You know i make you wanna scream..

I opened my eyes, and immediately felt a major headache come on. I groaned as I closed my eyes and pulled the cover over my head. Then it hit me; I made out with Matt last night in the very bed I was lying in, my boyfriend cheated on me, and his wife cheated on him. I felt sick. Matt probably hated me now, Zacky was going to hate me, and Val would certainly hate me.
But the way Matt kissed me. I mean, when Zacky kissed me, I felt butterflies, but the butterflies I felt when Matt kissed me were like butterflies with ADHD or something. It was so amazing. As drunk as I was, I could still remember, and I had never been kissed like that.
I lay in bed for a moment before deciding it was best to face the music. I sat up in the bed, my head pounding. I got out of the bed, and caught sight of myself in the mirror. My hair looked like a bird's nest, my makeup was horrendous, I was still wearing the same clothes as last night and I looked like I did that night in the first aid room at the concert; pale and sad.

I picked up my phone, to see the text that Zacky had sent me which interrupted Matt and I making out. It said 'Where are you? I can collect you and we can talk.'
I sighed, and walked out of the room, down the stairs and into the kitchen, to find Matt collecting the cups and bottles from last night and putting it into a black bin bag. He looked up and I saw him blush. He went to speak. I interrupted him. 'I'm so sorry.' I said. 'I was seriously drunk, and I shouldn't have kissed you.'
Matt chuckled, with a sad tone in his voice. 'I was literally about to say that. I hope you don't think I took advantage of you.'
I laughed. 'I thought you'd think I took advantage of you.'
'No way.' he said, putting another bottle in the bin bag.
'Can I help?' I smiled.
'Sure.' he nodded.
I started collecting bottles and putting them in the bin bag. We both continued to clean the house in silence.
'How do you feel about Zacky?' he said quietly, as we started to clean the sitting room.
I sighed. 'Since I saw him in the basement with Isabelle, my feelings for him just switched. If he truly loved me, he wouldn't have kissed her, no matter how much he says it wasn't what it seemed, or that it was a mistake. The anger and hurt I felt made me fall out of love with him, really. What about you and Val?'
Matt stopped cleaning and looked at me. 'I feel the exact same about Val. She's been texting me too, telling me she never wanted me to find out like this, and that she loves me so much and knows how stupid she was. Honestly, if she loved me, she wouldn't have cheated in the first place.'
I felt a lump grow in my throat. 'Exactly.'
Then, we both went to take the same bottle from the mantelpiece and put it in the bin bag, and instead of grabbing the bottle, we grabbed eachother's hands accidentally. What felt like an electric shock, ran the whole way from my fingertips up my arm. We both looked at eachother.
'Did you feel that?' Matt said, staring at me with his hazel eyes.
I nodded, and before I could say anything more, we were kissing again. This time, it didn't start off gently, it was rough and passionate. I wrapped my arms around his neck as his hands lowered from my waist to my ass. I pushed him down onto the couch, and got on top of him, feeling his huge bulge push into me. I took off my bandeau top and threw it down beside me, leaning down to kiss him again. I grabbed his thick, long length through his boxers, barely able to fit my hand around it. He groaned deeply. He then pushed me off him, and on to the couch, so he was on top of me. He put his hand inside my bra, and played with my nipple roughly. I cried out loudly. He then flipped me over so I was on my hands and knees on the couch, and pulled down my shorts, before thrusting into me with a loud groan. I gasped in pleasure. He was huge. He began to fuck me, grabbing my hair in his hand and pulling it back so my head was leaning back as he fucked me. He thrusted in and out, quickly and roughly, groaning and moaning my name. He then flexed his hips once more as he poured himself into me, while I orgasmed loudly, screaming his name. We both collapsed onto the couch.

I just had sex with M Shadows. We both turned to face eachother, and looked at eachother worryingly, before both bursting out laughing. 'What the fuck just happened?' Matt chuckled.
'We just had sex.' I laughed, cuddling into him on the huge couch, feeling guilt - free and relieved, for some reason.
'And it was fucking amazing.' he sighed with relief.
'For sure.' I giggled, as he kissed me again.
'So, um, what are we?' he muttered.
'A secret.' I giggled, kissing him.
'Good idea.' he said, a serious tone in his voice. 'Friends with secret benefits?'
'Sounds like a plan.'
I just had sex with Matt, agreed to be his fuck buddy, and I felt fine. What was going on with me?

Notes

that smuttyness was so unexpected heheh:3 i hope you guys like the way the story is going! suggestions are welcome! love you allll :3