Life As We Know It
I wanted to take her pain away but I couldn't.
Zacky's POV*
I went to Taco Bell to pick up some food. Which I knew I would regret later on but I didn't care right now, cause I wanted some tacos but wasn't in the mood to make any. On the way back home, I made a stop at Mcdonalds to pick up some food for Nessa too. I knew how much she has been loving the sweet tea they have and not to mention their french fries too. I know my baby well so I know she'd be happy with what I got her for dinner. Anything I could do to see a smile on her face, I will do it.
I don't like thinking back to when I didn't have her. I was a wreck. Every single night I would go to the bar, get beligerantly drunk and have to have the guys carry me out. I was an asshole to them too. So I'm glad they were even there for me. On top of that I don't think I even ate much. I just drank. Drank away my guilt, my pain and drank away my days. It was so bad they had to cancel the rest of the tour because I was screwing up all the notes on stage. I had hurt the most important thing in my life and it drove me crazy. Now that I have her back, I'd do whatever it takes to keep her. I don't even deserve her. She's beyond gorgeous. And she's an amazing person. Me? I'm a fucking drunk asshole who makes dumb ass mistakes.
When I arrived home I pulled my car into the garage. It was a nice thing to be able to do. So many people lived in nessa's old apartments. I've found a few dents on my car there too. So now noone can be stupid and dent it more. As I was closing the garage and heading inside I could hear music loudly playing. Which meant Nessa was awake. That's a good thing so that way her food isn't cold when she decides to eat it. I went to go set the food down on the table and followed the sound of the music. I stopped in the doorway of our bedroom and watched as Nessa twirled around the room to the song. She was so graceful. I cleared my throat for a second and Nessa had stopped in mid twirl. I walked up to her and gave her a big kiss then looked into her eyes. She always tells me how gorgeous my eyes are, but hers? Hers are as deep as the ocean and blue as the sky. I could get lost in them for days on end and I wouldn't care. I'm the happiest guy in the fucking world. I have the ultimate dream. I have the girl I was in love with in high school. She's pregnant with my child and I'm in a band that is full of my best friends and brothers. I couldn't ask for more.
"Where were you Baker?" Nessa laughed lightly.
"I went to go get some food for us babe. I got you some Mcdonalds." I smiled.
"Sweet tea?" she asked.
"Yes sweet tea too babe." I chuckled.
She pulled me along into the kitchen. We both grabbed our food and sat down at the table. This is our first time eating in our new house. Maybe I should have cooked dinner for her instead of picking it up. But it was too late now so I just began to eat my food anyways. I watched as Nessa devoured her food. It was cute. A girl who isn't afraid to eat was the girl I'm going to marry. Good ass thing it's Nessa cause then it'd be a problem. My phone began to ring as I was halfway through my burrito. I pulled it out to see who it was. It was Matt.
"Hey man! Were going to start going over our writings. Tomorrow meet us in the studio so we can see how it comes out." Matt said.
"Alright. What time man?" I asked him.
"I'm going to say 10 o'clock so you can wake up early. I know your ass will be late anyways." Matt laughed.
"Oh shut up." I laughed too. "I'll see you tomorrow!" I said as I hung up the phone.
It was about time we started going over the new songs. Jimmy had told me that I'd be doing more backing vocals in this one. which was nice to hear cause we do a lot of vocals on our live shows all the time. So I was curious to see what we had in store for us this time. Jimmy and Matt have been so hush hush about the album too. The only thing I knew was that it was going to be self titled. And quite a few of them were written while we were on tour. Finally back in the studio though. I couldn't wait to fucking rock out.
I continued eating my food with Nessa. She was smiling at me and feeding me french fries. Got to admit though, Mcdonalds does know how to make good tasting fries. As I was finally finishing my food, Nessa grabbed my arm and began to squeeze it. The next thing I knew it she was crying in pain.
"What's wrong babe?" I asked in worry.
"I.. I'm not sure. I'm just in a lot of pain right now." She cried and began squeezing my arm tighter.
"Let's get you to the hospital to make sure everything's okay baby." I said to her trying to be calm
"Yes please!" She yelled through her heavy breathing.
I got up out of my seat and helped her up too. She slowly walked towards the garage to go to the car and I went to grab her overnight bag and stuff just in case we needed to stay. I heard her cry even louder as I got to the garage. This was scaring me. I wanted to take her pain away but i couldn't. All I could do was take her to the hospital.
I went to Taco Bell to pick up some food. Which I knew I would regret later on but I didn't care right now, cause I wanted some tacos but wasn't in the mood to make any. On the way back home, I made a stop at Mcdonalds to pick up some food for Nessa too. I knew how much she has been loving the sweet tea they have and not to mention their french fries too. I know my baby well so I know she'd be happy with what I got her for dinner. Anything I could do to see a smile on her face, I will do it.
I don't like thinking back to when I didn't have her. I was a wreck. Every single night I would go to the bar, get beligerantly drunk and have to have the guys carry me out. I was an asshole to them too. So I'm glad they were even there for me. On top of that I don't think I even ate much. I just drank. Drank away my guilt, my pain and drank away my days. It was so bad they had to cancel the rest of the tour because I was screwing up all the notes on stage. I had hurt the most important thing in my life and it drove me crazy. Now that I have her back, I'd do whatever it takes to keep her. I don't even deserve her. She's beyond gorgeous. And she's an amazing person. Me? I'm a fucking drunk asshole who makes dumb ass mistakes.
When I arrived home I pulled my car into the garage. It was a nice thing to be able to do. So many people lived in nessa's old apartments. I've found a few dents on my car there too. So now noone can be stupid and dent it more. As I was closing the garage and heading inside I could hear music loudly playing. Which meant Nessa was awake. That's a good thing so that way her food isn't cold when she decides to eat it. I went to go set the food down on the table and followed the sound of the music. I stopped in the doorway of our bedroom and watched as Nessa twirled around the room to the song. She was so graceful. I cleared my throat for a second and Nessa had stopped in mid twirl. I walked up to her and gave her a big kiss then looked into her eyes. She always tells me how gorgeous my eyes are, but hers? Hers are as deep as the ocean and blue as the sky. I could get lost in them for days on end and I wouldn't care. I'm the happiest guy in the fucking world. I have the ultimate dream. I have the girl I was in love with in high school. She's pregnant with my child and I'm in a band that is full of my best friends and brothers. I couldn't ask for more.
"Where were you Baker?" Nessa laughed lightly.
"I went to go get some food for us babe. I got you some Mcdonalds." I smiled.
"Sweet tea?" she asked.
"Yes sweet tea too babe." I chuckled.
She pulled me along into the kitchen. We both grabbed our food and sat down at the table. This is our first time eating in our new house. Maybe I should have cooked dinner for her instead of picking it up. But it was too late now so I just began to eat my food anyways. I watched as Nessa devoured her food. It was cute. A girl who isn't afraid to eat was the girl I'm going to marry. Good ass thing it's Nessa cause then it'd be a problem. My phone began to ring as I was halfway through my burrito. I pulled it out to see who it was. It was Matt.
"Hey man! Were going to start going over our writings. Tomorrow meet us in the studio so we can see how it comes out." Matt said.
"Alright. What time man?" I asked him.
"I'm going to say 10 o'clock so you can wake up early. I know your ass will be late anyways." Matt laughed.
"Oh shut up." I laughed too. "I'll see you tomorrow!" I said as I hung up the phone.
It was about time we started going over the new songs. Jimmy had told me that I'd be doing more backing vocals in this one. which was nice to hear cause we do a lot of vocals on our live shows all the time. So I was curious to see what we had in store for us this time. Jimmy and Matt have been so hush hush about the album too. The only thing I knew was that it was going to be self titled. And quite a few of them were written while we were on tour. Finally back in the studio though. I couldn't wait to fucking rock out.
I continued eating my food with Nessa. She was smiling at me and feeding me french fries. Got to admit though, Mcdonalds does know how to make good tasting fries. As I was finally finishing my food, Nessa grabbed my arm and began to squeeze it. The next thing I knew it she was crying in pain.
"What's wrong babe?" I asked in worry.
"I.. I'm not sure. I'm just in a lot of pain right now." She cried and began squeezing my arm tighter.
"Let's get you to the hospital to make sure everything's okay baby." I said to her trying to be calm
"Yes please!" She yelled through her heavy breathing.
I got up out of my seat and helped her up too. She slowly walked towards the garage to go to the car and I went to grab her overnight bag and stuff just in case we needed to stay. I heard her cry even louder as I got to the garage. This was scaring me. I wanted to take her pain away but i couldn't. All I could do was take her to the hospital.
12/4/14