Irrational

There are always some things in our lives that we wish we could do over, things we wish we could change. But, whenever you voice those feelings, there is always somebody waiting to say the famous “you wouldn’t be who you are today if that never happened” and quite frankly, I’m fed up with that entire idea. I’ve been raised in a gang lifestyle, my father being the leader and founder of the Sevenfold gang when he was eighteen which he ran from the bottom all the way to where it is now with the help of five other men, Brian Haner, Gary Sanders, Thomas Sullivan, Gerald Baker and Lucas Seward. Each of these six men fought hard and gained many enemies, and just as many ally’s. Eventually they each married their life time sweetheart and out started the children. Brian had Brian Jr, Gary had Matthew, Thomas had James, Gerald had Zachary and Lucas had Jonathan while my father, Shane, had me. I was the last born, four years younger than the guys and they had protected me my entire life until I moved away at eighteen against everybody’s wishes. Only one person knew the real reason why I left.

Almost five years later I am finally returning home, for good. This decision feels very irrational

1. 001

   "I can't be here anymore"

2. 002

   “Sorry I stayed away so long,”

3. 003

   “The whole time you knew?”

4. 004

   ​​​“That was hot,”

5. 005

   “What's wrong?” he asks

6. 006

   “How long?”