Dirty Visual

With only three bedrooms and seven people, the adult pairs decided to share rooms and the cribs went in the third where Jared would sleep. He hadn’t kept to that plan though, he wound up in his dads bed the first night there. Neither Brian nor Zack had a problem with that though. Two weeks into their stay Zack woke to something poking his face.

Opening his eyes just slightly Zack had expected Jared to be poking him in the cheek, but it wasn’t. His little brother, Mattie was being the persistent ass. “Go away fucker.”

“Zack it’s eleven in the afternoon dude. Everyone else is awake and we are going to the Zoo for Kage’s birthday.” Mattie slapped Zack on the ass before walking away. Fuck how the hell had he slept so long without kids waking him? Had they taken care of the baby? Zack shot out of the bed and ran to the kid’s room to find the cribs empty. He should have expected that they would have taken care of Bentley. But I guess worrying is only natural when you have been the only parent for a while.

In the living room Zack saw Jared sitting on the couch next to Matt, watching Scooby Doo while snacking. Brian was sitting on the floor with his legs spread, a big soft baby blanket between them. Bentley was on his back, kicking his feet while his dad tickled his belly. Zack couldn’t help but smile at his boyfriend and kids. Mattie was in the kitchen; he pulled a cake pan out of the oven and set it on the stove.

When Brian realized Zack was awake he stood up and took Bentley with him, he handed him to his dad to say good morning and then kissed his cheek. “I called the insurance company earlier, the repairs are covered but it will take nearly three months to get it done.”

“That’s great.” Zack sighed looking down at the baby; they would have to stay here until then. “Did you find anything out Matt?”

“Our house took more damage than yours so we are looking at six months.” Matt sighed and shook his head. “You guys know some pretty fucked up people to do the kind of shit they did.”

Brian felt a pang of guilt; Kale was after him this whole time. He did the things he did because of Brian and he sure as hell felt guilty for it.

At the diner Brian and Zack sat next to each other with a kid on each side. Matt and Mattie were across from them and Jimmy and Johnny were on either end of the table. Brian excused himself to go to the bathroom. Once inside he found a couple kissing, the girls hand pressed against the mirror. An image popped into his head, fog, and a mirror. A small but very masculine hand pressed against the mirror. Zack’s hand pressed against the mirror. His head thrown back in ecstasy; Brian saw them have sex.

He immediately left the bathroom and sat back down next to Zack. He looked over at the younger man and whispered in his ear. “Go out to dinner with me tomorrow?”

“How about we stay in and I cook us up something good? I don’t really want to leave the kids with Matt and Mattie all banged up.” Zack smiled and replied quietly.

“I know you are a good cook?” Brian said a bit too loud. All the men around the table replied with a ‘fuck yes.’ Making Zack blush.

“I’m not that good.” Zack murmured looking down at his plate, trying to ignore the stares from his friend.

“Believe me Brian. Both you and I have burned our hands multiple times sneaking food out of his kitchen.” Matt smirked and winked at the embarrassed man.

“Fuck you Matt.” Zack shot back at the attempt to embarrass him even more.

“I think you said that the wrong way around?” Everything around them stopped except the kids. Zack’s fork was half way to his mouth with spaghetti hanging off of it, Matt and Mattie were both frozen and Johnny and Jimmy’s eyes were wide. Zack’s face lit up even brighter, he set his fork easily on his plate and bit his lip. Brian looked around; all of their friends were staring at him and Zack. “What?”

“Zack told you?” Matt asked across the table looking at Brian. The older man nodded, Zack sunk lower in his seat. Mattie smirked at his brother’s expense.

“Wait you two fucked?” Johnny finally asked looking between Zack and Matt.

“Three.” Both Matt and Brian stated at the same time.

“Can you guys make this any worse?” Zack grumbled, he couldn’t get anymore embarrassed than he already was.

“Want me to go into detail?” Matt gave a dimpled smirk across the table at Zack.

“Shut up Matt.” Zack stated somehow growing even more embarrassed by the second. “Just shut up; both of you.”

-

The next day Zack had made his famous home made spaghetti, French bread and sautéed veggies. Jared ate dinner with them but Zack shooed him to the living room when he was done.

He locked the front door and headed to the den with Brian so they could talk alone. He lit the fireplace and sat on the couch across from it. Brian followed suit. “I’ve really enjoyed getting to know you Zack. Well, again I guess.”

“Yeah?” Zack whispered looking back at him. Brian leaned forward, cupping his cheek with a warm palm.

“Yeah.” He whispered, his lips gently met Zack’s, he sucked on the full bottom lip presented to him for a few seconds before pulling away.

“I have this feeling.” Brian admitted, resting his forehead against Zack’s.

“Of what?” Zack’s eyes slipped shut, lost in the moment, feeling Brian’s warm breath mingling with his own.

“I feel like I miss this.” Brian spoke quietly. “Like I miss you and the boys, even when I’m around you guys. It feels like I imagine I would feel if I were gone for a long time and now I need to make up for lost moments.”

“Maybe it’s because you can’t put everything together? You know you had a life with us before and maybe you long for that? To remember it.” Zack wondered.

“I don’t know. I really don’t know anything anymore. Bits and pieces are coming back but not everything.” Brian sighed pulling away slowly so Zack didn’t take his retreat the wrong way.

“Then let’s make new memories Brian.” Zack pushed a piece of Brian’s hair behind his ear. Brian smiled lightly, still very confused about who he was before, but Zack’s suggestion sounded pretty good right about now.

“Well then lets go on a first date. See how things go? Maybe have a sitter take the kids for a few hours, even Kage to get Matt and Mattie some alone time?” Brian suggested taking Zack’s hands in his. He looked very confused when Zack busted up laughing.

“A third first date. I’m up for that.” Zack stated with a smile. Brian rose an eyebrow at his wacky boyfriend, not understanding what he meant.

“What?” He was really fucking confused.

“We’ve already been on two first dates.” Zack proceeded to tell Brian about their first, first date, and why they had a second first date and everything about it. Brian listened intently, smiling at the funny parts and enjoying the chance to watch Zack talk. He really was a beautiful man, inside and out. With a smile Brian cut Zack off in mid story with a kiss. Zack looked at him with raised brows but when Brian didn’t say anything he continued telling the whole story.

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