Nothing else matters

Ana’s POV

When should I call him? Tomorrow? Or wait for him to call me?!
First I need to finish my work, sleep a little and then tomorrow I’ll think about calling him.
The next morning was strange. I woke up but I wasn't screaming.
My alarm clock doesn’t take me back from the dark place of the past.
For the first time since 6 years I didn’t have the nightmare.

For the rest of the Sunday, I waited for a message from Brian. I took my phone and looked at the pictures from Brian and me. We looked so happy and on the second picture he kissed my cheek. I decided to be brave and send him a msg.
I attached our photo and wrote:
Ana: You're the reason that I can't sleep and can’t learn. If I fail my exams it will be your fault!"
Oh please don’t let him think of me as a crazy girl. Please…
Just for few minutes he wrote me back:
Brian: You're the reason why I can't think about work, if the guys kick me out it will be your fault! I absolutely love that photo! Is it too early to write that I miss you?!
Why would he say that he missed me? He shouldn't write these things because it couldn’t be true. Or could it… Ohh! Damn!
Is he playing any games with me… Or is this message meant for somebody else?!
Ana: You shouldn't write these things to me!
His respond was immediately, Why?
Ana: Because you can’t be serious…
Brian: Why would you think that? And what would you think if I tell you that you were on my fucking mind since last week? I couldn’t get you out of my head! Believe me!
Ana: Brian, this is so nice I can’t believe it…
Brian: Ana, these are facts. I promise. Do you have time tomorrow 4 pm? Meeting in the park again and then dinner? Don’t say no!
Ana: Sounds great! I’ll be there! To be honest, I missed you too.

Brian’s POV

My eyes were glued to my phone. Reading the messages we wrote over and over again.
What is fucking wrong with me? It was the truth I couldn’t get her out of my head. After she recognized me at the club we talked for hours and met again. And talked and talked she was so different from the other girls.
When I close my eyes I can see her smile and her beautiful green eyes.
I forgot about the time and all because of this girl. I didn't even recognize that I was late for the date in the studio. I walked inside and all the guys were sitting there waiting for me.
"Damn it Brian, we are always waiting for you! What was more important than our meeting, huh?" Jimmy laughed.
"Nothing, nothing. I'm here so, can we start?" We were talking about next concerts, about new songs, about everything. Actually they were talking. I just sat there and nodded at the ideas.
"What do you think, Gates ?" Matt looked my way.
"What I think about what?" I looked confused.
"Fuck, bro! Where is your head at??! ", Matt laughed.
"Nothing, I was just lost in my thoughts…”
"Yeah lost in your thoughts, sure, Brian… you mean lost in this blonde chick from club, haha" Zacky laughed.
"Shut the fuck up, Zack" I replied.
"Which blonde chick from the club?" Johnny asked
" Brian was dancing with her when we were on the club on Friday again.. Or should I say not dancing it was more making love on the dance floor.... I haven’t seen our Brian that way with a girl…”
"Oh Shut up Zack. Enough, are we done with the work?"
"Okay, okay… Lets finish this…

I looked at messages again. I never had these strong feelings for a girl so fast. What is it about her?! She was just totally different from my past girlfriends. She was so natural, shy and kind. We talked for so long and when I asked her about her studying she talked with so much passion she really loved what she was doing. When she smiled at me after talking, I could feel my heart beating faster. And the kiss we shared it was something special. I have kissed a lot of girls, but nothing was like the sweet and shy kiss I had with her. I can't wait to be with her again.Damn it! I am such an idiot there is nothing like love at first sight.

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