You know i make you wanna scream..

The days seemed to pass in a blur since I finished things with Matt that day in the music store. A dull, lifeless blur. I didn't seem to be living anymore, really. I missed Matt so much it psychically hurt, but I didn't want to cause any more trouble than I had already caused by having a thing with Matt. I had spoken to Matt a few times after, and he said it was awkward between him and Zacky, but Zacky seemed to be distancing himself from everyone else anyways. hadn't spoken to Zacky since that day in the music store, and I wasn't very keen to, either. I couldn't get over how much of a dick he was to me.

It had been a few months since the music store incident, and I still hadn't gotten over Matt. I was still working in the music store, bored of life. Sean, my boss, was sitting behind the counter, on the phone for about 20 minutes. I was setting up a new drum kit for display.
'Eleanor? I've got some news, and I don't know if you'll like it.'
I stopped what I was doing, and turned to look at Sean. 'What is it?' I frowned.

'Well, that was Schecter on the phone, and they're looking for someone to review a concert which their guitars are being used at.'
I frowned still, unable to think why that would be bad. 'So? I'd love to.'
He chuckled. 'I haven't told you who's playing the concert.' he sighed. 'Avenged Sevenfold.'
I stared at him. 'You're joking.'
He laughed. 'I'm not joking, Williams. I would go, but I promised my girl I'd spend the night in with her tonight, conveniently, so..'
I rolled my eyes. 'Fine.'
'If it's any consolation,' he smiled. 'You've got a backstage pass and early access to the pit?' holding up the paperwork Schecter had just faxed him.
'That makes it so much better, thanks Sean!' I said sarcastically.
He rolled his eyes. 'Just get the review in by next week sometime, and I'll be a happy Sean. Well, it's 2 pm now and the concert's at 7.30, so go make yourself look like a fancy journalist or something.'
I laughed as I took the passes from him, and walked out. I felt strangely excited but at the same time, extremely nervous. The thought of seeing Matt made me want to cry, but laugh at the same time.

As I walked home, my mind raced. What if Zacky saw me? What if Matt didn't want to speak to me? What if Zacky did want to speak to me? What if they all hated me? I didn't know what was going to happen. Maybe nothing would happen. Maybe they'd just treat me like a normal fan. That would kill me, them acting like nothing ever happened.

Notes

i will add more to this chapter soon!:3