Tammy’s POV: And Queue Flashback:
I was standing in front of the window waiting for my first job for the night. I have 6 more months till I turn 18 and can get out of this hell. I’ve tried to runaway, but he always had his cop buddies find me. Earning me a beating when I was brought home. Unless he sent Officer Simmons.
I heard the door open and close. Seeing a mans reflection in the window. I don’t want to do this. I hesitantly turned to face him. I instantly locked eyes with his beautiful blue green orbs. His hair black, a sole patch just below his lip. I could see some of a tattoo sticking out of the top of his shirt. I felt an instant connection with him. Something about the soft look in his eyes told me he wasn’t going to hurt me.
He slowly walked to me never breaking our gaze. “How old are you?” he asked. “17.” I told him. Shock came across his face. “Why are you doing this?” “I don’t have a choice.” Confusion replaced the shock. “What do you mean? Where are your parents?” he asked. My dad would never tell them how old I was, or that I was his daughter. “My dad is the one you gave your money too.” I told him as anger flowed into his eyes. “He makes you do this?” I nodded as a few tears escaped down my cheeks. He cupped my face in both hands, and wiped my tears away with his thumbs. “What’s your name?” he asked still holding my face as he peered into my soul. “Tammy.”
He took both of my glove covered hands in his and lead me to the bed. He sat on the edge, and guided me next to him. He looked at me as I watched his gaze fall on my shoulders. Sliding my bra strap to the side, he stared at the scar till he noticed the other one on my other shoulder. “What happened here?” I hesitated. My dad makes me wear barely there outfits, but since that man, I’ve had to wear long evening gloves and thigh high stockings to hide them. He noticed my hesitation, and took off his jacket. I noticed a double shoulder gun holster with two very large guns tucked in them. He showed me his arms. He had scars too, so many. I ran my fingers down his arm. Some of the cuts were fresh. “I’m a cutter.” he confessed to me. I locked my eyes with his again. They were so full of sadness. I sighed and took my gloves off so he could see more. “What are you on?” he asked examining my track marks and needle scars. “He shoots me up with Heroine when his customers don’t want to fight with me.” I told him as more anger filled his eyes. “And the other scars?” he asked. “From one of his clients. He tortured me for 2 hours a few weeks before I turned 17.” I told him. “Are there more?”
I stood in front of him. Something about him made me feel comfortable with him. I propped a leg up on the bed next to him. Unhooking my stocking from my garter belt I slid my stocking down revealing the scars on my leg. He ran his fingers up my leg to my thigh. Tingles ran down my spine as I broke out in goose bumps. He looked up at me as I repeated the process with my other leg. Again he ran his fingers up my leg getting the same reaction from my body. He looked up at me as he placed a soft kiss on my inner thigh. I felt heat and wetness flow to my core. Well this is new.
I moved my leg off the bed, and started to unzip the corset part of my lingerie. It was a three piece, so I was still in my bra and panties. He placed his hands on my hips, and pulled me forward till my knees hit the bed, and I was standing between his legs. He ran his fingers over the scars on my stomach placing another soft kiss just above my belly button. I felt the heat rise in my core as my body broke out in goose bumps again. What was this man doing to me?
He stood, and placed a hand on my cheek. I leaned my head into it as he ran his thumb across my cheek. “You’re beautiful.” he whispered to me. Placing his other hand on my other cheek, he leaned in and placed a soft kiss on my lips. Jolts of electricity flowed through me. I ran my hands up his chest till they rested on his shoulders. I couldn’t help but kiss him back. Never had I been kissed like this before. Of course I never kissed back when ever one of them did kiss me. He pulled away sooner than I would have liked. “Has it always been about them?” he asked running his thumb across my lips. I looked at him confused not fully understanding the question. “Have you ever gotten any enjoyment out of this?” I shook my head. I’ve never tried. I never wanted to do this. Not even doped up have I ever had an orgasm. He sat back down on the bed, and pulled me onto his lap so I was straddling him. “I won’t force you to do anything you don’t want to,” he started pulling off his gun holster “but if you will let me, I would like to show you what it’s suppose to feel like.” he said. I couldn’t believe it. He was giving me a choice. I’ve never had a choice. “Let me worship you like you should be.” he said brushing his fingers down the side of my face as he gazed into my eyes.
I answered him with a kiss, one he quickly returned. He wrapped his arms around me pulling me against his chest. He ran his tongue across my bottom lip. I entangled my fingers in his hair as I allowed him entrance into my mouth. Keeping his hold on me, he moved us to the head of the bed. Never breaking the kiss, he laid me down. He moved a hand back to my cheek, while his other arm held him up slightly. He again broke the kiss leaving us both breathless. I reached up and touched his face. “What’s your name?” I asked him. “Jacoby.” he said. I smiled at him which he returned. “You’ll be my first.” I told him. He looked at me slightly confused. “You’re not a virgin are you?” he asked. “No. That got sold over a year ago,” I told him “but I’ve never gave myself willing. You’ll be my first.” He smiled wide, and leaned down brushing his lips against mine. “I would be honored to be your first.” he said against my lips before connecting them for another mind blowing kiss.
I broke the kiss long enough to pull his shirt off of him. My eyes instantly went to the colorful art on his chest. I ran my finger across the “Born To Rock” banner just below his collar bone. He smiled at me. “You like?” he asked. “It’s beautiful.” I said as I slid my arms under his till my hands rested on his shoulder blades. “Not as beautiful as you.” he said before kissing me again. He trailed kisses from the corner of my mouth down to my neck. He quickly found a sweet spot I didn’t know I had. I moaned slightly, and dug my nails into his back. Glad those grew back. I heard a small growl escape him, and felt him grow hard against my thigh through his jeans as my nails dug in. He trailed more kisses across my collar as his hands guided my bra straps down my shoulders. Pressing more kisses on my shoulders, he reached a hand behind me and unclasped my bra. Grabbing it at the front, he pulled it off slowly. His lips connected with mine as he cupped one of my breasts in his hands, teasing the nipple with his fingers. Cupping the other, he trailed kisses back down my neck till he reached one of my hardened pink buds. Taking it into his mouth, he teased it with his tongue and teeth. I moaned out again to the new sensation that sent tingles strait to my core growing wetter with each passing moment. Kissing my nipple, he planted more on my breast as he moved to the other running his tongue across the valley between my tits. Attacking my other nipple with his mouth, he palmed the other while running one hand down my side to rest on my hip. This man was sending my senses into overdrive. Never had I been more turned on. “Oh god Coby.” I moaned out. He looked up at me with an amused smile. “Coby?” he asked cocking a brow. I giggled a little. “Do you not like it?” I asked. He chuckled. “I like the way you say it.” he said replacing his mouth with his other hand on my breast massaging them both. He crashed his lips to mine again before trailing them down my chest and stomach. “You’re the only one allowed to call me that.” he said between kisses.
He glided his hands down my sides till they rested on my hips. Pulling my panties down just enough to expose my hips, he softly glided his fingers across the crevice of my hips. My body twitched as I broke out in goose bumps again. “Sensitive there are we baby?” he asked placing kisses on each hip running his tongue along the top of my panty line. “Apparently.” I breathed out. “This is all so new. I’ve never felt like this before.” I confessed. “Just wait its gets so much better.” he said as he sat up on his knees between my legs. Hooking his finger in my panties, he slowly pulled them off. He ran his fingers up my legs and thighs as he looked over my body. I could feel myself getting red. “You’re cute when you blush.” he said with a smirk. I couldn’t help but smile.
His fingers made their way to my soaked pussy. “Mmm so wet baby.” he said as he started rubbing my swollen clit. My breath hitched, and I bit my lip as I closed my eyes getting lost in the sensation. My eyes shot open when I felt his warm tongue replace his finger. I looked down and locked eyes with him again. What was this? God it felt so good. He hooked his arms around my thighs and yanked me even closer to his mouth. He attacked my clit with so much hunger. Flicking his tongue over it rapidly. I moaned out when I felt one of his fingers enter me. Curling his finger up, he quickly found my soft bundle of nerves. I couldn’t hold my moans in especially when he added another finger. I closed my eyes again as I gripped his hair in my hands. I could feel myself getting close. “Oh god baby I’m so close.” I breathed out. His fingers pumped faster in me while he fiercely attacked my clit with his tongue. I couldn’t hold it in any longer. I cried out as I buckled my hips, and came hard all over his fingers and mouth. I heard him let out a low moan as he lapped up every last drop of me.
I laid there trying to regain my breath as he planted kisses back up my body. “Oh wow.” I said breathing heavy. I heard him chuckle against my skin. “Was that your first orgasm baby?” “Yes.” “You’re so sexy when you cum.” he said before locking his lips with mine. I could taste myself on him, but I didn’t mind. I slid my hands down his chest till they reached the top of his pants. I undid the button and slid the zipper down. I slipped my hand in his boxers and grabbed his thick cock. He let out a throaty growl, and latched on to my sweet spot on my neck again as I started stroking him. He wasn’t small at all, and I was starting to get eager. Bringing my legs up, I hooked my toes into the waste of his pants and boxers. Pulling them down in one motion, I continued to pump him with my hand. “Fuck baby that feels good.” he moaned against my neck.
I pouted a little when he removed my hand from his dick. He chuckled a little and grabbed my pouting bottom lip between his teeth before kissing me again. He grabbed my hands and laced our fingers together as he raised them above my head. Breaking the kiss, he held my hands in place with one of his. Grabbing his cock in the other, he lined himself up at my dripping entrance. “You ready?” he asked gazing into my eyes. I nodded, and he slowly pushed into me. We both let out a moan as he filled me completely. “Fuck baby you feel like silk.” he said as he started slowing thrusting. He propped himself up on one elbow slipping his hand under my head entangling his fingers in my hair. He rested the other hand on my hip. I started rocking my hips against his meeting each of his thrusts. “Faster Coby.” he crashed his lips to mine as he picked up the pace. Oh god is this what its suppose to feel like? I felt my climax starting to build again. He broke the kiss and stared into my eyes. There was an emotion there I couldn’t recognize. It wasn’t lust, it was something more. He moved his hand off my hip and hooked it under my knee bringing it up so he could get deeper. “Oh god Coby right there.” my moans got louder as he went harder and faster. “God you feel so good wrapped around my cock.” I wasn’t going to last much longer. I felt him getting sloppy with his thrusts. He was just as close as I was. “Cum for me baby.” he growled into my ear. His words sending me over the edge I screamed out his name as my walls clenched tight around him, and I scraped my nails down his back. He let out a loud moan as he coated my walls with his seed. He kissed me hard and passionately as he road out our high. Collapsing on me he rested his head between my breast as we tried to catch our breath. I instinctively place a hand on his head stroking his hair as I glided my fingers up and down his back. I felt him shiver slightly just before he let out a content sigh.
He placed a gentle kiss between my breasts, and propped himself up on his elbows. Gazing into my eyes, he tucked some hair behind my ear. “I want to see you again.” he said. I smiled at him. “I’d like that.” I said receiving a smile in return. He kissed me one more time before pulling out and rolling off me. He pulled me into his chest, and I planted a soft kiss on his colorful art. “How long are you here?” I asked making myself comfortable in his arms. “All night.” he said holding me close and tight. I smiled with contentment as I closed my eyes. “Good.” I said just before we both drifted to sleep. And End Flashback
I missed him so much. He was my first love, and I don’t think I could ever love anyone as much as I did him. He’s the only one that would ever stand up to my dad and break the rules he had laid out. Well they all did, but he did the most. He would get me out of that motel for days sometimes. I met his friends, which I realize now were probably the rest of his gang. Tony, one of them, even helped me finish some of the songs I wrote since I don’t play the drums. I guess I could say I trusted Tobin, Jerry, and Tony just as much. Sometimes when Jacoby was out of town, he would have one of them stay with me. They never did anything to me, but keep me safe.
I’ve been stuck in this infirmary for 2 days now. Johnny doesn’t want me trying to go up the stairs to my room till I’m strong enough to walk on my own. I met the rest of the gang, again, and everyone is letting me use their real names. I think they want me to be as comfortable as possible here. Jimmy and Brian have been spending the most time with me while being stuck in this room. Jimmy told me he was the one that found out all the stuff about my past. Apparently he’s a master hacker. The Berry’s went and got all my stuff from my apartment. I’ll have my own room and bathroom. I haven’t gotten to see it yet.
“Hey birthday buddy ready for your tour?” I hear Jimmy bringing me out of my thoughts. He designated me his birthday buddy since mine was only 4 days before his. “Fuck yes. I’m so ready to get out of this room. I’m really starting to dislike the color white.” I said with a chuckle. He grinned at me as he moved a wheelchair to my bed. He helped me out of bed. My legs are still kind of weak, but I can raise my arms now. I sat in the chair, and he wheeled me out of the room. “Where is everyone?” I asked noticing how quiet it was in the house. “The Berry’s are in the game room playing video games, and the rest of the guys are out on a job they won’t be back till later.” he said. “Video games huh? What systems do you have?” I asked. I loved video games. I played my first one when I was 4 on my grandmothers Atari, been playing ever since. “All of them. Even the classics.” he said with a grin. Fuckin sweet. I think I might like it here.
The tour lasted about an hour. I got to see the music room where they already had my instruments set up. A pool and hot tub out back even though we are right by the beach. The game room had 2 pool tables, I will defiantly be using those, Air hockey, ping pong table, which Jimmy said get used more for beer pong, Foosball, and darts. There was a bar along one wall, and of course the 100 inch TV hanging on the wall. He pointed it out about 10 times. Standing in front of it blocking the Berry’s game of COD. JB told him he was the only person he knew that could block a 100in TV hanging on the wall. He helped me up the stairs, and showed me everyone’s rooms. Mine was last at the end of the hall. Brian and Matt’s rooms were next to mine one on each side. The Berry’s shared a room, guess its hard to separate the two. Which I could understand being twins they share a stronger bond than most siblings. My room was huge. I swear it was bigger than my whole apartment. A big bay window on one side. A balcony on the other. A huge walk in closet that already had all my clothes in it. A canopy bed, I always wanted one of those. And the bathroom oh my god. A stand up shower with multiple shower heads, a huge whirlpool bathtub. Yea I could totally get use to this.

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