Nothing else matters

Zacky’s POV

We were at this Stripclub, I didn’t know why I let Jimmy drag me here. I was just angry at Romy for hanging out with Alex, again. I knew him, normally he was a nice guy. But today I would gladly punch him in the face for making a move on Romy, again. And Matt was so into spending the time with Val that he didn’t even notice where his sister went. But I don’t care… she can fuckin’ hang out with whoever she liked.
“Yo, bro… Zack.. Romy and Alex would make a nice couple, don’t you think?”
You traitor… even you Jimmy?!
“No, I don’t think so, James.” I replied.
I pictured Romy with Alex… his hands all over her body and kissing her, like I had kissed her… and maybe he is really Mr. Right for her.. and they will be together…
Could I really live like that?! What is wrong with me?! I wanted to be the only one to touch her and to kiss her. She should be my girlfriend and not be with anyone else. I want to make her happy, I want to see her smile and I want to wake up with her in my arms and fall asleep next to her not somebody else!
“What’s wrong with you guys? Believe me… I really cannot stand you all. Your mood is nearly as bad as Matt’s was when he was without Val or Brian when he missed Ana…. Woow wait a second… Zack is there something you wanna tell me?!”
I stood up, I need to tell Romy. I need to find her and tell her how I really feel. I want to be with her and it doesn’t matter what Matt or anybody else said. I wanted her and I wanted her for myself!
“HELLO ZACKY???!!” Jimmy now stood in front of me waving his hands in front of my face.
“I have to talk to Romy… I need to find her before… and Alex… “, I left him standing there and ran towards the exit.

When I finally arrived at the hotel and stood before Romy’s door it was already early in the morning. But I needed to talk to her now and I needed to make her see that I was wrong the whole time that it was not only about sex that I was fuckin’ in love with her but I was just too afraid to admit it.
When I knocked at her door it took her a while to open, she must have been really deep asleep so I knocked again and again.. When I heard finally some footsteps…
The door opened and I saw Romy still looking really sleepy and I just walked towards her… and then I saw behind her on the bed a still sleeping Alex… oh fuck no…!

I stood there frozen in place… she didn’t really sleep with him, did she? I looked at her, her hair was ruffled and the bed was a mess and in the bed a still sleeping Alex so… I could put two and two together. But damn it, that hurts… and I could feel my temper rising… She was my girl and not his.
I stormed into her bedroom and grabbed the sleeping Alex by his collar.
He opened his eyes and looked at me confused and shocked. I just wanted to punch him when someone grabbed my hand from behind.
What the fuck!? I looked over at Romy she was holding my hand, “ZACK, What are you doing?” she looked horrified. Horrified at me…I glanced between her and Alex. And the guy really had the nerve to grin at me.
“WHAT I AM DOING? WHAT IS HE DOING IN YOUR BED?” I let go of him and turned around looking Romy in the eye.
She let go of my arm, “What do you think? Sleeping, I would say?!” She wanted to be funny at a time like this?!
“And Zack do you really want to wake the whole damn Hotel with your yelling and… what do you want here anyway? Damn it, its 6 in the morning!”
“What is going on here?” Jimmy walked in, close behind him Val.
“Damn it, Zacky keep it down… Matt is still asleep. He is really ill! Can you tune the fuck down!” Val yelled herself.
“I know what time it is… I cannot believe that you slept with this guy!! You are belonging to me and not to him!” I was just staring at Romy and I didn’t even reply to any of their comments.
I needed Romy to realize that she belongs to my side and that we have to try it. And it doesn’t matter that Val was listening or that Jimmy was here… I would tell it to the whole fucking world if I have to!
“Wait a second. What is this about?” Jimmy looked at me and stepped forward.
“Zack, how much did you drink? This is really not funny.” Romy looked annoyed.
“He didn’t drink anything… I was with him the whole time.” Jimmy replied for me.

Romy’s POV

What was going on here? Zacky storming into my hotel room and talking about belonging to him. What drugs did he take now, was it normal that my heart skipped a beat at the thought of belonging to him?!
“Would you all please let us alone, just for a few minutes?” Zacky pleaded and looked at everyone.
Val took Jimmy’s hand and also grabbed Alex who stood now next to the bed and they went outside.
I looked at Zack trying to somehow figure out what this was about.
Zack stepped forward that we nearly stood toe to toe.
“Romy, I am such a big idiot. I didn’t realize until it is nearly too late that my feelings for you are not just attraction… I don’t even know what to say… I am in love with you Romy Sanders. And I want to be with you. And I will punch that fuckin’ bastard outside for daring to touch you. Please give us a chance. I know that I said I am not the long term type of guy, but for you I will be! I missed spending time with you and I hate this feeling of jealousy when I see you around other guys. I don’t want to share you, Romy.”
I stood there absolutely speechless. Did Zack just really made me a declaration of his love in… well his own Zacky way?! But was he telling the truth or was it just the feeling of he wants what he couldn’t have?!
What if he got bored with me after the next couple of weeks? He could just move on, but I knew that if I really let him into my heart even more then he was there now, he could break my heart in the process and then it would be broken in so many pieces that it would be beyond repairable.
Should I take the chance and lay my heart into Zacky’s hands or should I take the safe way and try to forget about him as plannend…
“Romy… please say something… anything… “ Zacky took my hands in his.
This was the moment I was waiting for so long, dreamed about so long… What should I do?!

Notes

What should Romy do???

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