the hell I've been," he grunted as he went to answer the door. I stood my hands starting to shake as he opened the door and a familiar face stared right at me. Jaq, with his buzzed cut and beating blue eyes walked in pushing Brian out of his way, he was coming for me. I didn't have time dodge out of his way before he grabbed my hair and pulled me to the ground. He started to kick me in the side, I grabbed my stomach in agony, his boots digging into my ribs. "You bitch!" He screamed punching my jaw and before he had another hit in Brian had pulled his shirt slamming him into the wall. I looked up as Brian pounded Jaq's face. "Who the hell are you?" he asked. "I'm Alyx's boyfriend," Jaq sobbed closing his eyes with blood pouring down his face. "What?"

"Yeah she's a fucking cheater and a whore!"

"Well you're not her boyfriend anymore you don't fucking treat a girl like that!"

"Well she fucking deserved it!"

"Get the fuck out!" Brian shouted pushing him on the ground, Jaq struggled to get back up. "I hope you starve yourself to death and enjoy the fame while you can." He muttered walking out and slamming the door behind him. Instantly Brian turned to me and was knelt down beside me. "Are you ok sweetie," he said, I tried to break a smile hearing him call me sweetie. "Yeah I'm fine."

"Stand up," he said helping me up, he took off my two tank tops tossing them aside. "Oh my god," he gasped. I looked down seeing two huge purple bruise swelling under my breasts. "Come here," he said grabbing my wrists and pulling me into the bathroom. He picked me up by the waist and set me on the counter. He then went over to the ice machine making a little ice pack and coming back to me setting it gently on the bruises. I winced at the pain but then I stared into Brian's eyes losing train of thought and going into a day dream. He kissed my cheek making me blush and he held me close to his warm body. "It's okay now, you're with me and I'm going to protect you no matter what," he whispered kissing my neck I smiled getting that feeling, the feeling I've never really felt with anyone because I was always stuck with Jaq. I was feeling true love, and with my favorite person in the world. Brian was my idol and I looked up to him and now I was in his arms safe from any harm. I was away from Jaq and the life of depression. Maybe I might get to be happy finally.

"How bad does it hurt?" he asked. "Not too bad, it will feel better if I take a shower."

"Okay."

He set me down from the counter and walked over to turn on the shower. Then walking back to me he took his shirt off and shook his jeans off. My body froze. Was I going to take a shower with Synyster? His hands began to wander around my waist as he slid off my panties and unsnapped my bra. My ribs stuck out and so did my hip bones, I was terribly skinny and I hoped that Brian wouldn't ask why. He then picked me up and carried me into the shower. The warm water hit us as he put me down and took off his boxers. I was trying not to look down so I turned around.

"You know you're beautiful?" He said kissing my shoulder. I bit my lip. "You're freaking gorgeous." I've never been complimented like that, it made my heart warm with love.

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We were only in the shower for about 45 minutes but nothing happened, he just washed my body gently and got me into bed, naked. I was ready for a nap but we talked about guitars until I fell asleep in his arms with my head on his chest and arms wrapped around his torso.

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