Book 2: Growing Up

Jimmy's P.O.V.
"I don't know Brian," I sighed, laying down in bed beside him. I was staying the night at his house, even though there was school tomorrow. First day of senior year and I was kind of excited but then again I am scared as heck. After seeing Sam a few more times, her facial expressions and such, I was really starting to think that it wasn't my kid. I told Brian this and he just shrugged.
"Call the doctors and have them check again, who knows they probably had a mix matched," Brian rolled his eyes, "Idiots," He said and laid beside me, "You ready for school tomorrow?" He asked with a smile. I shrugged and looked up at the ceiling and sighed.
"I'm just worried man," I whispered, "What if Sam isn't mine? It'd break my heart," I said. Brian came and put his head on my shoulder. He was like the brother I never had and I loved him. He was always there for me, without him and Deanna, I wouldn't be able to live anymore. He shrugged.
"Dude, it's going to be alright, Deanna won't leave you, and if Sam isn't the dad, I bet you can be a father to her," He said and it kind of made me feel better. I couldn't sleep all night and all I wanted to go and be with Deanna for a while and with Sam. So, when Brian was deep asleep, I crawled silently out of bed and went out the window and walked to Deanna's and came through her window.
I came and laid beside her and pulled her close to me, her cuddling to me with a smile on her face.
"Hi baby," She whispered. I kissed the top of her head and put my head on top of hers.
"Hello,"
"Couldn't sleep?" she whispered with her eyes still closed. I shook my head and held her closer. I never told her what I had thought about Sam and about me not being the father. Maybe I was just being paranoid about it.
"Baby," Deanna sat up and prompt herself on her elbow and looked in my eyes as she tucked my bangs behind my ear, “Why are you thinking like that?” She asked lightly. I looked at her and shrugged my shoulders.
“I looked at Sam a few days ago and she just looked different baby. She didn’t look like me,” I whispered, I was so scared that I was going to lose the both of them, I was always scared that I would lose them. She came and kissed me gently and held me close.
“Babe, I already told you that I wouldn’t lose you, I told you that it was going to be alright,” She told me. I nodded, just wanting to believe her.
When I woke up the next morning, Deanna and I were cuddled together and our baby was crying, at least I hope it was out baby. I got up and went and held Sam, making her a bottle and rocked her in the rocking chair. Brian was texting me but I ignored it paying all my attention to Sam, telling her how special she was to me and how much I loved her.
“She alright honey?” Deanna came inside brushing her hair and I nodded and stood to burp her. Deanna had got her diaper station ready. I brought Sam to her mother and she changed her while singing her a song. I saw Sam smiling at her mothers voice.
“She loves you Deanna,” I smiled and kissed the top of her head. Sam smiled at me and put her hands on her
“I’m going to miss her Jimmy,” Deanna said holding her close. I sighed and came and hugged him both.
“I know baby girl, I will too,” I told her and held them close to them. Deanna’s mom came and knocked on the door and told her that it was time to go. I already saw tears in Deanna’s eyes. I know that it wouldn’t be long and we would be home in a few hours but it was going to drag a lot.
“Come on you two,” Mrs. Seward smiled and grabbed Sam from Deanna’s arm. I held Deanna’s hand and we came downstairs and grabbed Deanna’s things before heading out the door. Deanna turned around and waved at Sam who started to cry which broke Deanna’s heart. I held Deanna close as we walked to school just hoping today would be good.

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