You know i make you wanna scream..

It had been 2 weeks since I had finished with Zacky, and Matt and I were still 'secret friends with benefits.' No one had found out, and no one had suspected a thing, thankfully, even though we were staying in eachother's houses and fucking regularly.
I had fallen for Matt pretty damn hard, too.
It was Monday morning, and I got up at 8 am, for work in the music store where I had worked for 3 years. It was my first day back since before the concert. I wanted to go back sooner but Matt wouldn't let me.
I threw on black ripped skinny jeans and my Ramones top, and smiled widely as I picked up my phone to see a text which said 'Have a great day gorgeous. Love ya, M x'. Matt was such a romantic. I hummed Warmness on the Soul the whole way through doing my makeup and my hair,and while walking to work, which was 10 minutes away from where I lived.

My boss, Sean smiled at me when I walked in. 'Don't you look happy.' he teased. 'Welcome back, Williams. It's been pretty boring without ya.'
I grinned. 'Don't I always look happy? Thanks, Sean. I've sure missed it.'
'What's this I hear of you having business with someone from Avenged Sevenfold?'
I sighed, 'Used to.'
Sean looked at me, concerned. 'Do I want to know?'
'Doubt it.'
'Try me.' he smiled, cocking his head slightly.
'Went to see Avenged, my boyfriend at the time started attacking me, Zacky spotted it, got me taken out, brought backstage, went to dinner with everyone, Zacky took me back to the hotel, dot dot dot, next day he knocked out my ex, brought me on the rest of his tour, when we got back, Matt had a homecoming party, went to it with Zacky, caught him with his ex in the basement, dumped his ass. You sure you wanted to know?'
Sean's face fell. 'I didn't hear that part. So which one are ya fucking now, Williams?'
I blushed. 'None.'
Sean laughed. 'Good. Listen, I have to pop off for a few hours, you good here?'
I nodded happily, and he left.

About an hour later, I heard the door open. I looked up, to see Matt walking towards the counter. I grinned. 'What are you doing here?'
He pouted as he leaned up against the counter. 'I missed you.' He leaned over the counter to kiss me. I pulled back. 'CCTV.' I said, as I pointed above me.
He rolled his eyes. 'Shit. If anyone asks, I'm here a capo for my guitar.'
'Sure you are.' I giggled.
He looked at me, his eyes smoldering. 'Just because you're working doesn't mean I wouldn't fuck the shit out of you right here, right now, on the very counter I'm leaning on.'
I bit my lip, trying to resist him. 'You wouldn't.'
He jumped over the counter, and without any hesitation, opened the door to the store room and pushed me in there with him, closing the door behind him. 'Wouldn't I? No CCTV in here.' he growled.
Sex with Matt was fun because he took control. He put his hands on my ass and lifted me, and I wrapped my legs around him, wanting him. He kissed me hard and rough. I could feel his growing erection dig into me. He walked with me still around him, so my back was up against the wall. As he went to pull his tracksuit down, I heard the front door open. My heart started racing, I jumped down and gestured at him to stay there and be quiet. I fixed myself up and walked out the store room door. I felt my blood run cold when I saw Zacky standing at the counter.
Zacky's face fell when he saw me. 'Oh. I didn't know you worked here.' he said coldly.
'Surprise.' I said, dully.
He rolled his eyes slightly. 'I need some new strings.'
'Well this isn't a music store and we don't sell guitar strings.' the fact he rolled his eyes made me want to annoy him.
'Nice one. I'll tell Isabelle that one when I get back to her place tonight, before I fuck her senseless, that is, like I have been since the night of the party.' he smiled cruelly.
I could feel my legs trembling and my hands starting to shake. What the fuck was he doing?
'Too fucking far, man.' Matt came bursting out of the store room door, and stood beside me, angrily.

Zacky looked pale enough to faint, but laughed, shaking his head. 'Oh, I get it. Matt's putting on the whole, I'm here for you act, which comes with the, even though your my band mate's ex, we should fuck act, right?' Zacky sighed. 'My bad. I'll leave you two to get back to whatever you were doing in that store room, even though we all know you weren't categorizing the new stock.' He turned around and walked out casually.
I couldn't take it anymore. All the worrying, all the stress, all the lies, all the betrayal. I turned to Matt.
'I can't do this anymore.' I sobbed.
'Do what?' he frowned.
'This. Us. It's fucking with the band, with my head, with your head, with our lives. We're both living a huge lie and I just can't take it anymore. I'm sorry.'
Matt looked at me with his big hazel eyes. 'If you're not happy with us, there's no point in doing this anymore, as much as it'll hurt me.'
I looked up at him. 'I just can't take it. As much as I want you.'
'I understand.' he sighed. 'Just know, I'll always care about you and want you, and be there for you.'
'Thank you.' I smiled through the tears. I leaned up to kiss him gently.
'I better go.' he said.
'We should stay in contact though.' I looked at him.
'One thing I will refuse to ever let go of, is our friendship.' he smiled. 'Of course.'
I watched Matt walk out of the shop, tears rolling down my cheeks.

Notes

hmmm, i'm not sure who Eleanor should be with :3 what do you guys thinkkk~~~