Life As We Know It
Problem Solving
Vanessa's POV*
I laid there in bed not being able to sleep. Zacky was knocked out next to me and the baby was quietly sleeping in her bedroom. So I got up out of bed and went out into the livingroom. I turned the TV on and lowered the volume so it wouldn't wake anyone up and I just sat there on the couch. I was still so irritated with what happened earlier. Mandy had no right to come at me foul whatsoever. I blew up on her cause she disrespected me in my own home. All because of her things were all messed up. Thats probably why I can't sleep. What did I do to deserve this drama? Noone will just let me be happy with Zack. There is always a constant battle. He's worth it though. My daughter is too. I just wish there wasn't all of this added on drama.
I also felt horrible. I'm supposed to be supporting the band in their work. When we were younger I was always supporting them. Now I just have my jealousy getting the best of me because of everything thats happened. Sure, he didn't cheat on me but what if he ended up doing it? He did it to Gena and he was going to marry her for crying out loud. I should give him the benefit of the doubt though. He's been more than perfect to me since things were patched up. Besides from the looks of it Gena and him weren't doing too great together anyways. Still doesn't make it okay though. I sighed loudly to myself. All this stress is self inflicted. Instead of being upset that he's working I need to be there for him.
"Hey babe. Why are you up?" Zacky said rubbing his eyes joining me in the livingroom.
"Can't sleep. Everythings bothering me right now. I haven't had time to really process anything. One minute I'm pregnant the next I have a child to take care of. Or like the whole thing with my dad. Plus, I'm freaked out about you going away because I don't want to be alone. What if I mess up? It's too much to handle." I said to him.
"Babe, that is what we call life. It throws things at us because it knows we can handle it. Just right now you don't know how. I know you'll figure it out though. Besides, you would not be alone with the baby... you guys are coming with us." Zacky smiled.
"Are you serious?" I jumped asking Zacky.
"Yeah, I will talk to the guys and set everything up. Don't worry baby." He said.
"Gosh, you are the best you know that Zachary James Baker?" I said
"I know. But I'm the best for you that's why baby." He smiled.
I smiled at him and gave him a huge hug. I was happy that one stress I didn't have to deal with. He pulled me into a kiss and the kiss began to grow gradually. He knows how to melt my problems away. As much as I wanted to just rip our clothes off right now I couldn't. Damn you stitches! I gently pulled away from the kiss and laid my head in Zacky's lap. Finally, a sense of relief washed over me along with a sense of tiredness. Even though I was still bugged out about Mandy, I pushed the thought to the back of my mind. She was unimportant right now. I have my family. Before I knew it I was asleep.
The next morning I awoke in my bed. He must have carried me to sleep last night. I rolled over to face Zacky but he wasn't there. Just a piece of paper saying:
Hey Baby,
You looked comfortable so I didn't want to wake you. Me and Jaymee are going to visit the guys okay? If you need anything just call me. I love you.
Love,
Zacky V.
I sighed and rolled back over to fall asleep. I get some time to rest. Thank you Zacky!
Zacky's POV*
I left Nessa to sleep while I took the baby out to go see the guys at Matt's house. I needed to go talk to them about having her and the baby come along on tour with us. They'd probably all put up a fight about it but hopefully I can convince them. Their own girlfriends and wives barely go to our tours. Except for when Val was tour manager but thats in the past. Plus, a baby on board is whole new territory for the whole gang. I arrived at Matt's and walked right in the front door with Jaymee. everyone was sitting on the floor crowding around the TV playing video games. They didn't even notice me walk in until Jaymee made a little baby sound.
"I hear my favorite niece in the room!" Jimmy said jumping up and heading towards me and Jaymee.
All the guys paused their game and came to say hi to the little girl who gains the attention. I laughed a little. They all seem so intrigued with Jaymee. I know how it feels though. She is the most precious thing on earth to me. Even more than Nessa, but that is because she has a part of me in her. I smiled at my gorgeous daughter with pride.
"So whats up Vengeance? Why'd you call everyone over to my house and not yours?" Matt said.
"Well I kind of have something to ask you guys..." I trailed off hoping they'd catch where I'm leading with it.
"Well shoot Zacky." Brian said picking up Jaymee and walking over to the couch to hold her. I'm surprised she didn't cry, Brian can be scary at times to look at. I laughed silently.
"Okay, so I wanted to know if possibly Nessa and the baby can join us on the tour? Before you say no I have 2 reasons why. Actually, 3. The first one is because she is way too stressed about me being away because we have the baby. The second is she can perform. Thats her dream is to perform. And thirdly I want to propose to her on stage in front of everyone to see." I said.
Everyones faces lit up. I brought up some good ideas for having her on tour. Plus, the guys love Jaymee so why would they say no?
"You realize we have some crazy fans out there Zack. Remember when you had Gena on stage and everyone threw shit at her?" Jimmy said laughing.
"Thinking back it was funny because she deserved it in a way. But I doubt people will be that bad. We can have one of the other girls come along too and help with the baby. At least lets give it a try. I need to help her and I need to make her my wife." I pleaded.
"Alright Vengeance but if something happens its on your head." Matt said in his serious tone. Then once he had picked up Jaymee from Brian's hands he started baby talking. "Isn't that right little vengeance?"
Finally something good. Now we just need to solve this Mandy problem. She seems too much like Gena.
I laid there in bed not being able to sleep. Zacky was knocked out next to me and the baby was quietly sleeping in her bedroom. So I got up out of bed and went out into the livingroom. I turned the TV on and lowered the volume so it wouldn't wake anyone up and I just sat there on the couch. I was still so irritated with what happened earlier. Mandy had no right to come at me foul whatsoever. I blew up on her cause she disrespected me in my own home. All because of her things were all messed up. Thats probably why I can't sleep. What did I do to deserve this drama? Noone will just let me be happy with Zack. There is always a constant battle. He's worth it though. My daughter is too. I just wish there wasn't all of this added on drama.
I also felt horrible. I'm supposed to be supporting the band in their work. When we were younger I was always supporting them. Now I just have my jealousy getting the best of me because of everything thats happened. Sure, he didn't cheat on me but what if he ended up doing it? He did it to Gena and he was going to marry her for crying out loud. I should give him the benefit of the doubt though. He's been more than perfect to me since things were patched up. Besides from the looks of it Gena and him weren't doing too great together anyways. Still doesn't make it okay though. I sighed loudly to myself. All this stress is self inflicted. Instead of being upset that he's working I need to be there for him.
"Hey babe. Why are you up?" Zacky said rubbing his eyes joining me in the livingroom.
"Can't sleep. Everythings bothering me right now. I haven't had time to really process anything. One minute I'm pregnant the next I have a child to take care of. Or like the whole thing with my dad. Plus, I'm freaked out about you going away because I don't want to be alone. What if I mess up? It's too much to handle." I said to him.
"Babe, that is what we call life. It throws things at us because it knows we can handle it. Just right now you don't know how. I know you'll figure it out though. Besides, you would not be alone with the baby... you guys are coming with us." Zacky smiled.
"Are you serious?" I jumped asking Zacky.
"Yeah, I will talk to the guys and set everything up. Don't worry baby." He said.
"Gosh, you are the best you know that Zachary James Baker?" I said
"I know. But I'm the best for you that's why baby." He smiled.
I smiled at him and gave him a huge hug. I was happy that one stress I didn't have to deal with. He pulled me into a kiss and the kiss began to grow gradually. He knows how to melt my problems away. As much as I wanted to just rip our clothes off right now I couldn't. Damn you stitches! I gently pulled away from the kiss and laid my head in Zacky's lap. Finally, a sense of relief washed over me along with a sense of tiredness. Even though I was still bugged out about Mandy, I pushed the thought to the back of my mind. She was unimportant right now. I have my family. Before I knew it I was asleep.
The next morning I awoke in my bed. He must have carried me to sleep last night. I rolled over to face Zacky but he wasn't there. Just a piece of paper saying:
Hey Baby,
You looked comfortable so I didn't want to wake you. Me and Jaymee are going to visit the guys okay? If you need anything just call me. I love you.
Love,
Zacky V.
I sighed and rolled back over to fall asleep. I get some time to rest. Thank you Zacky!
Zacky's POV*
I left Nessa to sleep while I took the baby out to go see the guys at Matt's house. I needed to go talk to them about having her and the baby come along on tour with us. They'd probably all put up a fight about it but hopefully I can convince them. Their own girlfriends and wives barely go to our tours. Except for when Val was tour manager but thats in the past. Plus, a baby on board is whole new territory for the whole gang. I arrived at Matt's and walked right in the front door with Jaymee. everyone was sitting on the floor crowding around the TV playing video games. They didn't even notice me walk in until Jaymee made a little baby sound.
"I hear my favorite niece in the room!" Jimmy said jumping up and heading towards me and Jaymee.
All the guys paused their game and came to say hi to the little girl who gains the attention. I laughed a little. They all seem so intrigued with Jaymee. I know how it feels though. She is the most precious thing on earth to me. Even more than Nessa, but that is because she has a part of me in her. I smiled at my gorgeous daughter with pride.
"So whats up Vengeance? Why'd you call everyone over to my house and not yours?" Matt said.
"Well I kind of have something to ask you guys..." I trailed off hoping they'd catch where I'm leading with it.
"Well shoot Zacky." Brian said picking up Jaymee and walking over to the couch to hold her. I'm surprised she didn't cry, Brian can be scary at times to look at. I laughed silently.
"Okay, so I wanted to know if possibly Nessa and the baby can join us on the tour? Before you say no I have 2 reasons why. Actually, 3. The first one is because she is way too stressed about me being away because we have the baby. The second is she can perform. Thats her dream is to perform. And thirdly I want to propose to her on stage in front of everyone to see." I said.
Everyones faces lit up. I brought up some good ideas for having her on tour. Plus, the guys love Jaymee so why would they say no?
"You realize we have some crazy fans out there Zack. Remember when you had Gena on stage and everyone threw shit at her?" Jimmy said laughing.
"Thinking back it was funny because she deserved it in a way. But I doubt people will be that bad. We can have one of the other girls come along too and help with the baby. At least lets give it a try. I need to help her and I need to make her my wife." I pleaded.
"Alright Vengeance but if something happens its on your head." Matt said in his serious tone. Then once he had picked up Jaymee from Brian's hands he started baby talking. "Isn't that right little vengeance?"
Finally something good. Now we just need to solve this Mandy problem. She seems too much like Gena.
Notes
Sorry about the wait guys. I have been up to my eyeballs in papers to write. But I took a break from that just to update you. And no drama in this chapter! Yay :)-EllieVengeance♥
Also please take a look at the other story I am writing. http://www.avengedsevenfoldfanfiction.com/Story/34880/Choices/
12/4/14