A Rockers Guide To Becoming A Father

Dreams giving a view your worst fears + symptoms = causes of insanity It was so dark in the house, that even Brian, the one and only (well, accompanied by four other men) rocker couldn’t see a thing. And that slightly scared him. He walked down a corridor, while hearing someone crying in the background. It was a very high sound, and it started to get Brian worried. His feet moved themselves faster with every step, until he was running. It had no use; it seemed like the corridor wouldn’t end in a million years. He groaned when he felt his legs become stiff, his muscles started to protest after the mile he had already run. “Chelle?” He yelled, his breath coming in pants, he felt his heart beat in his chest; almost sure it would come out. Crack the bones and fall lifelessly to the floor, accompanied by his own body. Brian slowed down until he came to a stop. Why would his heart fall out? Still breathing heavily he managed to keep on walking. There was a door on the left side of him, warning signs all over it. Would this be his only chance? Who knew when there would be another door, he could give it a try, right? With a squeaking sound Brian pushed the door open, but what he saw made him smile. Inside was his own living room, with Michelle sitting on a couch with a kid in her arms. His kid, he was sure of that. It was a feeling he couldn’t describe, it went through his bones, his muscles, his veins. “Bri! Why do you never take care of your own daughter? You’re never home, I’m sure you went to the bar again?” Michelle softly started to cry, tears running down her pretty face. They filled the eyes he had fallen in love with, they made her smooth skin turn into a waterfall of salt tears. “I.. I haven’t been to the bar” I guess Brian couldn’t remember it. All he knew was that he just got out of the endlessly corridor, relieved he saw his girl again. He tried to tell Michelle where he had been, what he could remember, but she only got angrier. “I’m sure you got drunk again, you’re just making things up! I’ve had it Brian, I’m leaving!” “Where are you going?” He tried to reach out for her, but she stepped back. “Johnny, he said he wanted to help me, at least he tries!” Grabbing her already packed bag, she tightened her grip on our child. “IT’S NOT HIS KID!” Brian yelled, then felt someone slap his face. “Please Brian” That soft voice, like nothing was going on. Michelle in the living room faded, so did his child. “Open your eyes” It was like he was listening to the voice of an angel, his angel. “Michelle?” he softly asked, opening an eye and seeing that he was lying in his bed, naked from all the things he had done with his girl until several hours ago. “I don’t know what you dreamt of, but don’t ever do that again” Michelle sighed relieved, lying down next to him again, placing her head on his chest. “I dreamt you had my child, but you were leaving me” Brian swallowed. Somewhat the whole ‘Johnny-part’ was hurting him the most. “I wouldn’t do that” Michelle mumbled, moving around a bit to get herself comfortable. “Oh, Matt called and asked if we wanted to get out of here tonight. Something about us getting boring” Brian laughed. “I was so drunk last night, I don’t think that’s because I was that bored” “Then why was it” Michelle teased him, turning around and leaning on her elbows to look at Brian’s face. “You looked nice, and I thought ‘man, you gotta take that girl home with you’. I think I succeeded” he leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on Michelle’s forehead. “You’re going out all butt-naked or d’you wanna join me in the shower?” While standing up, she wrapped one of the bed sheets around her slightly sore body and started to walk away. “Briiiii?” Olivia slurred, quickly taking another sip from her beer. She smiled when Brian looked up at her, still quite sober. Tonight was her night to get so drunk she couldn’t remember anything, so that tomorrow morning, or more like, when she would wake up later today, he could go nurse her and be all nice. “Johnny asked if I want to go home with him” Johnny looked up from the unknown girl he was flirting with and smiled sheepishly. “If it’s that easy” Still not so far gone as all his friends, he remembered his dream. She wouldn’t go to Johnny, he wasn’t allowed to touch her with the hands whom had touched so many whores. ‘Like you never used a girl just the get a blowjob’ A little boy in his head laughed, then quickly run off as Brian shook his head. “No?! Why can’t I go home with Johnny afraid I’ll cheat on you?” Michelle stood up from the place she was sitting and walked to the other side of the table, collapsing on Brian’s lap. She reached up his ear then started to whisper “I wouldn’t cheat on you love, don’t worry. And I also heard Johnny isn’t that good” She quickly flicked her tongue over his earlobe, sending a quick shiver down his spine, then stood up again, looking in Johnny’s chest. “I heard that” He growled, but having a twinkle in his eyes. While Michelle and Johnny kept there little fight up, he watched them. Since his dream, he realized Michelle was special, and right now he was convinced that she was flirting with another man. His band mate. “Brian, stop looking like you wanna kill short shit” Matt whispered in his ear, then gave him another beer. “But I had a dream that she left me for him” There we go, he thought. Now someone knows about it and it all will be fine. Or something like that. “Like he would do that, and like she would ever leave you. You guys have been together since you met a few months ago” “Maybe you’re right” Brian mumbled, spotting a shot of absinth on the table and claiming it himself. Maybe Matt was right. “Since when are you so insecure anyway? Matt asked a few hours later, when they went to another bar as the first one was closed now. “Am not. Just that dream was so real, and now with that kid and everything” When Matt looked at him with such an odd and confused face, Brain knew he had said too much. Way too much. “Kid? What kid?” Matt asked confused, wondering if he had missed something. “His kid with Haaiiillleeeyyy AAAAAAAAAAAGH STOP IT!” Michelle yelled when Johnny ran past her, lifting her up and taking her with him. “Remember they’ve known each other for ages? They’ve always been like this” Quickly noticing the look on his friend’s face, Matt placed an arm around his shoulders. “I know, I know” Did he? “Briiannn?” Michelle slurred again, this time walking back from Johnny towards him, while grinning like a retard “I like you” “I like you too girl” He wrapped his strong arms around her figure, glad she had suddenly told him this, but he wondered why he couldn’t get rid off the strange feeling his dream had given him.

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Comment and tell me what you think I am having tons of fun writting this. I have tewnty chapters wrote, and fourteen that I am posting because I will post on Wattpad first. Sofaraway_a7x :)