Nothing else matters

Ana’s POV

Brian and all the other guys were on an interview, so I have some free time for myself. I don’t know where to go without him; I couldn’t find a place for me when I am not by his side. It scared me a little. This whole situation is like in one of my songs. Thank god that Brian never heard me sing or saw me play on his piano or that he never read my song texts. Or well I hoped that he didn't know...
I don't know what I should do now so I decided to do what I used to do when I was alone at home, I go for a run. I wore my fitness outfit and all I need was some music. Brian told me that he had left his mp3 player on the tour bus so I decided to just take it.
If someone had told me few months ago that I'll be in Spain after my graduation I wouldn’thave believe them. And if someone also had told me a few months ago that I would not only be in Spain but be in Spain with Avenged Sevenfold and that I would be now standing in front of their bus?! I would have said that they were fuckin' sick in their head.
But Anyway I'm here and I hope that it's not a dream.
I key in the door-code that Brian told me and I walked inside.
I saw Brian's mp3 player on table in the small living area. Ah great! I thought that I'll have to look for hours. And that I would finally find it in the fridge maybe. Yep, that was Brian, he let all his things laying around everywhere. And then he would be angry that he lost his shit. Someday he will lose his head, but if you ever try to touch his guitar, then you could lose your fingers or your life…

I take what I was looking for and turned around and wanted to leave, when I heard something moving inside. I froze and my heart started to beat way too fast. I walked quietly to the small kitchen area and took a big knife from the table, with small steps I went forward. All I can hear is some female voice but it sounded muffled. So I'm going closer to the back and on my mind are hundreds scenarios what could happen. Oh damn, I am so stupid, what will I do with this knife? Most probably I’ll stumble and impale my body with the knife myself and not hurt somebody else with it.
"Hello?! Who are you?" I said in a small voice. No reaction. So I quickly walked further into the back, the door to the bed room was open. Now I could hear some moaning and groaning…' Oh, yeahh, Ohh, ohh!"What is this, is the TV still on?!Then I saw a very naked… damn it, it was Romy with some guy. No way! It was Romy with.. with Zacky?! And they were in a very clear position at what they were doing there. I cannot believe it! I wanted to turn around and just forget what I saw there, but I hit some bottle’s laying on the floor and it made a loud noise…
Romy and Zack jumped on bed and immediately turned around and looked at me. I didn’t know who was more ashamed me or them.
"Sorry, I just…I'm out of here." I said fast and ran out of the bus as fast as I could. Fuck, what was that?! I didn't know that they were together. Are they together? I'm sure that if Matt had seen that Zacky could say goodbye to his dick and some other body parts as well. I need to talk to Brian about this… Damn.. !

Romy’s POV

Oh damn, everything had been fantastic. Me and Zack all alone in the tour bus, I prepared everything. I felt so close to him he was worshipping my body, I felt loved for the first time with him. It was not just sex, he was so sweet talking to me and saying how beautiful I was and then it was ruined within a few seconds.
In the middle of our fantastic time we heard a noise and saw Ana who stumbled from the bus…
“FUCK, Romy! I thought that nobody was here?! You said they were all gone, damn it!”, Zacky yelled.
“I didn’t know that Ana was alone and was still here, ok? And don’t fuckin’ yell at me! It’s not so bad; I will talk to her…”
“I shouldn’t yell? Why the hell not... she will walk directly to Brian and tell him or she even walks to Matt himself…!!!”
We were getting dressed in a hurry and Zack was still yelling and cursing. I couldn’t stand it anymore, he was acting like it was such a bad thing what we did.
“Why are you so upset, anyway? What would be so horrible if the others knew what we were doing?” I went to him and stroked his cheek but he shrugged away.
“Because, this is nothing between us and if Matt knew he will fuckin’ want my head for what I did with his little baby sister…! Romy, I thought we would be clear about this… You wouldn’t want to be with someone like me anyway…”
“Ok, yes we’re clear. I will go to Ana and tell her that she must keep this a secret.”
I looked back at him and then walked out of the bus to find Ana.

Finally I stood before her and Brian’s door so many thoughts running around in my head. I knocked and a moment later Ana opened the door, her cheeks still red.
She started, “Oh damn Romy, I am so sorry… I didn’t know that you and Zacky are a couple and that you were in the bus and….”
“Can I come in? And we talk?” She moved aside and we sat down in the living room.
I started to tell her about my feelings towards Zack, since a long time ago. But that his feelings towards me are not the same… and that we had this stupid agreement for the fling… but this is not what I wanted…
“What should I do? I know that this whole situation is my own mess but I can’t do that anymore… And you know I am so jealous of you…” I told her.
Ana looked surprised, “Why would you be jealous?”
“I am jealous of what you have with Brian. You are so happy and he is so happy you are such an awesome couple… I want that… or like Matt and Val, they are perfect… and what do I have… nothing… just a fling with the guy I love and he doesn’t even recognize it… please tell me what I should do…?”
“Oh damn Romy, I don’t know. But you should end this… an affair with him. It’s just not the right thing. If he doesn’t want you that way, this fling won’t change anything. You should end it and find someone who will love you, like you are. I am so happy that I found Brian and that he accepts me for who I am and loves me with all my flaws. And believe me you will find the right person as well.”
“You are right. I will talk to him later and end this. I will forget about him… I will just have to remain my distance and throw myself into work and maybe I will meet somebody else… Thank you, Ana. For listening and for yeah well, keeping this a secret for us. I know it will be hard not to tell Brian, but please…”
“No, no problem… It’s our secret. I won’t tell anybody. And if you want to talk, I am here for you, ok?”

“Thank you so much.” I hugged her and went back to my room. I needed to think.

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