Nothing else matters

Zack’s POV

Ok, I don’t know how many beers and whiskeys and other drinks I had so far after the 7th beer I just lost track. But sober I couldn’t stand the way this guy was hanging all over Romy. My girl, yeah I know she is not my girl but my drunken mind made no difference now.
I just saw that Brian and his girlfriend Ana disappeared again… ah young love at its finest… I wish that I had what Brian had… but I wasn’t the guy for long term… Well, who thought that Brian was?
I looked back at Romy she was kissing this guy, her tongue in the throat of this Jason. Ok, one more minute of that and I’m gonna run over there and start a fight!
“Damn Romy, can you take your hands and tongue from that guy. And youuu keep your fucking hands of my sister…”
I turned around and saw Matt glaring at Romy and Jason. Yeah, go Matt!
“That is none of your fucking business Matt! Leave us alone!” Romy replied.
“I won’t leave it alone you are my sister and I don’t want some stranger to fucking take advantage of you because you are drunk!”
What being drunk?! Taking advantage!
“Don’t fucking scream at me Matt!” Matt took her by the elbow and shoved her out of the room. Jason was standing now awkwardly in the middle of the room, everybody watching the scene.

Romy’sPOV

Matt shoved me into the guest room at the far end of the corridor. I was furious, how dare he embarrass me in front of all these people?!
“What is fucking wrong with you, Matt?!” I yelled at him.
“What is wrong with me? With me? I wanna know what is wrong with you? How many drinks did you have?” Matt was now a little calmer.
“That is none of your business. I am a grown up. I am not little Romy anymore, damn it!”
“Ahhh.. damn Romy, I am just taking care of you. And you will always be little Romy to me. I don’t want you to make a mistake. I watched you. You drank a lot today and this guy is taking advantage of you. I know guys, believe me. You are not the type to fucking get totally wasted at a party and make out on my fucking couch…with some guy you barley knew…”, his voice gentler now. He took my elbow and drew me into an embrace.
I am not little Romy, anymore, still I had to blink back tears.
“Can I please throw him out?” Matt asked but I could feel his smile.
“He was so nice Matt, but… just tell him that I am not feeling so well… don’t be… an asshole.”
Matt looked deep into my eyes, “Me an asshole? Please…” He smiled and I hugged him back.
Matt got out and I waited a little sitting on the bed in the guest room.

Zacky’s POV

Matt talked to Jason and I took the chance to see where Romy was.
I listened carefully at the door opened it and stepped inside. Romy was sitting on the bed head in her hands.
“Is he gone?” She asked without looking.
“Who, Matt?”
She looked up and looked shocked to see me and not her brother.
“Ah damn Zack, please save it for later. I don’t want to hear another big brother speech today, ok?”
Big Brother speech? I had nothing on my mind that had anything to do with big brother.
“Do you like that guy?”
“He is nice”
“Is he your boyfriend?”
“Damn it Zack, why do you care?”
“I… fuck just answer.”
“No, he is not. Happy?”
Well, yes but I wouldn’t tell her that.
She looked so fragile sitting there on the big bed.
“If he is not your boyfriend why were you kissing him? And making out with him like that?”
“I drank a lot. And I just wanted to… forget”, she replied.
“Forget what?”
“Oh for gods-fucking-sake Zack. Could you stop asking those questions? I had fun kissing him and I drank a lot, don’t fucking be Mr. Innocence now, I don’t want to know how many girls you kissed for fun, ok?!”
She got angry and damn, that was hot. Kissed for fun? How many guys was she kissing just for fun?! Or doing more?
I stepped closer to her; she got up from the bed and looked me in the eye.
“I had fun and maybe I find me another one just tomorrow…” She was joking wasn’t she? Ah the jealousy burned in my stomach.
“Or I find Jason later and we have sex, he asked me just a couple of minutes ago to go home with him… What do you think Zack, should I take that offer?”
I couldn’t help myself I grabbed her, one hand on her waist the other one in her hair and pulled her towards me. I kissed her hungrily and she immediately granted me access.
She let her hand slide under my shirt stroking my chest. I nearly moaned at the feel of skin to skin contact. But then she pushed me away.
She looked shocked, “Why are you doing that Zack?”
I looked confused, “Doing what?”
“That, kissing me?” She gestured between us.
“I couldn’t help myself you were so angry and you were looking so hot and I just couldn’t….”
Damn it, Zack did you just really say that.
Why is there no barrier between my thoughts and my mouth!
“What? I mean… Zack… after the last kiss you said it was a mistake and meant nothing. Then you treat me like I was not there not even talking to me and now you kiss me again…?”
How could I explain?!
“Ok, Romy listen. I am sorry. I might have more feelings towards you then what you think of as a big brother. I was jealous seeing you with that guy, ok?! I am attracted to you, damn it. But I know that this between us wouldn’t last. And you are still Matt’s little sister. He wouldn’t approve of that… and I am not the long-term relationship guy. You know me Romy… Fuck, I am sorry. I will get a grip on myself. That won’t happen again.”
I turned to leave but this time she grabbed my hand.
“And what if my feelings towards you are the same? Zacky, why don’t we just try? I am attracted to you. The kiss we shared, I mean that does mean something?!”
I shook my head at her. Damn, I wish I could just say yes and hold her in my arms. But I knew that in the end I would just hurt her.
“No, Romy it would be only about sex. Nothing more. And I don’t want to lose you as a friend.”
With that I just left her standing there and got out of the room, the house and went to my home.

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