Nothing else matters

Ana´s POV

He is chasing me again, I'm running away. I ran faster but he will always be near me.
These feelings: Fear, pain and anxiety are my constant companions.
Will it ever end? I'm running faster again, my lungs are burning... I can't take a breath.
He will get me. I can't do it any longer. My legs won’t take another step. I turn my head and in the corner of my eye I can see that he's already closing in on me.
I have nowhere and no one to run to.
In front of me miles and miles of straight, empty road, on both sides- barriers, underneath- the highway.
I know that as soon as I was slowing down, he will be there.
So I turn to the right, jump over the barrier and fall.
That is the only time when he is gone that way he can never catch me.
Here I'm just myself... I am free!

Suddenly I wake up, what happened?!
A terribly loud sound hurts my ears. I need a few seconds to realize that it was my alarm clock.
Once again it pulls me out of this dark place. It´s time to start another day.
And this day will exactly be the same as it was yesterday and the day before yesterday and a week ago ...

Romy´s POV

Today my brother and the guys will be coming back from the tour. I couldn’t wait to see them again. I loved every one of them. I haven’t talked to Matt since 4 days. He called me every now and then to let me know where he´s at and that everything is ok, but sometimes he was just too busy.
I waited at our parent’s house that would be the first stop for the guys, like a ritual. After that they parted and went to see their girlfriends or family. The front door banged open and I could see my brothers broad chest in the door way.
I ran towards him. He hugged me,” Missed you, too. Little Sis… Come on let´s go inside.”
I let go of him and we walked into the living room.
After Matt walked towards the living room the rest of his friends came into our house.
Brian hugged me and kissed my cheek, ”Hi Romy, you alright?” I nodded at him.
After Brian, Jimmy walked in and just picked me up and spun me around,”Hi little girl. Did you miss me?!”
“Sure Jimmy. Like always I miss you the most...” I grinned at him.
Johnny walked up behind us,”And me?”
“Nobody misses you Christ.” Jimmy shoved him towards the living room.
The last one to walk through the door was Zacky. I looked at him; he wore his sunglasses so I couldn’t see his eyes. I missed him so much. He didn’t know about my feelings towards him, he has always treated me like the other guys but my feelings for him grew by each passing day.
How could I make him see me and not just Matt’s little sister?!
“Hey Romy, you were waiting for us?!”, he hugged me like all the other but my heart skipped a beat at his touch. “Sure, I always wait for you… I mean when you come from tour… here.. like always..”
Oh god, what was I thinking.
Zack grabbed my hand and we went into the living room. Brian and Matt were already discussing where to celebrate their home coming properly.
“Let´s go to this new Club I heard about called something like City Light Club. Yo, Zack you coming with us tomorrow?”
Zacky let go of my hand. “Sure thing.”
After another few stories of the tour they departed and I spent my afternoon alone.

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