Brian's Letters To Matthew

Dear Matthew,

Valentine’s Day made me forget the pain of missing you. I remember, however, that I couldn’t believe we spent over a year together. Again you made me a delicious dinner, romantic as you are. Afterwards we kiss and the heat soared after that. We took our clothes off piece by piece before indulging in each other. To feel the intimacy and closeness again had me feeling at total peace and bliss. I would have died a happy boy.

My Matthew.
Sweet Matthew.

If I knew I was going to lose you, then I would have done what I could to keep you. I would have never slept so soundly if I knew that, that night was the last night I got to be by your side and in your arms. You did leave me with an amazing gift but unfortunately I couldn’t it… or should I say him. I didn’t realize until about 3 months after that incident that I was impregnated with your child… our child. The condom had broken and I was left with a piece of you. A piece of you and I couldn’t even keep it. Not a day goes by that I wonder what our son could be doing right now, but I just couldn’t take care of him without you.

I can’t write more, I must end this entry here.

With all my love,
Brian

Notes

It's a short chapter, but the next one will make up for it.
Plus next chapter is when what happened to Matt is revealed.

Thoughts??