Indestructable
Seeing Meg
These past few weeks have been great but the the anniversary of my parents death was in 3 days and so was Meg's birthday. I wasn't looking forward to the day but I had to be happy with Meg's birthday or I would be called out about my sadness by the event that happened in Detroit. We arrived in Alabama and we got us a hotel room and headed straight over to the orphanage. Matt parked the car and I jumped out when I seen Meg standing in the middle of the courtyard. She came running towards me and I ran towards her. I tackled her to the ground and we laughed. I helped her up and we hugged each other tightly.
"Ame you look great!"
"So do you! God I've missed you." I said still holding onto her. I heard someone clear their throat and I let go and seen Matt standing behind me.
"Ame. Aren't you going to introduce the rest of the guys." Matt said and I nodded.
"Meg, this is Jimmy, Johnny, Brian, Matt, and Zacky." I said and he shook each ones hand beside Jimmy. Jimmy bear hugged her and I laughed. She looked at me with scared eyes and I shook my head.
"Don't worry Meg. He's always like that." I said smiling and she shook her head. She broke away from Jimmy and I walked off with Meg.
"So how you been?" Meg asked.
"Good but I've had an interesting experience."
"I bet." she said smiling.
"No. What I mean is...that guy who killed my parents is out no parole."
"What?" she said and her eyes widened just like mine did.
"Yeah. Then at the concert we did a few weeks ago this guy who looked exactly like one of men came up to me and said he was sorry for what his brother did to my parents."
"That's insane!" she said almost yelling.
"Yeah but for your birthday guess what you're doing."
"What?" she asked.
"You are meeting all the bands there and if you want to sing with me."
"That would be awesome!" she said hugging me.
"I knew you would like it." We talked for what felt like seconds but was hours. It was almost dark and Matt called me to leave. I didn't want to leave but the concert is in 2 days and so was Meg's birthday and I was going to make sure that it was going to the best time of her life. She walked with me back to the rental car and we hugged one last time before I got into the car and we drove back to the hotel. After having such a good time seeing Meg, I was tired again. I laid my head on the window and closed my eyes.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~2 DAYS LATER~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I woke up that morning and picked up my phone and to text Meg and tell her Happy Birthday from Avenged Sevenfold and me of course. Matt was still asleep so I decided to wake him up. I jumped into his bed jumping up and down.
"Wake up! Wake up!" I yelled and he slowly opened his eyes and looked at me with a death glare.
"Why did you wake me up?"
"Because today is Meg's birthday and I want to go and get her something special!" I said sitting down on the bed.
"Alright. What time is it?"
"It's 2 in the afternoon." I said smiling.
"I slept the day away. Go wake up the others before Jimmy beats you to it." I nodded and ran out the door and opened Zacky's first. He was sound asleep and hand no idea what was coming to him. I jumped on his bed and he woke up glaring at me.
"Wake up!" said smiling.
"What a wake up call."
"You know it." I said smiling.
"Why are you waking me up?"
"It's 2 in the afternoon and Matt will explain later." I said getting off the bed and going to everyone else's rooms and waking them up. Jimmy was the only excited one to see me waking him up. I now believe he wakes up happy. After I woke everyone up I went back to my room and Matt was dressed and sitting on the bed.
"How did everyone take your little wake up call?"
"Everyone gave me a glare that could kill and Jimmy was happy as hell." I said laughing.
"He's always like that."
"I believe it." I said sitting down on the bed next to him. I hugged him around the waist and he hugged back smiling.
"I'm going to get ready." I said and he nodded. I grabbed me some clothes and headed to the bathroom.
"Oh by the way, I told everyone besides Jimmy of course that you would explain why I woke them up." I said and shut and locked the door behind me before he could respond. I made sure the shower was warm and I made sure to get everything out of my pockets.
I felt the razor and the thoughts of the cutting came back to me. I wasn't going to get through the next few days if I didn't cut a little bit. I sat down in the shower with the water running over me and started cutting again. I knew I shouldn't do this but I had to. Putting on a happy face wasn't cutting it. I sliced my legs and blood poured. I set the razor on the side of the shower and finished with my cleaning. I got out and cleaned the bottom of the shower until it was shining white. I quickly got dressed and grabbed the razor slipping it back into my pocket. I walked of the bathroom and put my dirty clothes into my bag. The guys walked in minutes later.
"So Matt why exactly did Ame wake us up for?" Zacky said rubbing his eyes.
"She wants to go shopping for something for Meg's birthday."
"Oh." he said. I slipped on my boots and we headed to the mall. We walked into the mall and I knew what I was getting her. She loved the kind of clothes that I wear and she especially loved chains and skulls. We walked into Hot Topic and grabbed some pants with chains and band t-shirts with all the bands that will be at the concert tonight. Matt paid for them and walked out of the store.
"Matt could you do me a favor?" I asked and he nodded.
"I'm going to keep Meg busy and I would really like you to get all the bands to sign these shirts for her. I know she would absolutely love it." I said smiling.
"Hell yeah that's a good idea. We'll even sign them!"
"Good idea!" I said smiling. We walked around the mall for a little while longer. I went into Spencer's while the guys were signing autographs for a group of fans. I grabbed a few things that fit Meg's crazy mind and paid for them.
When I walked out the fans were gone and the guys were waiting for me. I smiled and we left to go pick up Meg. I was so excited. The drive to the orphanage seemed to take forever but we finally got there. I jumped out of the bus after it parked and ran through the front gate and seen Meg coming out of the building with her things. I grabbed one of her bags and walked back over to the bus and got on. I looked at her face and it was in awe.
"This is huge Ame!" she said and a smile creeped over her face.
"I know right. I smiled with her and showed her where to put her things as the bus drove us to our venue. We sat in the back talking.
"I bet you're glad to get rid of that damn roommate ain't you?"
"Oh hell yeah! That bitch would never shut up!" she said and I laughed.
"I miss Britt. She was so awesome and she loved us."
"I know Meg. I was going to save this for the concert but I think you should hear it." I said picking up a guitar.
"What's it called?"
"My Immortal. I wrote it the day after Britt passed. Tell me what you think." I said and began to play and sing.
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
The song ended and she smiled.
"I think it is great. We should sing it tonight." she said still smiling and I smiled back giving her a hug. I heard Brian and Zacky cussing at each other and I laughed.
"They must be playing Call Of Duty." I said laughing. We get up and walked to the front. We sat down at the table with Matt and Jimmy.
"You excited about meeting your favorite bands?" Jimmy asked Meg and she nodded.
"Matt?" I asked.
"Yes?"
"I was wondering if Meg and I could sing a song I wrote." I said.
"Of course." I hugged his neck and kissed his cheek. We arrived at the venue and we exited the bus. I led Meg to the dressing room as the guys stayed behind with Meg's presents for the other bands to sign. We sat down in the room and luckily no one was in there. I turn on the TV and turned to Meg.
"Meg you play the piano right?" I asked and she nodded.
"Alright I was wondering if you would play My Immortal on the piano while I do the guitar."
"That would be great and we have plenty of time to practise and good for you that I learn quickly."
"Yeah I know. I said and I showed her where the piano was and I explained the beat to her and she started playing it right. We practiced for a while until the show started and watched as all the other bands started playing. Meg was rocking along backstage as I sang with each band. Matt stood beside me as we watched Seether playing.
"Ready you two?" he asked and we nodded. Seether introduced us and I told Meg to stay behind until I called her out on stage. We sang 4 songs before I spoke into the mic.
"How are you guys tonight!" I said and the fans went wild.
"Sounds awesome! Tonight there is a person here tonight and she is very special to me and will you please give her a warm Alabama welcome to Meg Rayne!" I said and I motioned Meg to come on stage and she walked up beside me and the fans cheered loudly.
"Today is my friend Meg's 18th birthday and I wish you all would help me sing Happy Birthday to her." I said and began to play and sing the tune.
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday dear Meg!
Happy Birthday to you!
The crowd cheered and Meg gave me hug.
"Now Meg and I are going to perform a song for one of our fallen friends and today happens to be her birthday too. This song I wrote the day after she passed away and it's called My Immortal." I said and Meg made her way to the Piano and began to play and I sang.
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
The song ended and the crowd went wild fro my song. I couldn't believe it! Matt came back up the the mic and began to speak.
"Ame do you think we should welcome Meg to the family?"
"Hell yeah!" I said smiling.
"Good because this next song is called Welcome To The Family!" I began to play and Meg and I would do the chorus but I had my own part.
Hey kid, do I have your attention?
I know the way you've been living
Life's so reckless, tragedy endless
Welcome to the family
Hey, there's something missing
Only time will alter your vision
Never in question, lethal injection
Welcome to the family
Not long ago you'd find the answers
Were so crystal clear
Within a day you find yourself
Living in constant fear
Can you look at yourself now?
Can you look at yourself?
You can't win this fight
In a way it seems
There's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb
And our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight
Hey, I have to question
What's with the violent aggression?
Details blurry, lost him too early
Welcome to the family
Hey, why won't you listen?
Can't help the people you're missing
It's been done, a casualty rerun
Welcome to the family
I try and help you with the things
That can't be justified
I need to warn you
That there is no way to rationalize
So have you figured it out now?
So have you figured it out?
You can't win this fight
In a way it seems
There's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb
And our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight
We're here for you and all mankind
I've lost my mind Psychotic, I'm in dementia
I won't be fine
I see your escape has been dethroned
Cast out in a world you'll never know
Stand there, place your weapons by your side
It's our war, in the end we'll surely lose
But that's all right
So have you figured it out now?
So have you figured it out?
And in a way it seems
There's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb
And our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight
Deep inside where nothing's fine
I've lost my mind
You're not invited so step aside
I've lost my Deep inside where nothing's fine
I've lost my mind
You're not invited so step aside
I lost my
The song ended and the crowd was ecstatic just like all the other places we played at.
"Thank you Alabama! You've been one hell of a fucking crowd! See you all next year!" Matt said and the crowd cheered as we walked off stage and to the dressing room. While the boys used the back to get dressed Meg was still excited about the whole singing and the crowd cheering and singing Happy Birthday to her.
When the boys were done changing and whatever else they were doing, we made out way back to the bus. Meg looked tired as hell and so was I. We got on the bus and she showed her where she could sleep and she changed her clothes and before she could lay down I gave her the bag with T-shirts in it.
"This is the next part of your gifts." I said. She opened the bag and seen all the shirts and hugged my neck.
"Now you can sleep. I'm going to wait up for the guys." I said and she nodded. She laid down and I closed the curtain for her. I went to the front and sat down watching TV. It was 3 in the morning and the guys came back drunk as hell and I helped each of them to their bunks and got them settled in closing all the curtains. I sat there watching TV until I fell asleep.
"Ame you look great!"
"So do you! God I've missed you." I said still holding onto her. I heard someone clear their throat and I let go and seen Matt standing behind me.
"Ame. Aren't you going to introduce the rest of the guys." Matt said and I nodded.
"Meg, this is Jimmy, Johnny, Brian, Matt, and Zacky." I said and he shook each ones hand beside Jimmy. Jimmy bear hugged her and I laughed. She looked at me with scared eyes and I shook my head.
"Don't worry Meg. He's always like that." I said smiling and she shook her head. She broke away from Jimmy and I walked off with Meg.
"So how you been?" Meg asked.
"Good but I've had an interesting experience."
"I bet." she said smiling.
"No. What I mean is...that guy who killed my parents is out no parole."
"What?" she said and her eyes widened just like mine did.
"Yeah. Then at the concert we did a few weeks ago this guy who looked exactly like one of men came up to me and said he was sorry for what his brother did to my parents."
"That's insane!" she said almost yelling.
"Yeah but for your birthday guess what you're doing."
"What?" she asked.
"You are meeting all the bands there and if you want to sing with me."
"That would be awesome!" she said hugging me.
"I knew you would like it." We talked for what felt like seconds but was hours. It was almost dark and Matt called me to leave. I didn't want to leave but the concert is in 2 days and so was Meg's birthday and I was going to make sure that it was going to the best time of her life. She walked with me back to the rental car and we hugged one last time before I got into the car and we drove back to the hotel. After having such a good time seeing Meg, I was tired again. I laid my head on the window and closed my eyes.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~2 DAYS LATER~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I woke up that morning and picked up my phone and to text Meg and tell her Happy Birthday from Avenged Sevenfold and me of course. Matt was still asleep so I decided to wake him up. I jumped into his bed jumping up and down.
"Wake up! Wake up!" I yelled and he slowly opened his eyes and looked at me with a death glare.
"Why did you wake me up?"
"Because today is Meg's birthday and I want to go and get her something special!" I said sitting down on the bed.
"Alright. What time is it?"
"It's 2 in the afternoon." I said smiling.
"I slept the day away. Go wake up the others before Jimmy beats you to it." I nodded and ran out the door and opened Zacky's first. He was sound asleep and hand no idea what was coming to him. I jumped on his bed and he woke up glaring at me.
"Wake up!" said smiling.
"What a wake up call."
"You know it." I said smiling.
"Why are you waking me up?"
"It's 2 in the afternoon and Matt will explain later." I said getting off the bed and going to everyone else's rooms and waking them up. Jimmy was the only excited one to see me waking him up. I now believe he wakes up happy. After I woke everyone up I went back to my room and Matt was dressed and sitting on the bed.
"How did everyone take your little wake up call?"
"Everyone gave me a glare that could kill and Jimmy was happy as hell." I said laughing.
"He's always like that."
"I believe it." I said sitting down on the bed next to him. I hugged him around the waist and he hugged back smiling.
"I'm going to get ready." I said and he nodded. I grabbed me some clothes and headed to the bathroom.
"Oh by the way, I told everyone besides Jimmy of course that you would explain why I woke them up." I said and shut and locked the door behind me before he could respond. I made sure the shower was warm and I made sure to get everything out of my pockets.
I felt the razor and the thoughts of the cutting came back to me. I wasn't going to get through the next few days if I didn't cut a little bit. I sat down in the shower with the water running over me and started cutting again. I knew I shouldn't do this but I had to. Putting on a happy face wasn't cutting it. I sliced my legs and blood poured. I set the razor on the side of the shower and finished with my cleaning. I got out and cleaned the bottom of the shower until it was shining white. I quickly got dressed and grabbed the razor slipping it back into my pocket. I walked of the bathroom and put my dirty clothes into my bag. The guys walked in minutes later.
"So Matt why exactly did Ame wake us up for?" Zacky said rubbing his eyes.
"She wants to go shopping for something for Meg's birthday."
"Oh." he said. I slipped on my boots and we headed to the mall. We walked into the mall and I knew what I was getting her. She loved the kind of clothes that I wear and she especially loved chains and skulls. We walked into Hot Topic and grabbed some pants with chains and band t-shirts with all the bands that will be at the concert tonight. Matt paid for them and walked out of the store.
"Matt could you do me a favor?" I asked and he nodded.
"I'm going to keep Meg busy and I would really like you to get all the bands to sign these shirts for her. I know she would absolutely love it." I said smiling.
"Hell yeah that's a good idea. We'll even sign them!"
"Good idea!" I said smiling. We walked around the mall for a little while longer. I went into Spencer's while the guys were signing autographs for a group of fans. I grabbed a few things that fit Meg's crazy mind and paid for them.
When I walked out the fans were gone and the guys were waiting for me. I smiled and we left to go pick up Meg. I was so excited. The drive to the orphanage seemed to take forever but we finally got there. I jumped out of the bus after it parked and ran through the front gate and seen Meg coming out of the building with her things. I grabbed one of her bags and walked back over to the bus and got on. I looked at her face and it was in awe.
"This is huge Ame!" she said and a smile creeped over her face.
"I know right. I smiled with her and showed her where to put her things as the bus drove us to our venue. We sat in the back talking.
"I bet you're glad to get rid of that damn roommate ain't you?"
"Oh hell yeah! That bitch would never shut up!" she said and I laughed.
"I miss Britt. She was so awesome and she loved us."
"I know Meg. I was going to save this for the concert but I think you should hear it." I said picking up a guitar.
"What's it called?"
"My Immortal. I wrote it the day after Britt passed. Tell me what you think." I said and began to play and sing.
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
The song ended and she smiled.
"I think it is great. We should sing it tonight." she said still smiling and I smiled back giving her a hug. I heard Brian and Zacky cussing at each other and I laughed.
"They must be playing Call Of Duty." I said laughing. We get up and walked to the front. We sat down at the table with Matt and Jimmy.
"You excited about meeting your favorite bands?" Jimmy asked Meg and she nodded.
"Matt?" I asked.
"Yes?"
"I was wondering if Meg and I could sing a song I wrote." I said.
"Of course." I hugged his neck and kissed his cheek. We arrived at the venue and we exited the bus. I led Meg to the dressing room as the guys stayed behind with Meg's presents for the other bands to sign. We sat down in the room and luckily no one was in there. I turn on the TV and turned to Meg.
"Meg you play the piano right?" I asked and she nodded.
"Alright I was wondering if you would play My Immortal on the piano while I do the guitar."
"That would be great and we have plenty of time to practise and good for you that I learn quickly."
"Yeah I know. I said and I showed her where the piano was and I explained the beat to her and she started playing it right. We practiced for a while until the show started and watched as all the other bands started playing. Meg was rocking along backstage as I sang with each band. Matt stood beside me as we watched Seether playing.
"Ready you two?" he asked and we nodded. Seether introduced us and I told Meg to stay behind until I called her out on stage. We sang 4 songs before I spoke into the mic.
"How are you guys tonight!" I said and the fans went wild.
"Sounds awesome! Tonight there is a person here tonight and she is very special to me and will you please give her a warm Alabama welcome to Meg Rayne!" I said and I motioned Meg to come on stage and she walked up beside me and the fans cheered loudly.
"Today is my friend Meg's 18th birthday and I wish you all would help me sing Happy Birthday to her." I said and began to play and sing the tune.
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday dear Meg!
Happy Birthday to you!
The crowd cheered and Meg gave me hug.
"Now Meg and I are going to perform a song for one of our fallen friends and today happens to be her birthday too. This song I wrote the day after she passed away and it's called My Immortal." I said and Meg made her way to the Piano and began to play and I sang.
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
The song ended and the crowd went wild fro my song. I couldn't believe it! Matt came back up the the mic and began to speak.
"Ame do you think we should welcome Meg to the family?"
"Hell yeah!" I said smiling.
"Good because this next song is called Welcome To The Family!" I began to play and Meg and I would do the chorus but I had my own part.
Hey kid, do I have your attention?
I know the way you've been living
Life's so reckless, tragedy endless
Welcome to the family
Hey, there's something missing
Only time will alter your vision
Never in question, lethal injection
Welcome to the family
Not long ago you'd find the answers
Were so crystal clear
Within a day you find yourself
Living in constant fear
Can you look at yourself now?
Can you look at yourself?
You can't win this fight
In a way it seems
There's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb
And our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight
Hey, I have to question
What's with the violent aggression?
Details blurry, lost him too early
Welcome to the family
Hey, why won't you listen?
Can't help the people you're missing
It's been done, a casualty rerun
Welcome to the family
I try and help you with the things
That can't be justified
I need to warn you
That there is no way to rationalize
So have you figured it out now?
So have you figured it out?
You can't win this fight
In a way it seems
There's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb
And our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight
We're here for you and all mankind
I've lost my mind Psychotic, I'm in dementia
I won't be fine
I see your escape has been dethroned
Cast out in a world you'll never know
Stand there, place your weapons by your side
It's our war, in the end we'll surely lose
But that's all right
So have you figured it out now?
So have you figured it out?
And in a way it seems
There's no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb
And our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside
We all have answers to find
But you can't win this fight
Deep inside where nothing's fine
I've lost my mind
You're not invited so step aside
I've lost my Deep inside where nothing's fine
I've lost my mind
You're not invited so step aside
I lost my
The song ended and the crowd was ecstatic just like all the other places we played at.
"Thank you Alabama! You've been one hell of a fucking crowd! See you all next year!" Matt said and the crowd cheered as we walked off stage and to the dressing room. While the boys used the back to get dressed Meg was still excited about the whole singing and the crowd cheering and singing Happy Birthday to her.
When the boys were done changing and whatever else they were doing, we made out way back to the bus. Meg looked tired as hell and so was I. We got on the bus and she showed her where she could sleep and she changed her clothes and before she could lay down I gave her the bag with T-shirts in it.
"This is the next part of your gifts." I said. She opened the bag and seen all the shirts and hugged my neck.
"Now you can sleep. I'm going to wait up for the guys." I said and she nodded. She laid down and I closed the curtain for her. I went to the front and sat down watching TV. It was 3 in the morning and the guys came back drunk as hell and I helped each of them to their bunks and got them settled in closing all the curtains. I sat there watching TV until I fell asleep.
2/18/13