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Brian's POV

I held my little Ana in my arms. She had stopped crying a couple of minutes ago.
When I first met her in the club and we danced she looked so carefree and lovely who would have thought that she had such a hard childhood. I still couldn’t believe what she told me about her father. And what else wouldn’t leave my mind was it only arguing or did her father hit her as well?!
I looked down at her beautiful face tears still hanging on her lashes. Oh damn.. My heart was bleeding when I look at her like this.
I didn’t know how she was really feeling. She was always alone, with no true friend.
Fuck, I am damn lucky to have my friends…
"Sorry for that… And thank you Brian for listening." She slowly moved from my lap and kissed my lips softly.
"Come on Ana, I show you the rest of the house, I didn't get the chance last time” I grabbed her hand and led her upstairs. I showed her guest rooms, my room where I kept all my guitars
She looked stunned and asked questions. And I absolutely loved it.
"And here we are. The last room from my tour… the bedroom" I smiled at my lame joke.
She turned around and took in all details.
"It's amazing!" She still turned around and watched at every picture on the walls.
"So, you like it?” I embraced her and she nodded into my chest.
"What is that?" she asked, when she looked at the wall to the far sight.
"Oh that's my special gift wall. I collect the cards and flags from our fans around the world.”
"What.. no way you keep it?!It's awesome!
"Why shouldn’t I? Every day when I wake up I see it and it reminds me that without all this people and fans and family I wouldn’t had get this far and wouldn’t be who I'm now. "

Romy’s POV

Damn him, damn him damn him! And damn me, damn me, damn me!
What was I thinking that he would come over and we would live the happy ever after…
Stupid stupid stupid Romy…!
And now Val was planning this Date for me. Thank god, that I had a little time. Val told me that she talked with Jason and he was on a business trip out of the country but as soon as he would be back he wanted to see me.
I didn’t really want to go on a date with this guy. It was just a mental blackout because Zacky made me so furious with his speech about ‘it was a mistake’ or ‘you are the little sister of’
How I hated the little sister speech! Always the same… When I was still in high school my brother was starting to have the first real big shows and was known over the country. I was always in the popular clique at school because they wanted to be a friend to Matt’s little sister. Not because they liked me they just wanted to be near me because of my older brother.
And if I told them something about my feelings about being somehow more normal or hanging out with not so ‘popular’ people they would have laughed at me and cast me out of the so called inner circle.

Ana's POV

I was so fascinated when I looked at all these pictures of Brian with his friends and family. Smiling or making funny faces at the camera and then the wall with all the stuff from his fans around the world. I couldn’t believe that he really kept all this. He surprised me more and more.
He turned me back so I was looking into his lazy brown eyes. He stepped forward and he started to kiss me. It was a hungry kiss we couldn’t keep the hands from each other. He always made me feel so special. He puts his arms around me and hauls me against his body, squeezing me tightly. One hand remains in my hair, the other travels down my spine to my waist. He holds me against his hips. I moved my hands up to his face and into his hair. He pushes me slightly toward the bed. He starts to unbutton my shirt while he so gently kisses my chin and the corners of my mouth. Slowly he peels the shirt off me and let it fall to the floor. I start take off his t-shirt as well. My finger travel to his strong biceps, I was tracing every line of his tattoos. He is so handsome, my mind was blank. I couldn’t think about anything, only about how awesome it felt to be held by his arms. He slowly kissed my neck down to my chest. First his fast fingers he unclasped my bra and carefully touched my breast and sucked on my nipples. My skin is burning; I haven’t been touched like that before.
He murmured, "You-are-so-beautiful”.
His hands reached towards the buttons of my jeans and without taking his eyes of mine, his hands move beneath my waistband.
Suddenly something broke inside of me. All the memories were crushing down on me. I widely opened my eyes shoved his hands away. Trying to grab my shirt and cover my naked chest.
In my head are the pictures from that day, the voices inside my head so loud it drowned everything out. I was frozen in place. My body started to shake my body not under my control.
Tears running down my face, I couldn’t breathe…
Finally Brian’s face reappeared in front of me. He looked shocked and was talking to me but the voice from my memories drowned everything out. I felt ashamed another break down in front of him. I want to , like in my memory. I want to die!

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