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Finding where i belong

beautiful, but simple

*Jimmys POV*

The boys danced around in the kitchen blasting a series of classic jams, i sat there appreciating the subtle buzz of alcohol in my system.
"What the fuck jimmy, its pretty unlike you to sit this out" Syn yelled to me from the kitchen, it totally was but i had felt like reminiscing on the day for a second. This girl.. Will, she was special. At first i thought i could use her. No, not how you would think i would. I thought if i had found someone who'd gone through the same thing that i had then i would find relief from this nightmare, then Will came along. The only parent she had known had hung himself when she was just young, how did she get through it? I could only wonder. A part of me still wanted to break her walls for selfish reasons, so i could build my own, but another part of me wanted to get to know this girl, for real. I had never felt so interested in a stranger before, a beautiful stranger. She had such a unique look about her, long messy hair and a perfectly symmetrical face except for the cute freckles running along her nose and cheeks. She was so slender and elegant, and so guarded both physically and well of course mentally.

Syn appeared again riding zacky piggy back style into the living room where i sat.
"IM ON MY FIFTH BEER" syn drunkenly yelled holding onto zacky tightly as he spun back into the kitchen.
"you crazy mother fucker" I yelled at syn.
I took another gulp of beer, i was on my second.
The most important aspect on my mind was getting back to normal, i wanted to be the Jimmy my friends and family knew again, i wanted to let go of heartbreak and sadness and fuck around like i used to.
'I take the first step tonight' I thought to myself. It was time to get hammered.

Three hours later, the room was spinning. Syn and I were drumming on a pile of pots and pans on the kitchen floor as zacky Johnny and Matt sang along to our out of tempo beats.
"CAUSE I REALLY ALWAYS KNEW THAT MY LITTLE CRIMEEE WOULD BE COLD THATS WHY I GOT A HEATER FOR YOUR THIGHS" Matt sang while staggering around the kitchen pushing chairs over and kicking things. That reminded me!
"Hey fuckk guys i haave a chicks number!" I slurred, pulling the paper with her handwriting on it out of pocket and flashing it in their faces. Matt stopped mid song.
"Who's?" He asked intrigued.
"That new babe" i bragged. "shes hot."
"hey look everyone Jimmy got a pity number" Syn teased.
"fuck you buddy, shes totally into me and i think i love her"
"you love everyone when you're drunk Jimmy, plus she's totally out of your league" Johnny kicked me from where he was standing. I stood up and picked johnny up cradle style
"how the fuck would you know?" i shook him and dropped him on the floor, the boys laughed their asses off at this. I think Syn tripped on a pot because i heard a high pitched squeak and a loud crash, the boys laughed even harder, Matt was laughing so hard he hit the floor too.

Next thing i knew Syn was on the phone with someone, holding Wills number which i must have dropped during the commotion, holy fuck he's called Will. Im gonna beat that son of a bitch. I ran towards him full speed, forgetting pots and pans covered the kitchen floor. I wiped the fuck out onto the floor and the world went black.



Notes

What did Syn say to Will on the phone? Who's going to fall for who? Will two shattered worlds collide into heartbreak? find out next chapter!

Updates everyday! Comment if you have any suggestions for the storyline Etc. :)

Comments

@duelingswords
Haha xD yea dude I would love another update. This sorry is my favorite so far! good job, your an awesome writer :D

AwesomeWolf AwesomeWolf
2/14/14

Ah I commented four times what the hell

duelingswords duelingswords
2/14/14

@AwesomeWolf
I'll update tonight or tomorrow if wanted :)

duelingswords duelingswords
2/14/14

@AwesomeWolf
I'll update tonight or tomorrow if wanted :)

duelingswords duelingswords
2/14/14

@AwesomeWolf
I'll update tonight or tomorrow if wanted :)

duelingswords duelingswords
2/14/14