Desire of the Soul

Jimmy’s POV

I walked in on Brian and Ana doing… yeah well let’s say catching up from the time they were apart. But come on… I called yesterday and Ana said we will talk tomorrow. Now was tomorrow and I am here, so what’s the problem. I even gave them some time to finish, didn’t I?
I would have been here earlier but, I stopped at the bakeshop and organized us some buns and croissants. I walked towards their kitchen made us some coffee and set the dishes on the table.
I waited at the table for Brian and Ana to arrive.
They didn’t know that I was here because I was feeling so lost… that I had something like cabin fever.
After Romy and Zack had dropped me off yesterday I had waited a few hours and called Ana and asked her for some time but she was also busy making out with Brian.
I thought that today they were ready to have a friend over but I was wrong…

Ana and Brian walked down the stairs and I watched them happily kissing and laughing with each other. Damn, maybe it was a dumb idea to come here…
When they arrived in the kitchen and saw me sitting there, Ana came forward and kissed my cheek as greeting while Brian was leaning at the kitchen island staring at me.
“What?” I looked over to him and smiled innocently.
“What are you doing here so early? Jimmy, we love you, we really do but, man.. I haven’t seen my girl in 2 fucking month. Couldn’t you give us like two more days before you showed up here….” Brian sounded annoyed as fuck.
“Brian, don’t. It’s ok Jimmy. We love when you come over and thank you for making breakfast, the problem is just-“ Annie started, and I looked at her face still a little flushed from the embarrassment that I walked in on them. How sweet was that?!
“-that we need more time alone, just the two of us. You understand that, or?” Brian finished Ana’s sentence.
“Yeah, man no problem. I haven’t thought of that. Sorry… I should just…” I stood up but Ana pushed me back down.
“No, you will eat breakfast with us, right Brian?” She looked over to him.
“Yes, sure. But after the breakfast I want to have my girl to myself, Jimmy.” Brian sat down next to me and pulled Ana onto his lap, she started to giggle and they kissed again.
I should have been gone before the breakfast.

After we were done with the breakfast Brian nearly kicked me out. What should I do now? Going back home? Maybe I could help Val with her wedding.
I pulled my phone out and called her number.
“Jimmy, what’s up? Val is driving.” Matt was on her phone.
“Hey guys… can I come over? I thought I could help you with some of your wedding planning or something?” I know I sounded desperate but I couldn’t help it.
“Oh man, that would be excellent, but Val and I are on our way to Val’s parents and won’t be back before tomorrow… maybe we can meet then? Hey and Val says hi and that she would love your help.” Matt replied.
“Yeah, ok good. Just call me when you need help, I’ll be there. And give Val a kiss from me.”
“Will do, Talk to you later.” He hung up.

I drove over to Romy’s flat, she was always there for me and I knew that she will love to see me.
I knocked on her door, nothing. I knocked again.. nothing.
Ah damn it, she is with Zack, sure, how could I forget that?!
Zacky was a little distanced towards me, I think that he didn’t even recognize it but I could it.
Before the tour he made so strange comments about not being Romy’s number one, I haven’t forgotten that. I still don’t know what he exactly meant with it but it was still on my mind.
Ah fuck it I was desperate and needed someone to talk to and to keep me company. What can I say?
I always had my best friends with me and normally Zack and Brian were singles and without a real relationship so we were hanging out during the tour and after the tour… but now I was the only single and that really sucked.

I pulled into Zack’s driveway and stayed in the car still debating if I should go there or not but only thinking about the last night I spent alone in my house and I was already on my way towards the front door.
I walked past Romy’s car and saw there were still all his suitcases in the trunk. He didn’t have the time to unpack his shit, really Zack?!
I rang the doorbell and waited… waited some more… when finally Zack opened the door only a towel around his hips and his hair still wet.
“Hi, you forgot something?” Zacky looked confused and stepped aside to let me in.
“No, I just wanted to talk to Romy, is she still here? I saw her car outside.”
“Yeah, she is here... we were just.. showering…” Zacky looked annoyed.
“Zack, I got an idea.. we could.. oh fuck JIMMY…”Romy walked out of the bathroom buck- naked saw me and turned back around and started cursing.
I laughed at her speech and now Zacky narrowed his eyes at me and looked even angrier.
“Don’t worry Roro.. not the first time I saw you that way…” I laughed even more.
She yelled from the bathroom, “Damn you James Owen… to even mention that again!”
“What the fuck are you two talking about?” Zacky looked from the closed bathroom door to me and back towards the door.
“I had to promise not to tell, you have to talk to you girlfriend about it, hahaha!” I replied.
Zacky breathed deeply in and out walked towards the bathroom and closed the door behind him.
I walked over to the living room and sat down waiting for them to reappear.

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