Brian's Letters To Matthew

Dear Matthew,

The day was October 27, 1995. The day we met at the coffee shop in the corner next door to your mother’s bakery. I still remember how one look at you and, just like that, I fell in love with you. Your warm hazel eyes, your adorable dimples. The tattoos on your arms and how you’re not afraid to show them off. It was nice to see someone who likes to work out and not take it too far. You were one hot studmuffin and I was one shy dork. If you didn’t come up to me that day, the things between is would have probably never happen. All the romantic dates you took me on, all the mornings I woke up in your arms, all the love we made.

That same night you took me to dinner at the most beautiful restaurant in town. You’re the most romantic person I’ve ever met. I thought you were so cute when you got nervous to kiss me. When you did, I got a taste of what pure heaven is like. That kiss had us go inside my place and things began to heat up. It was something that was too soon for a relationship, but I never regretted it. I never regretted giving my virginity to you.

---x---

“Mattie it’s time for bed,” said Zacky.
“Aw come on,” Mattie whines, “One more page, pleeease?”
“It’s already thirty minutes passed your bedtime,” Zacky replies, “If you stay up any longer, then Mom will get upset.”
Mattie huffs an annoyed sigh, “Fine.”
Mattie hops off Zacky’s bed and heads towards his own room.
“I’ll be there later to check on you,” Zacky calls out.
Zacky gets off the swivel chair and lays beside Jimmy on his own bed.
“Was that the end of the first entry?” Jimmy asks.
“No,” Zacky answers before reopening the journal, “It starts getting explicit.”
“Oh,” Jimmy replies with happy curiosity in his voice.
Zacky couldn’t help but roll his eyes before he continues reading.

---x---

That night was so special. Just pulling the clothes off your body made me feel close to you. You had the perfect amount of muscle on your body. I was at awe at the ink that decorated your soft skin, and very impressed by the blessing between your legs. I fell more and more in love with you by the taste of your lips and tongue, by the silkiness of your hair that was between my fingers, by the way you worshipped my body, by the way you were inside of me when we made love for the first time. The pleasure you gave me was nothing like I felt before. We wanted each other so bad, we made love all night.

When we finally decided to go to sleep, you held me in your arms. I felt so safe, so close to you. I had hope that the sparkle in your eyes meant that you had great feelings for me… feelings that might help you accept the secret I have.

But I found out the results to that, didn’t I?

With all my love,

Notes

Thoughts??